Chapter 125 To My Dearest Readers

Happy new year to all of you. This author will ask you all to please read this letter until the end even though its a bit long.

First of all, i would like to thank all of you for being with me until this time. To all the readers who followed me since my first book 'I love you monster' and to all my new readers here in this book, i just want to express my gratitude for your supports. You guys are the most important to me as an author because i know that without you, my readers, there's no meaning in writing at all.

I know that this news i will announce will make you sad but i hope you will understand me. Honestly, its been very hard for me to write lately. I thought i can write more these holidays but i was wrong and i'm very sorry for the promise i failed to fulfill.

It's almost a year since i started writing in . I started writing I LOVE YOU MONSTER january 5th last year and since then, despite having a full time job, i wrote everyday after work and during saturdays and sundays too. There's no day that i didnt write since then except when i was very sick. Thinking about it now, i myself was surprised how i managed. But lately, i'm starting to feel really exhausted. And i think the reason why i couldn't write as much chapter as i wanted was because of burnout.

I find it really hard to write a single chapter even though i know what to write in my head. And honestly, i think its because i lost the joy of writing that i used to have. I don't know why but i can't find that spark and motivation to keep going. I don't want to ruin this story because of my current state right now, so i decided to take a break.

I love this story and i want to write it when i'm enjoying myself. I know i could never make you guys enjoy it when i myself dont enjoy it anymore. So i hope you will understand my decision.

Please do not worry about me dropping this book because i promise you that i will never drop it. The outline of this story is already completed so there's no way for me not to finish it. I just think that my body and mind really needed a proper rest and recharge myself so that i could go back in full power. I will do my best to motivate myself again and rest properly for me to come back and write this book in my best condition. I will do my best to find that joy again so i could give you a fulfilling and enjoyable journey in reading Yu Chen and Xiaolei's story.

I just hope that when i return, you will still be here, waiting. That's my only wish. ^^

And please don't worry because i won't take too long. I will promise you that my break won't exceed 15 days. If i would feel better after one week, i will come back and write again. I will also give you three or five chapters mass release the day i am back so please wait for me.

Also, please don't think that you wasted your coins for opening this chapter because i will change the content of this chapter soon and you don't need to use coins to open it again. You will just need to refresh it to read the new chap that i will release. So please don't get angry okay? ^^

Haha, i'm sorry for this longggg letter. won't publish any chapter that is below 1000 words so i am forced to write a very long one. T^T

Sigh... the word count is stil 600+... i still need 400 words so i could publish this. My gosh.

What should i say? Please don't be annoyed. T^T

This is 's fault for setting the word count like this.

Okay i better have some interview for now to reach the damn 1000 words. *sweat drops*

Let's interview some of this book's characters then.

Author: Yu Chen, the readers have a question... why did you hug Luo Xiaolei in the latest chap?

Chibi Yu Chen side glanced at the author. After a long silence, he finally answered.

Chibi Yu Chen: Why? Am i not allowed to embrace my own fiancee?

Author: Ehem, thats not it... we are just quite surprised you know? You even said you missed her, that almost sounded like a confession, no?

Chibi Yu Chen blinked and then he tilted his head before hefell in a daze.

Author: Hey, don't just fall in a daze there and answer me. What's with that 'I miss you'?

Chibi Yu Chen remained silent and he became a motionless doll, ignoring the poor author.

Author sighed and turned to the grinning Zaki.

Author: Did you or your wife gave him an advice or something?

Zaki: Oh c'mon author-san, don't ask me that. I am only a side character here.

Author turned to Gu Wei secretly filming them in the corner.

Author: Weiwei, come o-

Gu Wei immediately stood as if he was jolted and then he began to retreat.

Gu Wei: I'm sorry author-nim!!!! I can't answer you!!!

He dashed away, leaving the poor author speechless.

Author: How could these men so mean to me?! T^T

Zaki: Author-san, the only way to know the answer is write the next chapter. Fufu. Even i was very curious about what will happen next to those two.

Author: ". . ."

Okay, that's it... the word count is about 1000. *sweat drops*

Well then, i will see you all again when i am back. Please wait for me because i will make sure to return with full power. I will make sure that your waiting will be worth it.

I love you all sooooo very much and thank you for your understanding.

Love,

KAZZEN