Chapter 1

we all say that if we don't listen to the old man's words, we will suffer losses in front of us. We didn't think that it was three years after Shen Bai and I got married that I finally understood the true meaning of this sentence. At the beginning, my mother didn't think highly of him and insisted on stealing the household register to register with him. Now she was finally punished. When I was about to be 30 years old, I was waiting at the door of the abortion operation room with a group of 17 or 8-year-old young girls. When I was in love, he said that he was not in the middle of the pool. One day he would come out and let me have a good life. I am not a material person, otherwise I would not marry him, a bar worker who has no deposit, rents a house, and even has unstable work. There's even a complicated family background. After their parents divorced, there was no news that their mother had gone to other places. His father married a stepmother who passed by with his daughter, but they were not working properly. They went out to play mahjong and gamble together every day. I don't know what I fell in love with him at the beginning. Maybe he caught a cold once. He went to buy medicine quietly in the heavy rain and coaxed me to take medicine with water. Maybe it's my appearance control who likes a handsome guy. Looking at his 186cm height and handsome appearance, he is possessed by the sun. Anyway, without wedding photos, wedding rings and family blessing, I spent nine yuan to get the certificate and married him like this. "Xia Tong, it's your turn." The indifferent tone of the nurse's routine made a group of girls look at me, and they all seemed to be wondering that a lot of older women would come to the stream of people. I also think it's ironic to know that there is an infertility expert clinic next to the operating room, where there are a lot of women who want to have children. But I do not cherish so much! "Family members are waiting outside the door. You come first and take off your trousers." Family? I looked back, and I didn't know when a strange man was standing next to me. After hearing the nurse's words, he turned green and hurried away from the right and wrong place. I said, how can Shen Bai come. Last night, when I was drunk, I was furious with him. When he says that he is under great pressure, dreams all night, often wakes up in a daze, and the baby is not coming at the right time, I know that he says that we will have a baby, and he will shoulder all the responsibilities of the family, just talking about it. Although he got up early in the morning, half drunk and half awake, he hugged me and called his wife intimately, saying sorry. He was drunk last night. I don't know if he said anything wrong. Let me never take it to heart. But I never believe that when a man is drunk, he can't remember what he did or said. What's more, after three years as a husband and wife, Shen Baigen knew too much about it. I was cold tempered and not good at speaking, but I had a very strong personality. I took off my pants, slipped down and climbed up the operating table. Legs on both sides of the bracket, at a glance in front of the doctor and nurse. Every day do abortion surgery countless, already numb doctors, skilled action for me to clean, medicine, do preoperative preparation. "Take it easy. It's just cleaning. It hasn't started yet. How can the machine get in when you are so nervous?" "Sorry, I'm a little scared." She didn't know how humiliating and embarrassing it was for me. Maybe for her, it's just work, but for me, it's the passing of a new life, the despair of not seeing the future.