Chapter 159 - One Hundred And Fifty-nine

Alexis and Nikita had gone shopping. And they had been shopping for the whole day at mand for more than 6 hours for sure. It was Sholay because of the reason that Alexis wanted to take everything off of I list in today itself.So they had gone through furniture stores, home decorations and some other stories they just found attractive.

By the end of their hands were full of bags and receipts of their shoppings.

"That should be the last of it," The supervisor of the movers came to Alexis and waved around. "the furniture has been placed according to you. If there is anything else are you want to have done you can tell us or we may take leave."

Alexis nodded and handed him a few bills which he took in immediately nodded at the man and they all moved out.

Nikita glanced around the living room and nodded in appreciation. "The furniture actually looks good. I did not expect it to turn out this way."

Alexis shrugged in smugness. "What can I say? I am just so good at things."

"Smart ass." Nikita taunted. "Anyways I have to go it is 7 already and I have not even marinated chicken yet."

Hugging each other goodbye alexus closed the door after nikita left. She turned around and looked at the empty house full of new furniture and kitchenware. She had left alone most of her life and never had once she felt lonely.

What was the point of feeling lonely now when she had a husband and his whole family?

She went to the kitchen slab and sat down on stool. Her Phone was kept on the slab in front of her and she couldn't help but think about what happened yesterday. She picked it up and opened her mother's contact. The word blocked appeared on the top.

No matter how hard Alexis I try to resist her mother it was the love she had for her that it had a Lexus running back and forth. that love was justified because somewhere she felt that she never received from the other end. So what she right unblocking her own mother? She sighed and got off the stool to drink a glass of water. She raised the glass up high as she drank it's a bicep and her eyes darted around the room. Her eyes went still when she noticed her bag.

She immediately kept back down and went towards it, opening the back to the diary. It was the diary that the therapist had given her. The one where she was supposed to write her triggers.

How ironic that this notebook triggered a memory.

Memory of water doctor had said.

She had completely forgotten about observing her husband's behaviour and intentions for her.

Doubts seed into her mind.

the recent happening where she had listened to him was where she bye by his words had locked her mother.

But had those been his words? she didn't want to block her mother from a long time it was just the Angelo she actually held her ground this time. All in all he had just held her to stand up for yourself. So was he wrong or was she thinking wrong?

She aggressively ran her hands through her hair. Where were her thoughts going, she had no idea.

one moment it seems like she was on the right track and the other seemed like she had just returned the point where she has started.

Did he or Did he not plot against her?

But why would he to begin with? Alexis could not offer him anything except herself and he had heard. All of her to himself, so what more could he possibly want?

she was just feeling confusion and nothing else. Where were her thoughts heading to?

Were they even right?

Alex's felt head paining because of all the questions are running around.

Where did she go wrong? was she even wrong?

"Ah!" With a cry she fell down on the and cradled her face. She was feeling flustered, frustrated and all in all depressed.

Her head felt heavy and she had no idea was her chest was feeling so constricted. it felt like she was being bound by invisible ropes holding her and pulling her back. 

"Hey," a voice cooed and took her in strong arms. She immediately recognised the voice and the smell. "Calm, my love, calm." He cooed and stroked her hair. 

She breathed heavily, in and out, trying to avoid stopping it altogether.

"I don't want to die," she whimpered. "I don't know..what's happening.." she confessed. 

"Shh, it's alright." He whispered. "Stop thinking about anything else and just focus on your breathing." 

As his words washed over her, she realised the impact they had on her. She had started to breathe slowly and focusing on herself. She took a breath and then released it. She repeated the process again and again until she felt safe. 

"What happened love?" He asked as he noticed her calm down. 

"Don't know," she shook her head. "I just don't know." 

"Hmm," he sighed pulling her closer than before and placed a kiss on her head. "I believe that it had been too much on you. All of this. How about for a few days you just sit in and watch movies?" 

To be sitting in and away from everything seemed like running away but she also knew that no one could outrun their problems. 

So running away in the first place was not really running away. 

"Okay. That seems like heaven." She agreed. "I can get fat on junk." She added with a little sniffle. 

"Yes," he ran his hands on her sides, "I would love some chubby curves here." He pinched her side making her squeal. 

"What don't you go and out a movie on now? We could watch one together." He suggested to which she nodded and went up to choose. 

Angelo watch disappear in form the stairs as he placed the popcorn in the microwave.. His plan was his action.