But he can't fight everyone for love and Bo Qing. That's not good for Bo Qing and Du Du. Maybe it will bring danger to their mother and daughter.

If he were a few years younger, he might leave with Bo Qing and Dudu, as in the film, or hold Bo Qing's hand in front of everyone and tell everyone that he wants to be with Bo Qing. They have no right to object.

That's romantic, but it's also childish.

He hopes Bo Qing can understand him.

Bo Qing naturally understood Xi Jinyan. She nodded and then got into Xi Jinyan's arms. "OK, I promise you, I will solve everything between me and Bo Haifeng between the end of the period you gave me. Then... How long is the period you gave me?"

Xi Jinyan slightly tightened his thin leaning arm, "half a year."

Half a year

Bo Qing thought for a while and nodded, "OK, I'll try."

Xi Jinyan slowly lowered his eyes and his eyes fell on thin tilting's head. "Do you mind if I do it?"

"No." Bo shook his head in a positive tone.

She and Bo Haifeng have no feelings for a long time... To be exact, there has never been any feelings between them. Family affection does not exist between them. At best, it is only her wishful thinking.

But this kind of "wishful thinking" broke and cleaned up at the moment when Bo Haifeng killed his mother.

"Xi Jinyan, do you know? In fact, I sometimes envy Dudu, because I know I love Dudu, and you love Dudu, as well as your grandmother and your father. Not everyone is as lucky as Dudu. If children can choose their parents, many parents will have no children, so this is just a choice, and I have made a choice."

Xi Jinyan didn't speak and silently hugged Bo Qing.

Bo Qing felt the power Xi Jinyan passed on to her. She suddenly smiled, "are you comforting me? But I don't need comfort. I'm very happy now. With you, Dudu and many good friends to me, I don't think I have any loss."

Speaking of this, Bo Qing left Xi Jinyan's arms, looked up and met Xi Jinyan's deep eyes, "what about you?"

Xi Jin Yan paused. "Me?"

Bo Qing looked at Xi Jin Yan for a while, bit his lower lip, hesitated for a long time, and said, "Jin Yan, i... I talked to grandma, so I know what you've experienced before."

Xi Jinyan didn't show any special emotion when he heard Bo Qing say so.

But Bo Qing felt that Xi Jin Yan's body was slightly stiff.

She loves Xi Jinyan's previous experience and wants to cure him. She hopes she has this ability.

Thin tilt slowly lowered his eyes, held Xi Jin Yan's palm, and gently rubbed the belly of his thumb on the back of his hand.

"It's all over. Dudu and I will always be with you, your parents, grandma and Jin Yan. I know you've been restraining your feelings. You're so indifferent because you're afraid of losing, but you always lose something in your life. You don't have to always think about what you lose. The most important thing for you should be what you have now 。”

Xi Jinyan's stiff body gradually relaxed.

Bo Qing continued to speak, "I also know that there are my reasons, if not the night five years ago..."