Chapter 69

Xiao Jiashu has no face to see people, he is really a slip of the tongue! What the hell is that? It's really shameful to be canonized in front of the people all over the country! He covered his face and groaned. He pushed Ji Mian and begged, "Ji Ge, you take care of them."

Ji Mian said with a smile, "well, don't make any noise. The little tree is shy."

"Poof! The king dotes on the empress. We can only leave! " The little crowns teased each other again, which made the audience almost laugh. Today's season crown is really an eye opener for them. They can talk about any topic, pick up any stem, and open any joke. It's subverting everyone's habitual impression of him. But there is no denying that he is more likable because of the truth.

Lin LeYang watched the happy interaction between them. His whole heart was bleeding. It was not easy until the host said goodbye that he stood up in a trance.

Chen Pengxin rushed up to help him, his expression was very anxious. The audience rating of this program has set a historical record, naturally for many reasons, but the director said to him after analysis: whenever Xiao Jiashu interacts with Ji Mian, the audience rating will rise a little, which shows that the audience loves them very much. However, Lin LeYang's performance in the program was extremely bad, with stiff expression, awkward chat throughout the whole process, and no communication with other guests. Even the blind man could see that he was isolated, which further confirmed the rumors that he was incompatible with Miao MuQing and Xiao Jiashu.

"Smile, the camera is still shooting." Chen Pengxin pressed Lin LeYang's shoulder hard.

"I can't laugh." Lin LeYang's voice was choked, but there was a smile in the corner of his mouth. He can't hold on.

"Go to the dressing room first." They went backstage hand in hand.

At the same time, Xiao Jiashu is also very nervous. He was like a little tail behind the crowns. He wanted to say something, but he didn't know how to say it. He wanted to tell Ji Mian that he didn't mean to spy on him, he just liked him too much, so he unconsciously paid attention to his little things, and then kept them in mind. He can't control his own thinking, but he can control his own actions. He will never pester him, nor will he put forward all kinds of excessive demands based on his liking.

He just wants to support Ji Ge silently and draw a place for him to amuse himself.

He was thinking about it all over his head. He didn't realize that he had been circling Jimian for a long time. He was going to make Jimian's life assistant dizzy.

When the assistant was squeezed out of his way, Ji Mian finally said, "don't you go back to take off your make-up and change your clothes?"

"Eh?" Xiao Jiashu looked up and found that he followed Ji Ge to the door of the dressing room. He said, "I just want to see you off, so I'll go first." He didn't dare to say it in the end, but he will show it with action - he will never be bothered by Ji Ge. He is not a brain powder, but a true love powder + rational powder.

"OK, go back to bed early." Ji Mian looked down at him with a glimmer in his eyes.

Xiao Jiashu left with a wave of his hand. When he came to the corner, he suddenly heard a "puff" smile behind him. When he looked back, he found that Ji Ge was very tired. He was rubbing his eyebrows and told him, "Ji Ge, you should go back and have a rest early."

"Well." Ji Mian nodded slightly, waiting for people to go away before he let out a low smile.

"Mr. Ji, do you think Xiao Jiashu really adores you or does he want to borrow you to stir fry?" The assistant was worried.

"With his contacts, you still need to borrow me to stir fry?" Ji Mian pushed the door in and said faintly, "although the entertainment industry is chaotic, there are really clean people."

When the assistant saw that his expression was wrong, he was afraid to speak. Fang Kun came in from the outside while making a phone call. After hanging up, he swore, "Damn it, the audit department didn't pass the investment plan of" a hundred years of big dream "and" cold Prince ". How can it blame me instead! If it wasn't for Lin LeYang... "

He stopped the topic in time and said, "brother Ji, didn't you say to invest in your own name? Why didn't you vote? "

"I don't want to. If one person eats a cake, he can have enough. If two people share it, one of them will have to go hungry. Besides, even without me, these two plays have been made, and they are very good. " Ji Mian is sleeping on the sofa, and the makeup artist is removing his makeup.

Fang Kun pinched his fingers and could not help strangling his wrist. You know, Ji Ge planned to invest 40 million yuan in two dramas at the beginning. If he divided them according to proportion, he would have made three or four times as much now! Regret!

He did not dare to mention it again. He quietly opened his mobile phone to chase the drama. In the middle of the chase, the door was knocked. Lin LeYang's voice came from outside, "are you there, brother Ji?"

"No!" Fang Kun roared impatiently.

Outside, it was quiet for a while, and then he knocked persistently, "brother Ji, I want to talk to you."

Fang Kun is trying to drive out people, Ji Mian said in a low voice, "let him in. You go out first

Several people came out and left the space for the two of them.

"What do you want to say?" Ji Mian washed his face and was slowly wiping the drops of water from his forehead with a towel. He seemed so calm that he could not see the appearance of being in love or the haggard after breaking up.

Lin LeYang secretly swallowed a mouthful of saliva and said in a trembling voice, "brother Ji, are you with Xiao Jiashu, or he would not know you so well. Are you breaking up with me because of him? ""He and I are just ordinary friends. You still don't understand why I broke up with you? " Ji Mian put down the towel with a solemn expression.

"I don't understand. We've been in love for several years. We've never had a fight, and we've never had too much conflict. How can I figure it out when you say goodbye? " Lin LeYang summoned up all his courage to ask these questions. No one knows that when he saw that Ji Ge and Xiao Jiashu were getting along so happily, his heart seemed to be cutting with a blunt knife, and the pain was irresistible!

Ji Mian decided to look at him. At last, he sighed, "can't you figure it out or dare not? What do you think is the most pleasant way for us to get along with each other? "

Lin LeYang was stunned for a long time before he said, "I thought we were happy all the time."

"Do you feel happy when I interfere with you more and more? No, you're not happy all the time. You're just being patient. Do you understand what you want from me to satisfy? You need me to support you unconditionally, tolerate you unconditionally, understand and even give in unconditionally, so that you can get the greatest sense of security. Whenever I control you a little, you will prick up your whole body and think that I limit your freedom and don't treat you as an equal individual. But is that really the case? I've paid so much for you. You can accept it as long as you say 'I'm really my beloved brother Ji'. Then you've been standing still and never wanted to be close to me. Why? Because you don't like men, you have changed my sexuality for me, which is the biggest sacrifice and dedication, so you will never be satisfied, and you will never feel that you should do something for me. "

Lin LeYang is as dull as lightning.

Ji Mian lit a cigarette and continued, "it's true that we are not equal in status, but the person above is never me, but you. No matter how much I pay, it's not enough for you, because you've been bent by me. You've changed from a straight man to a disgusting homosexual. That's my original sin. I owe you all my life. "

"No, no, no, I never thought about that." Lin LeYang shook his head weakly.

"Whether you think that way or not, you may not know it in your heart, but you show it clearly in your actions." Ji Mian spat out a puff of smoke and said slowly, "when I forced Chen Pengxin and Chen Pengyu to write down the IOU, did you ever blame me?"

Lin LeYang wanted to shake his head, but he couldn't move. In the gaze of Ji Mian, he felt that he had no escape.

"If those photos and chat records are blown out, do you think it's me or you? In a word, I've been in this position. What kind of black stuff can beat me down. I can still live without the entertainment industry. You have never thought about who I really want to protect when I treat Chen Pengxin and Chen Pengyu so harshly? Who is the biggest beneficiary? Whenever I encounter difficulties, I will subconsciously put you into the wings, but you are on the contrary, and immediately stand on the opposite side of me. You and Chen Pengxin belong to the same country, but I have become a bad person. You can forgive Chen Pengyu's betrayal, but you can't understand my mood. Is it really fair for you to treat me like this? What right do you have to hate me like they do? Even if I'm sorry for the whole world, I'm not sorry for you. Our love is free. I didn't force you to respond and change your sexuality. It's your choice. If you didn't want to, you should have told me you were straight. "

Lin LeYang unconsciously left two lines of tears, and could not say anything to refute.

Ji Mian put out the cigarette and sighed, "do you know why Xiao Jiashu knows me better than you? Because he used his heart, and you are my lover, we have been together for so many years, have you ever been useful to me? Of course, I don't know what you really like, but I tried to understand you. You closed your heart to me and hid your true self. So the understanding I thought was just an illusion you created for me. What I like and hate, as long as you carefully observe, you can also find that I have prevented you from entering my heart? No, on the contrary, I've been dragging you into my heart, and you've been resisting. "

"You first cut off our access to each other, but then you asked me why I broke up with you. Do you think we can really go on for a long time in this situation? One person keeps trying to get close, while the other person hides in a transparent cover to watch. Can they hold hands together? Lin LeYang, you overestimate my perseverance. Maybe I can persist for two or three years, but I can't persist for a lifetime. "

He put on his coat, opened the door and said in a deep voice, "I won't look back. You have to move on. Let's go our separate ways."

The door closed gently, and Lin LeYang looked into the makeup mirror and found himself in tears. If he doesn't come here, he may be able to cheat himself, and swear that Ji Ge still loves him, and they can go on and be as happy as before. But it turns out that he has never been happy, he has been struggling in contradiction and uneasiness, and Ji Ge has already seen through him.