Chapter 1638

Lu Yanzhao stayed up all night. He sat in Qin Weiyang's room all night.

The next morning, when Qin Weiyang got up, he had already gone downstairs.

He sat on the sofa with red eyes. When he saw Qin Weiyang coming, he raised his head and looked a little embarrassed: "Weiyang, we were not calm last night, maybe our mood was out of control. I want to have a good talk with you today, OK?"

Qin Weiyang really calmed down at this meeting. Looking at Lu Yanzhao like this, she felt very sad.

However, the thought of their present situation made her feel even worse.

If they go on like this, when will they be a leader.

Before, she always felt that as long as she left Lu Yanzhao by her side.

She selfishly let him lose his memory, lost a year, perhaps, really enough.

She calmly looked at Lu Yanzhao and said, "I ask you, if we don't lose control of our emotions, what do you want to talk to me about?"

Lu Yanzhao was stunned at her words. He looked at Qin Weiyang with a complicated look: "I I don't want to quarrel with you. I want to say that everything that happened last night was caused by our lack of calmness. Most of the responsibility for the quarrel last night was me. I harassed you in the middle of the night and made you unhappy. I'll apologize to you and we'll take back our parting words, OK? "

For the first time, Lu Yanzhao spoke to Qin Weiyang in such a low voice.

However, Qin Weiyang's heart is more painful than a needle.

She was biting her teeth and looking at Lu Yanzhao sadly: "ah Zhao, don't you know that some words can't be taken back?"

Lu Yanzhao's eyes, also followed red up: "Weiyang, do you have to do this?"

Qin Weiyang shook his head slowly: "no, it's not me. Don't you feel it, Zhao? We can't go back. We are at the end of our tether. You can't give up pursuing the past and your memory. But here, if you want to find your past, you have to abandon me. Do you understand? You can only choose one of the two

Qin Weiyang said absolutely.

Lu Yanzhao's expression suddenly faded: "Weiyang, I really don't understand. I think of the things before, and I'm with you. What's the contradiction between the two? Why do you force me to make a choice like this? I really don't understand!"

Qin Weiyang smiles bitterly and looks at Lu Yanzhao: "maybe, you don't need to understand in your life, maybe next second, you will understand, really!"

Qin Weiyang said silently in his heart, as long as you think of the past things, I don't need to say, some things, you must understand.

But I don't want to live in such a panic, don't want to face every time you ask questions about the past, choose to escape.

I used to think I could stick to it, but now I find that I overestimate myself and I can't stick to it at all.

Qin Weiyang is biting his teeth to keep his posture.

She is afraid of Lu Yanzhao's finding her own abnormality and her repeated questioning.

Lu Yanzhao saw that Qin Weiyang seemed to be determined to break up. A look of pain flashed across his brow: "Weiyang, you don't want to give me any chance?"

Qin Weiyang shook his head: "it's not that I won't give you a chance. It's also that I won't give me a chance. Ah Zhao, we really can't go on. Let's admit it. I just didn't want to admit my life before. I've been struggling hard. Now I understand that some things are really unbearable. We That's it. You go! "

Qin Weiyang's tone was too unfeeling, and Lu Yanzhao was angry all of a sudden.

He stood up from the sofa with red eyes and rubbed: "Qin Weiyang, what do you mean by that! Are you sure you don't think about old love at all? We've been together for so long, can't we resist some contradictions during this period of time? How long have you been with me? You don't want to tell me, and I'm not embarrassed. However, what I know has been at least a year. I can't let go of this year's feelings. Why do you have to push me away? Don't you love me? Or am I not good enough? "

Qin Weiyang turned his back to Lu Yanzhao for fear that he would cry out: "Lu yanzhao, stop talking, OK? I don't love, OK, you don't cling to the past, we can't let go of the past, you insist on thinking of the past, repeatedly asked, but I blindly escape the past, so we, there is no possibility, why do you force it, I know, before I forced you, must be with you, now I know wrong, let's break up, don't entangle It's good for each other! "

Qin Weiyang said, directly and quickly toward the upstairs.

Her pace is very fast, Lu Yanzhao did not see, at the moment, she has tears.

In the face of Lu Yanzhao repeatedly questioning the past, in the face of him thinking of all kinds of ways, want to restore memory.

Qin Weiyang is really enough. Seeing that he suffered for his memory of the past, she really can't be a shrinking turtle any more.

So, she decided, she let Lu Yanzhao leave, between them, that's it.

Qin Weiyang went upstairs crying, leaving Lu Yanzhao alone in the living room.This year, in this castle, he came and lived, and always appeared here like a master.

However, this time, he suddenly felt that he was out of place here, especially like an outsider.

Qin Weiyang said that we should let each other go. Let's do it.

He didn't want to give up Qin Weiyang.

Qin Weiyang, who accompanies him every day and is close to him, is like the soul of each other's body. As long as there is no soul, the whole person is like a walking corpse.

However, his Qin Weiyang, who always had no sense of security before, really gave up on himself this time.

Lu Yanzhao burst out laughing, and then, laughing, tears left.

He's like a fool. He can't even control his emotions.

He never felt so cowardly. Qin Weiyang was upstairs, but her refusal made him have no courage to step out and go upstairs to ask her again.

He waited all night, but finally he broke up.

Are you willing?

Lu Yanzhao doesn't know. He only knows that his heart is in terrible pain at the moment.

However, he is not stupid either. A large part of the reason for their breakup is that Qin Weiyang has been worrying about the past.

But he knew nothing about the past.

So, he was at a loss, like a fool, bearing the breakup without reason.

He didn't know what Qin Weiyang thought, but at this moment, he was more determined to remember the past.

Only when he knew the entanglement and the past in his heart, could he understand the reasons for Qin Weiyang's various emotions.

Perhaps, only in this way, he still has a chance to retain this feeling.

Lu Yanzhao didn't take anything. He looked up at the upstairs, and finally turned around and left alone.

Watching Lu Yanzhao leave.

CHENFENG was a little flustered. He looked at Qin Weiyang standing in the corridor on the second floor.

She is standing here, looking at Lu Yanzhao.

However, she is not willing to stop Lu Yanzhao from leaving.

CHENFENG was worried. He stared at Qin Weiyang angrily: "elder sister, why don't you stop Lu Yanzhao? You love him so much, but why do you let him go like this? I really don't understand!"

Qin Weiyang red eyes, hand wipe tears.

She laughed a little pale: "CHENFENG, maybe I didn't understand before, why a person can love to let go of a person, of course, I didn't understand a year ago, otherwise, I won't force him to stay around, but during this period of time, I really understand, because we are together, now we are suffering each other, we will only make each other more and more painful This kind of feeling is really not what I want. I can't let a Zhao suffer with me any more. No matter how he lives in the future, I will bless him! "

Shen Feng's handsome face was very gloomy: "but he obviously likes you, sister!"

Qin Weiyang laughed weakly, her lips moved, and finally said: "yes, he likes me now, but if he knew what happened a year ago, and knew that because of me, so many people died because of him, could he still like me so peacefully? CHENFENG, you really don't know him. If he thinks of those things, he will definitely give up on me. The things separated between us can't be resolved by a sentence of like. If he thinks of those things, he will definitely hate me. I think, instead of letting him hate me, instead of letting him say that he doesn't like me and break up with me, it's better for me to put forward it early and give it to each other Leave the last bit of room, when he thinks of the past things, maybe he will hate me, but it also makes the purest year between us unbearable! Do you understand? Sinking wind

Chen Feng gazed at Qin Weiyang deeply and shook his head: "to tell you the truth, elder sister, I don't understand your feelings. I really don't understand. If ye Yiduo likes me, no matter what method I use, I will let her stay with me. Unfortunately, she doesn't like me, so I can't help it. I can only watch her and Lu Yanchen together. I'm sorry for her feelings I know I can't do it. So I don't want to force myself. But Lu Yanzhao likes you. Why do you want to give up? He just asked you to stay. Don't you see? "

Qin Weiyang clenched his fist: "it's because I saw it that I want to break up with him even more. If we don't break up now, we'll end up in a bad relationship. Do you think that's good-looking? The end of our relationship is to draw a sentence with hatred. Do you think I can be at ease in my life? Now that I've parted hands so plainly, I can still accept it. CHENFENG, don't worry about me any more, OK? "

Shen Feng looks at Qin Weiyang's mood and is on the verge of collapse.

He swallowed everything he wanted to say.

Also, he can't force her any more. He is her last relative and her last dependence.

If even he forced her, she would be really sad.