Chapter 211

"You accepted the fact that you want to play the league with us very quickly." Bai Liu looked at Tang Erda thoughtfully, "I recruited you in his timeline?"

While squatting down to search for the head in the body of the dead monster, Tang Er stiffened his back suddenly, as if remembering something extremely unpleasant, his eyes became fierce again.

"Yeah." He let out a breath of sarcasm, "but not in your gentle way now."

mild?

Bai Liu didn't think how gentle his way of recruiting Tang Er was.

He stuck to Tang Er's weakness, and almost completely penetrated Tang Er's physical and psychological defenses. When Tang Er's reason was very weak, his words induced his views and opinions on himself.

Bai Liu also took advantage of Tang Erda's characteristic of being a just and public official who is easy to empathize with, allowing Tang Erda to watch his own similar painful experience, which caused the captain, who is still very kind in nature, to have psychological feelings for Bai Liu. dependence and a sense of group belonging.

People are all products of groups and environments. Being lonely all the time makes people crazy, and tends to accept themselves. Familiarity with groups is the instinct of a normal person with social awareness.

As for Tang Erda, as a captain who has been suspected and rejected by the original group, the Bureau of Heresy Management, and even isolated as a captain, he is indeed homeless.

Tang Erda can't get close to him either. Like him, he establishes a stable group social relationship with normal people, because his moral sense does not allow him to spread the bad luck called "game" to other innocent people.

And if you choose to establish contact with people in the game, such as various game companies, they simply use and please Tang Erda, but they will not be able to empathize with Tang Erda, who has a certain idealistic color, so Tang Erda You can only accept that you are hired by these people instead of forming a fixed group and creating an emotional connection.

During the long, vast black time with no visible edge, Tang Erda was forced to wander alone all the time.

And he needs group connection.

In this case, Tang Erda is not close enough to feel guilty, and he doesn't have to be responsible for it, even because he understands each other to a certain extent during the long-term hostility. Tang Erda thinks about his personal emotions——

——He felt that the Wandering Circus was really a good group choice for Tang Erda.

The problem is how to transform Tang Erda's hatred for the wandering circus into empathy--Bai Liu chooses to cut in, and the angle is "the same kind".

[There are people in this world who are suffering and lonely like me. We can understand and accept each other. 】

[We are all abandoned after being played by fate, wandering like the same kind. 】

This kind of knowledge can be said to be a life-saving straw for normal people who have been wandering alone for a long time in all timelines and are about to fail.

For Tang Erda, the whole transformation process was not gentle at all. It can be said that he would die and survive.

But Tang Erda thinks this is considered gentle? This made Bai Liu really a little interested.

Tang Er turned on the small TV, and in order not to attract attention, he has always turned on the whole process of mute as a paid service, that is, the content of Bai Liu talking with him is not muted, so Bai Liu was so straightforward before. Talk to him without hesitation.

Bai Liu squatted down, and began to search for Tavel among the corpses of monsters that had been shot to pieces by Tang Erda, pretending to mention casually while searching: "I can ask him about the timeline, how did Bai Liu treat you?" ?"

Afterwards, Bai Liu quickly added a sentence full of apology: "Well, if you mentioned something sad to you, you don't need to say it——I'm sorry that you went through this because of [me]."

Tang Er beat his hand for a while, then continued: "You don't need to apologize, those things have nothing to do with you."

"In that timeline, the growth of the clown did not meet your expectations, and Bai Liu wanted to find an output and rotation for the league." Tang Er paused, "Afterwards, Bai Liu saw my small TV. , took one look at me... In short, he tried many ways to trap me, but my hostile attitude was very tough."

Tang Erda took a deep breath: "At the beginning, you had a prop in your hand. Bai Liu used this prop to trick me, and later found me... The last person to catch is Su Chao."

"Bai Liu originally wanted to use Su Chao to get me into the team, but... Bai Liu's abandonment of the clown angered the clown. The clown hated me very much. He felt that it was because of me that Bai Liu gave up on him."

"When Su Chao went abroad to work, Bai Liu ordered Su Chao to be kidnapped, and used Su Chao as a bargaining chip to negotiate with me again, but I still didn't agree—Su Chao didn't allow me because he agreed to join such an organization .”

"But after two rounds of negotiations, Bai Liu lost his patience and simply gave up on letting me join the team. He felt that it was too cost-effective to spend with me all the time, so he turned to find other players."

Tang Erda closed his eyes: "—Bai Liu threw the useless Su Chou to the clown."

"The next thing, you have seen it in the mirror."

Bai Liu was politely silent for a while, and then reached out to pat Tang Er on the shoulder to show comfort - he felt that Captain Tang needed this kind of normal person's encouragement very much at the moment.

Tang Erda opened his eyes suddenly, he seemed to be still immersed in a certain emotion and hadn't come out yet, the pupils in his deep blue eyes contracted and stood erect.

Just before Bai Liu's hand was about to touch his shoulder, Tang Erda slapped Bai Liu's hand fiercely with an almost ferocious expression, and hoarsely let out a threatening growl from his throat: "Don't touch it." I!"

For a moment, Bai Liu felt that he saw a wolf baring its teeth and bending over to bite his throat and tear it apart.

Tang Er's chest heaved violently, he calmed down before calming down and breathing, he opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something, Bai Liu saw that the mouth shape should be an apology.

But in the end Tang Erda still didn't say it, but turned his head away without saying a word, lowered his head and continued to search for Bai Liu in the corpse to let him find his head.

Very severe post-traumatic stress.

Bai Liu made a simple judgment in his heart. After getting the information he wanted, Bai Liu withdrew his hand without feeling embarrassed at all. Instead, he changed a question very considerately and passed the steps. :

"Captain Tang, in the battle just now, you could see Tavel's head without a scope, why did you give me the scope?"

Tang Er was quiet for a while, and then returned to Bai Liu: "The field of vision for attacking is different from the field of vision for finding things. When I use a skill gun to quickly attack an object, don't I immediately leave a head rolling inside it? ."

"At this time, I need someone to help me locate it." Tang Erda paused for a second or two, "That head is to you what Su Chao is to me. Using a scope is much safer and won't hurt you."

Bai Liu smiled: "Yes, he is very important to me, thank you very much for thinking about me, Captain Tang."

"...Just now..." Tang Er clasped his hands tightly because of Bai Liu's thanks, he squeezed hard, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, and then he let out a breath of hot air, "...It's hard to think about."

——This is an apology for hitting Bai Liu just now.

"It's okay." Bai Liu accepted it calmly, then raised her hand.

This time, Bai Liu patted down and his hand finally landed on Tang Erda's overly tense shoulders, and he smiled slightly: "I can understand Captain Tang's feelings, because he is angry because he wants someone to be hurt, isn't it?" You are wrong, and so am I."

Tang Erda was originally as straight as a steel plate, but after Bai Liu's hand clapped his back, it melted involuntarily—he breathed a sigh of relief inexplicably.

Bai Liu turned around and continued to rummage through the skull and corpse, Tang Erda looked at Bai Liu's side face in a daze——

——Bai Liu said that he could understand his own feelings.

Bai Liu...is he also angry?...

Tang Er has played so many timelines, and he has never seen Bai Liu angry. He always maintains reason and has no weaknesses, which is why he is so invincible.

But just now——Bai Liu's attention was all focused on finding Tavel's head, and he didn't pay attention to his surroundings at all, almost being eaten by a monster.

Before that, this guy ran over and smiled and waved his hand to call him Captain Tang. Tang Erda recalled Bai Liu's smile now, and felt a little bit of a child with a strong buttocks, and went back to revenge and bullied him.

Tang Er stared blankly at Bai Liu rummaging through the pile of corpses, his face was covered with mud and blood, but he didn't care at all——

——This is a Bailiu with feelings and weaknesses, not a complete monster.

Not Bai Liu.

"I found it!" Bai Liu gently moved a pile of messy skulls, and buried a sleeping head under the bones and roses.

The sound of Bai Liu's breathing became softer. He knelt on the ground and took a step forward. He held up the head very, very lightly and placed it on his knee. It hung down. There were scattered rose crumbs on the eyelashes. His nose and nose were covered with congealed mud, he bowed his body slightly, and bent into a very precious arc to protect his head in his arms.

"I'm looking for you." Bai Liu bent the corners of his eyes, and he lowered his head and pressed it against his skull, revealing a pure smile that could not be concealed at all.

Tang Erda almost thought he was crazy, so he saw such a smile on Bai Liu's face.

But that smile was so contagious, Tang Er looked at it for a while, and couldn't help relaxing. He opened his arms, leaned back on the pile of bone bones he found out, and looked up wearily. Looking at the dull and gloomy sky in the world, he also snorted a laugh from his nose lightly, and said to himself: "That's great, you found him."

"It's intact, I'm looking for him."