Chapter 61

He Yunshen's condition gradually stabilized after turning over for years. In March and April, Fu Yuan specially asked for leave and went to Ningcheng to thank Lu's family.

In the second semester of senior two, teachers of all subjects began a round of general review.

Duan Jiayan showed extraordinary perseverance in learning. At first, Song Yi laughed at him about it. In the end, even Shen chilie didn't joke.

After the final exam, they are moving to the third teaching building in senior high school.

"Son," Shen chilie patted Duan Jiayan on the shoulder from behind. He swept his eyes. Duan Jiayan carried the teaching aid and sighed from his heart: "in the year of graduation, you were a living example of a prodigal son turning back."

"You are a living example of pianke."

"I started to mend my English last week," Shen said. "I hope I can save it."

Duan Jiayan looked at him curiously: "don't you claim to be a talented player and don't you need to make up lessons in your life?"

"Just think I farted." Shen chilie said frankly, "I now find that everyone is not a talented player except your family."

Duan Jiayan nodded: "thank you for praising him."

Seeing that Duan Jiayan still has to move forward, Shen chilie said, "silly, your new classroom is here."

Duan Jiayan shouted and turned back.

He glanced at the door number of the classroom.

Class ten, senior three.

They became the highest grade students in No. 1 middle school.

-

The autumn breeze swept across the court, the sky was bright, and the smell of flowers and plants being heated floated in the air.

Zhou Xingchen's basketball hit the ground one by one before he finished playing with the boys in his class. There was a lot of noise around him.

"Is the last line in Mathematics B?"

"Isn't it C?"

"I just asked brother Lu and chose B. I feel cold this time."

"I choose five out of ten. It's over." I don't know who sighed: "the monthly test is really difficult."

The first monthly examination of senior three has just passed. According to the consistent marking speed of No. 1 middle school, all the results can be obtained by tomorrow at the latest.

Zhou Xingchen looked back and didn't see the figure who had followed them: "where's Duan Jiayan?"

"Supermarket." Chen yueang raised his chin: "I went to buy water with the road dog."

"I brought my cell phone. I didn't ask him to bring me a coke. I left my cell phone in the classroom."

Chen Yue glanced as he sent a message.

He looked at Zhou Xingchen's face and hesitated: "how are you getting along with Gu Li recently?"

Zhou Xingchen pursed his lips and revealed a trace of anxiety between his eyebrows.

After a long time, he said vaguely, "that's it." Remember "pen \ fun \ Pavilion → M. \ B \ IQ \ u \ g \ ETV. C \ o \ m" on the mobile phone for one second to provide you with wonderful \ novel reading.

When Duan Jiayan came back, in addition to his own sports drink, he also helped Zhou Xingchen with a bottle of coke.

He put the coke in the corner of Zhou Xingchen's table. The latter lay on the table and thanked him listlessly. Duan Jiayan looked at him more.

After returning to his seat, Duan Jiayan turned over the papers for the next class and asked his deskmate, "Xiao Zhou has been very sad recently."

Lu Xingci saw that he had turned his desk upside down and took out the test paper from his book: "you put the test paper in your physics book last week."

Duan Jiayan was surprised to see that he hadn't found the test paper after looking for it for a long time. He casually praised him: "great, brother, you remember."

He stretched out his hand to take the test paper in Lu Xing's hand and leaned slightly. Lu Xingci tickled his chin with his fingers like a cat. Then he answered his last question: "he can't lift his spirits recently. It seems that it's because of Gu Li."

Hearing this, Duan Jiayan looked at Zhou Xingchen with some sympathy.

Gu Li is an art student. In the second semester of senior high school, she went to other places for training. She is in a long-distance relationship with Zhou Xingchen. At the end of last semester, the two seemed to break up because of academic pressure.

Perhaps because this is the first monthly examination for senior three, the marking speed of No. 1 middle school is particularly fast. That afternoon, one after another people went to the office to see the results, saying that they were making the ranking table, and the total score had come out.

After class, the school committee pasted the new ranking table on the classroom wall.

Chen Yue glanced at the results, and when he came back, he couldn't help saying to Lu Xing, "you're a terrible force. You can stabilize above 700 this time. Do you think you're a special beast?"

The monthly test was very difficult. Lu Xingci was the only one in the whole grade. The total score exceeded 700. Zhao Minjun told him the total score in the morning. Lu Xingci smiled and asked, "how much are you?"

"632, I ranked tenth in grade." Chen Yue said and thought of something: "Shen chilie can, just behind me. He didn't lag behind in English this time."

Duan Jiayan was taking a nap with his head down. He was sleepy when he did the problem. I heard them discussing their achievements in the hazy.

When Duan Jiayan opened his eyes and looked over, Chen Yue said, "I forgot to see your score. Go and have a look."

Duan Jiayan wanted to go to the bathroom. He yawned lazily and stood up.

When looking at the results, Duan Jiayan habitually began to find his name from the middle. But he didn't see it for several seconds. He kept sweeping down until he saw himself in the lower section.

English 108, mathematics 88, Chinese 102, science 140.

438。

This score, he can't even touch two lines.

Duan Jiayan was silent for a long time.

Although he had long felt that he didn't play very well in the monthly exam, he still felt uncomfortable when he really saw the score.

On the way to the toilet, Duan Jiayan was worried about his grades and was a little upset. Since senior two and Lu Xing decided to resign, he has studied as hard as possible. This is the first time he has been so poor in the exam.

After draining the water, he heard Zhou Xingchen's voice.

Standing at the entrance of the stairs, Zhou Xingchen spoke in a vague voice. Duan Jiayan only heard him raise his voice a little, and then seemed to hang up.

Seeing that he was in a bad mood, Duan Jiayan shouted, "Zhou Xingchen"

No reaction to others.

Duan Jiayan shouted again.

This time, Zhou Xingchen agreed dully. Duan Jiayan went down the stairs two or three steps and was about to go around to Zhou Xingchen and ask him what happened. The latter turned around himself.

Red eyes.

Cried.

Duan Jiayan is almost stupid.

When Zhou Xingchen saw him, he cried even worse: "just now, the fox broke up with me."

Duan Jiayan was stunned: "why break up?"

"Long distance love, she can't stand it. She says she's tired every day. I'm fucking... I'm fucking tired, too."

"Don't cry," Duan Jiayan patted him on the back. "It's all right. Speak slowly."

"She said she was under great pressure. She was afraid of not going to a good school and not being in the same city with me." When Zhou Xingchen saw him, she seemed to find a breakthrough in her depression, and her voice choked: "she also said that our family gap is too big, and her parents are ordinary people. Who cares about this? I think she just wants to find an excuse to dump me... Are women like this?"

Duan Jiayan hesitated for a moment and stretched out his hand to embrace Zhou Xingchen's shoulder: "brother, if you really want to cry, cry happily. I'll accompany you."

Zhou Xingchen is taller than him. If he wants to hook up with others, he has to raise his head.

Duan Jiayan thought that this scene should be like comforting a huge husky.

Zhou Xingchen cried and barely kept his reason: "no, don't hold me for too long. Brother Lu will kill me when he smells my pheromone."

Duan Jiayan couldn't laugh or cry and let him go again.

Zhou Xingchen cried and suddenly said, "sometimes I think you are really awesome. You seem not afraid of anything."

Duan Jiayan was at a loss: "what should I be afraid of?"

"You and brother Lu," Zhou Xingchen paused, but still couldn't resist: "aren't you afraid to separate from him?"

Duan Jiayan couldn't answer for a moment when he heard this.

The monthly test score flashed through his mind like a conditioned reflex. I have been buried in my heart. I have never faced up to the problem for more than half a year and was put forward directly.

If he fails in the college entrance examination, will he separate from Lu Xingci

He felt that according to his and Lu Xingci's character, they could not be separated directly, but this did not mean that there was no possibility of long-distance love.

After a long time, will they feel tired like Zhou Xingchen and Gu Li

And the three words of long-distance love touched his nerves.

Something distant, something he almost forgot, suddenly became clear again. When he was young, his house was empty and his parents were always busy. When Fu Yuan divorced, he repeatedly mentioned the word separation to the lawyer

Seeing that Duan Jiayan didn't speak, he remembered that Duan Jiayan seemed to have failed in the monthly exam, and Zhou Xingchen felt a little uneasy on his face.

"I don't mean that," Zhou Xingchen said slightly uneasily. "I just don't think these things about the future are accurate."

He scratched his hair and said, "you and brother Lu will not separate. He won't let this happen."

When Zhou Xingchen said this, he was quite serious. Duan Jiayan looked at him and had mixed feelings for a moment.

But even if it is Lu Xingci, there is no guarantee that the future will follow the expected direction.

-

Before school in the afternoon, Lu Xingci vaguely felt that Duan Jiayan's situation was not the same as usual.

Usually the other party would listen carefully, but today he was in an abnormal daze for most of the class.

Lu Xingci saw his face empty and turned his pen. For a moment, he could only think of Duan Jiayan's monthly test results: "I'm in a bad mood."

Duan Jiayan nodded.

"Because of the monthly exam"

Duan Jiayan nodded and shook his head.

Compared with the monthly exam, Zhou Xingchen inadvertently asked questions. After all these years, he really regretted it.

When Lu Xing quit the exam for more than 700 years, he could only wander under the second line. If he had been a little concerned about his study from childhood to adulthood, he would not have a poor foundation to the point where he is now.

It doesn't seem so easy to catch up with each other.

Lu Xingci saw that he was suddenly listless. For a moment, he wanted to ask if he was infected by Zhou Xingchen.

He stopped writing and was preparing to have a serious chat with Duan Jiayan. The latter suddenly said:

"Zhou Xingchen and Gu Li have been away from each other for several months. They split up this afternoon."

Lu Xing was stunned and surprised: "why?"

"The academic pressure is too great, the family gap is large, and it is long-distance love. Zhou Xingchen said that they basically have no time to talk every day and feel that they have no future."

He spoke a little fast, as if he had already figured out what to say. Lu Xingci didn't interrupt until he continued.

Duan Jiayan stopped for several seconds and hesitated: "if I fail in the college entrance examination, will we..."

He didn't say those words.

"No." Lu Xingci comforted him: "this topic is already very difficult. Mr. Zhao told me privately that the grade group teachers are afraid that most people can't accept it when they are just in the third year of senior high school. They deliberately put the topic very deep and want to give everyone an alarm. If you don't do well in the exam this time, it doesn't mean you fail in the college entrance examination."

"Even if I did well in the college entrance examination." Duan Jiayan hesitated and said, "it seems that we are still uncertain about things in different places."

"Then take advantage of the last year to study hard." He patiently comforted: "if you continue to study like this, you can at least cross one line. There will be many universities to choose."

"Well," Duan Jiayan said vaguely, "I'll try."

Lu Xingci heard his ambiguous answer and narrowed his eyes slightly.

He didn't know whether Duan Jiayan really listened to him or was beating around the bush with him. The other party's ambiguous answer made him feel powerless.

For the first time in a long time, he saw Duan Jiayan listless and helpless. At the same time, he was also worried.

He almost reluctantly asked, "do you not believe in yourself or me?"

"It's not whether you believe it or not." Duan Jiayan Weidun: "what will happen in the future? I'm not sure..."

Lu Xingci moved his eyelids and asked softly, "what do you think is uncertain?"

Duan Jiayan did not answer immediately.

After a while.

"Lu Xingci." Duan Jiayan suddenly shouted to him and murmured, "will we break up too?"

This headless inquiry made Lu Xing's lips bend down and his eyebrows pick slightly.

He endured it again and again, and his tone was cold: "what did you say?"

He really didn't expect that he would be provoked by this kind of thing. Obviously, Duan Jiayan is in a bad state now. He just went to senior three and failed his first monthly exam. It's normal to be confused.

He should understand him. But maybe it's alpha's nature, or maybe he has a strong character. Once Duan Jiayan shows his intention to leave him, no matter what reason, he has an impulse to tie people up all his life.

Duan Jiayan has pressure, so does he.

Before he was promoted to senior three, his father gently asked him if he planned to graduate and go abroad, which was not only convenient for further study, but also conducive to taking over the family affairs in the future.

Knowing that he couldn't let Duan Jiayan go, Jiang Yao always hinted that his father would give up the idea. The latter was determined to see Lu Xingci, so he didn't persuade him again.

He never mentioned these things to Duan Jiayan.

Duan Jiayan saw that there was no expression on his face. Suddenly, he reacted and said something to him.

as if wakening from a dream.

Duan Jiayan almost had the impulse to punch himself. He opened his mouth and was trying to explain.

Lu Xingci turned his eyes and didn't talk to Duan Jiayan.

He held the pen in his hand, his knuckles were white, and he seemed to be strong enough to break it. I could see that he was suppressing his temper.

Duan Jiayan saw that he was so slow, and his voice was a little hoarse: "I just..."

The chemistry teacher on the podium couldn't help but slap the blackboard twice.

"Duan Jiayan, you still want to chat with others in class"

"Look at what you did this time. You made some progress last semester. The teachers of several subjects praised you. Why do you want to relax at the most critical time?"

The teacher looked at him with his head down, frowned, and finally sternly admonished him, "listen carefully and talk less."

After being trained like this, Duan Jiayan can't speak anymore.

As soon as the bell rang, he quickly shouted Lu Xing's farewell. The latter lifted his eyelids and gave him a cool look.

Lu Xingci's eyes are dark and clear, coupled with a single eyelid, so it looks very alienated when it gets cold.

For a moment, Duan Jiayan's brain was blank for a moment.

Seeing him staring at himself, Lu Xingci tutted at the bottom of his heart: "if you have anything to say."

“……”

Realizing that the other party was really angry, Duan Jiayan blocked his throat before trying to explain.

He doesn't know if saying those words now will make the other party more angry.

He didn't speak for a long time. Lu Xingci's expectation was also worn away. He simply took back his sight and didn't look at him again.

Duan Jiayan looked at his side face blankly, almost at a loss.

From sophomore year to now, Lu Xingci has never lost his temper with him. The last time I was angry was because of his stress disorder, but at that time they were not lovers, and in the end, Lu Xing left to coax him.

Fuck.

Pull the brake.

Duan Jiayan sighed in his heart, and regret poured out. If time could go back, he would rush over and kill himself.

He knows more about Lu Xingci's feelings than anyone else. How can he say such things to others

He blinked and stared at Lu Xingji for a moment.

But it's nice to be angry

Duan Jiayan thought he might be out of his mind. He threw away those inexplicable ideas and began to think hard about how to deceive people.

Boyfriend angry, how to coax

After thinking for a long time, Duan Jiayan suddenly had a bad idea.

-

When the school bell rang, Chen yuechao looked more at the back.

At this time, Duan Jiayan would fight with Lu Xingci. Sometimes he would send each other out of school on a whim.

But today, they are unusually silent. This silence makes Chen Yue in the front row particularly uncomfortable.

Recently, because of Zhou Xingchen's affair, Chen Yue was very sensitive to the couple around him. He whispered, "what's the matter with them?"

Song Yi also lowered his voice: "I don't know. The monitor doesn't speak."

Look at your nose and heart with your eyes.

Duan Jiayan suddenly stood up and spoke quickly: "Lu Xingci, come to the roof later."

He said, carrying his schoolbag on one shoulder, and went out.

Chen Yue was so silly that he said fuck me. Recently, the lovers around were infected with what kind of plague. Why are one pair of fire and two pairs of medicine so heavy

And Lu Xingci is different from Zhou Xingchen's fool. Duan Jiayan is not good at learning. He is too young to think about it. If he has to find a crime for himself, he may be punished.

Song Yi's thinking is not as complicated as Chen Yue's. at the moment, he looks at Lu Xingci stupidly. With his understanding of Duan Jiayan, he blurts out his real thoughts: "is Xiaoduan finally going to be domestic violence..."

In the second half of the sentence, Song Yi swallowed with his remaining reason.

He thought, Duan Jiayan is still cruel.

Any other Omega, facing the face of Lu Xingci, how could it be done.

They were staring at Lu Xing. His face was expressionless and his voice was cold and flat: "who knows what he wants to do."

Song Yi saw him like this. When his heart was finished, the monitor didn't want to fight.

Although I don't know what happened to them, according to Duan Jiayan's character, they were cooed at this critical moment, and then they must be restless for a while.

Lu Xingci threw his homework into his schoolbag and walked to the door of the classroom.

Seeing this, Chen Yue hurriedly asked, "Hey, where are you going? I won't go back together."

Lu Xingci glanced back at him: "I'll go to the roof and go back by yourself."

Chen Yue: "

Chen Yuexin said that you were so ruthless just now. As a result, when people called, you went immediately

When he left, Chen Yue sighed, "fuck, my father is going to run away. I suggest you call Duan Jiayan in half an hour to make sure he's safe."

Song Yi was frightened: "it's so serious."

Chen Yue: "I think it's hanging."

After Duan Jiayan left the classroom, he couldn't help sticking to the wall and peeking into the classroom.

He just wanted to be as serious as possible, but as soon as he came out of the classroom, he felt that he was too serious, as if he were looking for Lu Xing to make an appointment.

He was afraid that Lu Xingci would ignore him. When he saw that Lu Xingci had finished collecting things, he seemed to be leaving, but Chen Yue had not moved. Duan Jiayan was relieved and began to run towards the Tiantai.

In order to prevent accidents, the roof of senior three teaching building is locked all year round, but there is a gap in the stairs. You can turn it over.

In the early autumn night, the sky is high and far, and you can vaguely see the twinkling distant stars when you look up.

At the rooftop, Duan Jiayan hesitated for a moment and reached out to touch his schoolbag.

He thought for a long time in the afternoon and felt that this matter could not be so perfunctory. He had to have a serious talk with Lu Xingci.

He went to the supermarket to buy seven or eight cans of beer and packed a whole schoolbag. Duan Jiayan took out his beer and felt that this was probably the best time of his three years in high school.

Wine makes a man brave.

He didn't expect that one day he would be the counselor.

"I'm not breaking up with you. I'm just afraid of long-distance love. To tell you the truth, my parents are divorced because of long-term separation. Of course, even if we are really different, I'll come to see you." Duan Jiayan whispered to himself, "what do you think of meeting once a half month? You fly over once. I fly over once, not once a week. I'll pay for your ticket."

When he said this, he couldn't help laughing. Finally, after a depressed night, he found something funny: "I almost forgot that you have a private plane."

He was whispering, and footsteps came from the rooftop door.

He stood up and saw the coming star. The latter glanced over the row of beer and silently ground the back teeth.

that 's ok.

Well prepared.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Duan Jiayan just looked at the beer at his feet. He felt that the situation was both tense and a little ashamed.

Lu Xingci walked next to him, lowered his body, carried a can of beer, hooked his index finger and opened the easy pull ring with one hand.

Then he simply raised his chin, the jaw line was tight, and the Adam's apple slipped.

The light taste of beer floated in the air. Duan Jiayan was about to say whether you drank a little fast. Lu Xingci held the empty beer can in his hand. His mood was unclear: "why, I want to break up with the strength of wine."

He knew Duan Jiayan would not break up easily, but he could not help but guess the worst result.

Feelings are always a dilemma.

He would be so straightforward and unprepared that he would put the problems that frightened him most in front of Duan Jiayan.

Duan Jiayan was stunned: "I......"

"Don't worry, we can discuss things." Lu Xingci interrupted him.

Duan Jiayan just wanted to say that there was no need to discuss. I didn't think so. Lu Xingci flattened the beer can in his hand and smashed it on the roof wall.

A crisp and harsh sound.

It's the sound of metal knocking on the cement surface.

Completely flattened into a ball, the beer can was bounced on the ground and rolled twice. Duan Jiayan was stunned and stood in front of him with a warning in the boy's tone: "only this, don't even think about it."

Duan Jiayan saw that he was so powerful. He felt that he could not take the initiative to ask someone to talk too much.

He imitated the way Lu Xing said his words and drank an empty can of beer at one breath. Probably because of the atmosphere, or the effect of alcohol, an inexplicable impulse came up.

Blood boils.

After all the previous abdominal manuscripts were thrown into the brain, Duan Jiayan took a nerve and sincerely blurted out: "do you think I look like a fool?"

“……”

Rao is Lu Xingci. He thought of countless possibilities and didn't expect him to say this.

Without waiting for Lu Xingci to speak, Duan Jiayan asked and answered himself first.

"Whoever breaks up with you is a fool," Duan Jiayan said quickly. "I'm not a fool."