Chapter 402

Since I met Bai Furong, what happened that day has been constantly in my mind. Shen Fei also realized that he had gone too far at that time, but even if it was time to turn back and let Shen Fei return to that day, Shen Fei would still make the same answer.

That's what I really think, and what I've done is not completely wrong. What's more, it's nearly four years since the incident happened. In these four years, they have no contact and have never met.

And now Bai Furong has been married and has a husband, which can be regarded as opening up her new life. Why is she still concerned about that thing in those years? What about holding on?

How much Bai Furong cared about what happened in those years, and how much she hated herself, so that she could keep her hatred until now. Even after she saw herself, she didn't alleviate her hatred at all. She went around in such a big circle to revenge herself.

Shen Fei couldn't figure it out, but it's better to solve the problem than to settle it. Now that there are contradictions and problems, we should solve them, turn them into big things and small things.

"Bai Furong, are you doing this to me because of what happened at our school anniversary party?" Shen Fei asked.

"So you remember, I thought you had forgotten about it." Bai Furong's emotion is more excited, this thing is her heart trauma, once again so straightforward to mention this thing, Bai Furong is difficult to accept.

"I haven't forgotten it all the time, and I know it. Maybe what I said at that time hurt people, but... You don't have to go all the way to now..." before Shen Fei finished speaking, Bai Furong interrupted.

"Nothing! What you said is really light. It didn't happen to you. How do you know how painful it is! Do you know how much courage I had to muster to tell you!

Do you know how much thought I put into it? I started to prepare two or three months in advance. I practiced every word, every expression and even every tone I said to you on stage! It's all for you

"At that time, I told you in front of all the teachers and students that it took me a lot of thought and courage to go on stage! But what about you? Turn a blind eye to my confession! So heartless, indifferent refused me!

You didn't even look at me, so you turned around and left. After you left, I was the only one left on the stage. All the teachers and students were looking at me and laughing at me! "

"Do you know the way they looked at me? You don't know, but I remember! I remember clearly! Their every smile, every look, every day like a movie in my mind again

The more Bai Furong said, the more excited she was and the more out of control she felt, "you will never know that one person is standing on such a big stage and is being ridiculed by so many people. You don't know what I heard and saw on the stage. They call me a whore! It's a bitch!

But what about you? The upper lip, touch the lower lip, I don't accept the light words, it's OK. Every day or lead a carefree life, the food, the drink, the play of play, but I do! Have you ever thought about me? You didn't! "

"I..." Shen Fei opened his mouth and didn't say anything.

"Shen Fei, I tell you! I now all the pain is you give me! Because of you! I just suffered so much scolding silently! ridicule! Ridicule! During that time, I couldn't sleep all night and didn't dare to see anyone!

Everyone will point at me when they see me! You hurt me! I will never forget! I will never forgive you! I hate you

Shen Fei quietly listens to Bai Furong and releases all the grievances in his heart. Shen Fei really didn't expect that the incident in that year caused so much psychological damage to Bai Furong.

Shen Fei didn't expect that Bai Furong suffered so much because of his words that Bai Furong hates her to the bone.

Shen Fei can't help but think back to that thing.

In that year, Shen Fei was still in high school. Every year, the school held a school meeting. In the year of senior three, Shen Fei's class had the honor to perform as the final chorus.

Just after all the students finished the performance and were ready to bow to step down, Bai Furong suddenly ran out with a bunch of flowers in her hand and came to Shen Fei.

Shen Fei can't remember what Bai Furong said at that time. He only vaguely remembers a fragment.

"Shen Fei, I like you for a long time. Can I be my boyfriend with you?"

When hearing this, Shen Fei was completely stunned. Later, she never thought that Bai Furong would say such a thing to herself. Moreover, she was still at the school anniversary party. You should know that all the students and all the teachers were sitting under the stage. Of course, her head teacher was also sitting under the stage.

And when Bai Furong was in high school, she was always a student that the teachers didn't like. Bai Furong didn't like to study. She often mixed with some children who were fond of playing, and sometimes cut class. Moreover, Bai Furong didn't dress like a student at all. She was dressed like a person in the society.

But Shen Fei is different. Although Shen Fei was a member of the Shen family at that time, the family was very strict. Shen Fei just lived an ordinary life, which was no different from other ordinary high school students.

So Shen Fei had no way to rely on his family strength. If he wanted to get ahead, he could only rely on himself. So Shen Fei at that time only wanted to get good grades and get into a good university. In the eyes of his teachers and classmates, Shen Fei was just like them.

Besides, Shen Fei is very low-key in school. He is usually silent. To put it bluntly, he is an honest ordinary child.

A good seedling of a key university, a runaway girl who can't go to university, can these two people be together?

So Shen Fei and Bai Furong are totally different people. According to the truth, these two people have no intersection at all. But I don't know why Bai Furong even moved her mind to this honest Shen Fei and expressed herself in front of all the teachers and students!

Don't say other people can't think of it, even Shen Fei didn't think of it! When Bai Furong confessed to Shen Fei, Shen Fei was confused and forced. Shen Fei refused without thinking about it.

The reason is also very simple, because when Shen Fei hears someone's confession, he subconsciously refuses. That is to say, if this person is not Bai Furong, anyone would refuse anything.