Chapter 187 - One Hundred And Eighty-seven

"Did you fuck Cassidy Smith last night?" She whispered looking into his eyes who darkened as they heard her.

"Do you know who you are talking about?" He hissed as his eyes observed for any indications of her lying about it. 

She huffed and took a step back, being too close to him was an inconvenience. "Do you think I would ask you if I didn't know what I am talking about?" Her eyes glistened over as she talked further, "It's not fair that you do not tell me about anything. So I have to see for myself."

Even though he was angry he still talked in a calm voice. "What did you find? Are you happy with whatever you found?"

"Oh, I am!" She chirped as tears threatened to spill over. The big bubble of water threatening to fall any second to her cheeks from her eyes. "I am so happy! So so happy that I cannot even begin to tell you! I don't even know my happiness starts from!"

All she got was a raised brow form him.

Smiling at his lack of response she slowly told him the real reason for happiness, in a broken whisper than a confident voice. "I am so happy to know that you fucked her." 

And that broken Whisper broke his expression.

"What?" He whispered as well. "Alexis what?"

She nodded as she turned her back to him. "You did not come home last night and when I look at you I see you wearing different clothes than what you were yesterday. So tell me where did you change today, your office? Do you keep the same perfume that you use there too? The same brush that you used to achieve that perfect hairstyle you have every day?" She pointed to his hair which as usual did not even have a hair out of its place.

So perfect as usual.

"you did not come home last night and I know that if I'm looking at the bed and I know that because I asked the guards too." She took a seat at the couch. "I understood the fact that he had a child before marriage. Many do, so. I can't say anything to that. but what I do not understand is over you have sex with his mother? Is being calibate for two months such an achievement that you have to had some kind of reward?" The tears fell and the dam broke. all this while she has served a little in-between as she spoke her mind. Not caring for anybody listening and the conversation which she was sure that Agatha had sent them to their rooms.

"Alexis.."

"What Alexis now?" She cried throwing her hands up. "What now can you say that prove anything?! She is an assured me the marks on her neck and chest which mind I am telling you, were quite fresh and dark."

She closes her eyes and sobbed. She cried about her faith she cried about her past and she cried about the future that was unforeseen and was going to cause more problems.

"It's not fair.." She cried, her chest moving up and down and nose sniffing often. "One thing. I want one happy thing.." she muttered as she continued to cry.

"She tell you that?"

His voice brought her back to reality. The harsh, bitter reality. And the question he asked?

Somethings never needed confirmation.

"Yes, she did indeed." She answered wiping her tears away. She was stronger than this. Much, much stronger. She was not to cry Infront of the man who was nothing but a cheater.

He was the worst kind of them. He was the cheater who cheated in relationships.

"And you believed her?" His voice that had a hint of sadness and this believe had her face turning towards in. Is Alexis has to assume about this man she would say that he was shocked, to say the least. "You believed leave whatever she told you? You trusted her words without having to come to me "

She gasped with a smile. "Yes, that is exactly what I needed to do. I have to talk to you about it and perhaps while we were at it, we could also discuss how you performed or if she was better than me or not." Her stare was angry and now it seemed to be full of humiliation. "Now that we talk about it, she does seem better." She muttered looking away from him.

"Why are you considering her word to be true over mine?!" He yelled.

His yelled made her jump a bit. Turning to him with blazing in her eyes. She roared back standing up. "Well maybe because you have not cared to deny it even once!" Her eyes were wide and already, once again, filling up to the brim with tears. "You have not once said that you did not do it. how have I supposed it was a true to word with all you asking me is how can I do that when you have not even the denied it once?" Her broke was barely left in whispers as the tears cascaded down the cheeks and her eyes and voice both told about the pain she felt deep within.

The Whispers had shaken his heart and given him goosebumps.

"Alexis," he took quick steps towards her, wanting to hug her to stop the tears. "My dar-"

"No!" She cut him off. Getting up from the couch she moved away from her so that she was not in his reach anymore. "No! Do not come near me!" She yelled. "All this life I have received anything but my happiness and torture and hear you are telling me that you can give me everything in this world but here.. Once again I just have such a mess around me all over again.." She heaved. 

She stared into her eyes she cried, "if you had to give me sadness then already I had it with me. So Angelo de'alessandro you have given me nothing." She turned around and walked up the stair.

She heard something but didn't care to turn around and see.