Chapter 891

Maybe it's because of my mother. My mother refused to have a second child for her, just trying to give her all her love.

She also thinks so. She wants to give all her love to Dudu.

"Why?" Jing Shuang didn't understand. "Boss, are you afraid of having children? Or..."

Bo Qing smiled. "Every woman is afraid of having children. Although I have had one, I am still afraid, but this is not the main reason."

Jing Shuang put on his apron, came to the pool and began to wash vegetables, "then why?"

After a while, Bo qingmo said, "there are many reasons. I don't want to disperse my love for Dudu. Another reason is... Xi Jinyan and I haven't discussed this problem. When Dudu was born, Xi Jinyan wasn't with me. Of course, I know it's not his problem, but I always feel... There's something missing between me and him."

Jing Shuang frowned and asked, "what's missing?"

"I don't know. Xi Jinyan and I... That is, Jing Shuang, do you know the difference between need and love?" Bo Qinghu asked.

Jing Shuang was even more confused, "what do you mean?"

"Maybe it's my wishful thinking. I think Xi Jinyan needs more love than love. Maybe he doesn't know, but I think so."

Especially today, after talking with Xi Jinyan, Bo Qingxin's feeling is getting deeper and deeper.

Jing Shuang was frightened by Bo Qing's words. "Boss, how can you say that? Mr. Xi loves you. I can see it from an outsider."

Bo Qing also knew she shouldn't think nonsense. She shook her head and put aside her distractions. "Anyway, I won't have another child with Xi Jinyan."

At least not now.

This question is not up to her to decide. Does Dudu want a brother or sister? Does Xi Jinyan want another child? Is she ready

These are the problems facing her now.

But the most important thing is that she should solve her own problems, let Xi Jinyan's family accept herself, and then marry Xi Jinyan.

Even if you really want a second child, you have to wait until she and Xi Jinyan register for marriage and hold the wedding.

She has been very sorry for Dudu. She can't let the second child be like Dudu. The family is not complete.

Of course, there is no hurry to discuss this.

Thin poured over, "I'll wash the dishes."

Jing Shuang nods and lets go.

Kitchen door

Xi Jinyan's ear has been echoing the words Bo Qing just said.

"Anyway, I won't have another child with Xi Jinyan."

It was also this sentence that pushed Xi Jinyan into the ice cave again.

The cold spread all over the body, cold to the bone.

Xi Jinyan clenched his hands tightly. It was June, but his heart was cold.

Bo Qing, that's why you take contraceptives.

You don't want to have children with me. Even Dudu is just an accident, isn't it?

Bo Qing, you said, let me put down the past, but I can't see our future.

Xi Jin Yan frowned tightly, and his chest hurt badly.

For a moment, he seemed to return to that day. He watched his brother die in front of him and saw his grandfather close his eyes in front of him

Xi Jinyan felt a cold sweat in his heart.

Bo Qing, after all, I can't have you, but I have lost you.