Since Song ran fled in such a hurry from the mayor's mansion, Tang Qingru did not dare to go to song ran for a long time.

He knew that he was in the wrong, and that the child did not want to admit that he deserved it.

Besides a secretary Dong who has been with him for more than ten years, he has no way to vent his feelings.

Once in a while, aunt Zhou can talk to him.

At night, it was very cold, he sat in the yard, smoking, looking at the distance.

The mansion of senior officials and politicians is on the high side, overlooking the river and the mountains in the distance. At night, everything is hidden in the night, which makes people's heart go down with silence.

Aunt Zhou came into the yard with a pot of hot tea and whispered, "Sir, it's cool at night. Come into the house."

Tang Qingru slowly puffed out the smoke ring, and his voice was lonely: "did you go to see Jian? What's wrong with his injury to the back of his head? "

Aunt Zhou quickly said: "I heard that the old lady went to see him and asked people to give him medicine. Now it's no problem. Maybe, the old lady will come to you these days."

Tang Qingru still looked at the distance: "Jian is right. It's not him who is wrong. It's me who has never grown up around him. What's wrong with him? It's all my fault. "

Aunt Zhou couldn't help sighing: "Sir, don't blame yourself. These things can't simply say that someone is wrong."

Tang Qingru pinched out the cigarette butts and ordered another one. He frowned deeply: "I took Ji'an's mother and failed to protect Yu Jin. I lost my two daughters and didn't take good care of my two sons. I'm not a good husband or a good father. I'm the one who failed most."

Aunt Zhou stood aside with the teapot in her hand: "Sir, what happened in those years, I I say a word of treacherous, in fact, all blame the old lady, you You are innocent, too. "

Tang Qingru waved his hand: "she is my mother, how can I blame her?"

"If the old lady didn't force you to marry Jian's mother, how could you have done so much? Those people, including you, sir, are innocent. "

Tang Qingru frowned: "this kind of words, do not say in the future."

Aunt Zhou sighed, "yes, sir, I know."

Tang Qingru's voice was extremely sad: "the child, I hate me very much, I hate myself very much, why the first time I saw her, it was in this dark yard, I was so shameful? Why didn't I bring her into the hall so that everything would not be so irreparable. "

Aunt Zhou asked cautiously, "did you say anything unpleasant?"

The little girl seems to have a lot of backbone.

Tang Qingru said with a self mocking smile: "he not only despised her, but also slapped her indiscriminately. I know that the slap was very heavy, which interrupted our father and daughter relationship. The child, considering that I was the mayor, was slapped, but did not dare to say heavy words. Although, I can clearly feel her anger, but she did not say a word of collision, which is a proper measure I hurt her too much

Aunt Zhou sighed. I don't know what to say. It's a mistake.

In his whole life, he never had a happy day. After having two children with Jian's mother, he met Yu Jin.

He was desperate to divorce Jian's mother, and then married Yu Jin.

Ji'an's mother couldn't accept all this and took medicine to commit suicide. Then Yu Jin was persecuted by the old lady.

Including Yu Jin's two daughters, the eldest daughter was almost killed by the old lady.

The mayor didn't know about all this.