Chapter 75

"It's said that willfulness comes at a price. Besides, I'm still a man who does all kinds of evil. Even if I go to heaven, retribution will always come. It's just I didn't expect it to hurt my family. "

The high spirited voice gradually became low. I could feel the fluctuation of Gu Chen's mood, and even his breathing became chaotic.

I think he's guilty.

"I hurt a classmate in the art department, and then I didn't allow him to go to the hospital. When he finally entered the hospital, because of the delay in treatment, his tendon was broken and he couldn't be connected any more. From then on, he was no longer able to use his right hand and became disabled."

I can't imagine what Gu Chen looked like at that time. At least since I knew him, he gave me a very positive image.

If he didn't say it today, I would never believe that the person he said was his own past.

"My mother spent a lot of money to compensate me, and my father didn't punish me for using his relationship. But that classmate couldn't bear the blow because he couldn't draw any more. One night He took sleeping pills and killed himself. Although later saved a life, but mental disorders into the hospital

Hearing this, I held Gu Chen tightly.

How much courage does he need to say such things, and how much guilt he has accumulated in his heart for so many years.

I am angry with his caprice, but also love his confession.

"Do you regret knowing such a me, but no matter how much you regret it, you can only accept your life, because I am still so domineering. I will never let go of the people and things I have identified."

At this time, he still teased me lightly. I raised my head and looked at him firmly, "no, I don't regret it. On the contrary, I'm glad to know you now."

"Eh You can't sympathize with me for being so nice to me today, can you? I tell you, Xia Tong, I don't need your sympathy, I just want your love. "

Arrogant and lonely guy, do not escape to tear open the wound in the past, even bloody also fearless, just for my love.

I suddenly kiss on his lips, no, it should not be a kiss, but bite, like a mad lioness, pull his lips apart.

His strong hands hugged my head, forced me to pull back, and then fiercely kiss my lips, just like fighting, you come and I go each other.

This kiss, with blood and violence, hurt my heart again.

"I know that you are a beast in your heart. You just confuse everyone's eyes with your soft appearance, but you can't deceive me, Xia Tong, so you are destined to be my Gu Chen's woman!"

He gasped, and every cell in his body seemed to be shouting.

The arm around my waist is also more and more hard, the impulse to crush me into his body, but he was born to resist.

He is such a brave man. What he said always counts and what he did never defaults. Even if he is wrong, he has the courage to take responsibility.

The more I understood, the deeper I found that all the factors that made me uneasy, the so-called distance, almost disappeared in my mind.

I fell in love with this man, love love!

"You are so confident that I will be your woman. Gu Chen, I ask you for the last time, what do you like about me?"

Just once, I won't ask any questions later, because no matter what he answers, I'll confirm him.

"All you have! I love your hair, your nails, your crow's feet, drooling when you sleep, talking in your sleep occasionally, and even revenge in your bones. Are you satisfied with this answer? "

Satisfied, regardless of the advantages and disadvantages of love, I am not satisfied with what.

But Where did I get the fishtail?

He's tough!

I really played, but he grabbed my hand as fast as the wind and held me tightly in his arms, "so, don't struggle any more and make up for the time we missed, OK?"

His voice was bewitching, so I answered in a soft voice.

We two hugged each other quietly, listening to each other's heartbeat. I never knew that I could have such a weak side.

"The story just now hasn't finished. After the beaten classmate entered the hospital, his father hated me to death, so one day when I was alone after school, he attacked me and kidnapped me."

I've been kidnapped twice, but both of them were well intentioned. At that time, I was shaking with fright, not to mention kidnapping with hatred.

So I suddenly nervously raised my head and saw Gu Chen's deep face, his eyes full of guilt.

He patted me gently. "I'm ok. Just when he wanted to chop my hand, my brother found us and saved me. But because of this, I hurt The essence of men

It turns out that this is Gu Chen's deepest regret. A man was hurt At all, no one can accept it, not to mention that the man is his close brother!

He did pay a painful price for willfulness. Although he didn't hurt himself, he suffered a hundred times more than he did.This pain will haunt their family all their lives, and he will always bear the debt to his brother.

Although Gu Chen didn't mention it, I know he will never forgive himself.

"My brother couldn't go back to the army for a long time, so I decided to join the army instead of my brother, to help my brother do what he couldn't do, and let myself reflect and hone in the army."

"But my grandfather didn't agree. He thought that I was the only child in the family. If something happened again, he couldn't stand it. Finally, I made an agreement with him that as long as I really became a responsible man, I would come back to bear all the responsibilities of the family. "

"It's just that I've been doing this for more than ten years. Even I've entered the Eagle special forces and become a general. It seems that the agreement with my grandfather is getting further and further away. Until this time I was shot and my grandfather was so angry that he went to the hospital. I think My military career may be coming to an end. "

I can hear Gu Chen's reluctance and regret. He should like everything in the army very much. He can't bear a bunch of brothers, comrades in arms and the responsibilities he shoulders. It's just his family There are also responsibilities he has not fulfilled.

"Actually Why don't you let your brother inherit the family business, and then you'll have the best of both worlds? "

I'm a bit silly to ask this question. They should have thought about it for a long time, otherwise Gu Chen would not be in a dilemma.

Sure enough, Gu Chen shook his head sadly, "brother's physical problems, can't have offspring, grandfather will not give everything at home to outsiders."

Again

No wonder Gu Chen was so upset. If it wasn't for this, the two brothers should cooperate with each other.

I can't help but feel sorry for him. This man who seems to be the son of heaven and has everything, originally has too much burden in his heart.

"Well Does your brother blame you? "

I stroked his angular cheek and stroked his deep frown with my hand.

He bit his lip, as if trying to suppress something, "never a complaint, as always good to me, I would rather he hit me, scolded me, even hate me, also do not want him to blame me! You know Do you know how much you hate when you want to kill yourself? "

Gu Chen suddenly said goodbye and quickly dodged my eyes, but I still saw it. For a moment, my eyes were red.