Chapter 895

See water day Yun expression abnormal, water smoke feel uncomfortable in the heart.

Shuitianyun cry grievance, she looked at shuiningyan, and then looked at Jinyan, finally, silently called out: "pull..."

At that moment, Jin Yan felt that his world was quiet.

Shuiningyan looks at shuitianyun and Jinyan. She can't help it. Douda's tears flow out in an instant.

Shuiningyan turned her head, she saw shuitianhao, he stood there, the whole person looks, let a person heartache.

Seeing shuitianyun, shuiningyan has a little dependence on Jin Yan.

Her tears hazy, perhaps, this is blood thicker than water!

She let go of Jin Yan and shuitianyun, went over and held shuitianhao up!

Shuitianhao's small face is wrinkled, looking a little unhappy.

Shuiningyan rubbed the little guy's nose with tears in her eyes, but she said with a smile: "Haohao, are you angry? Ma Ma didn't ignore you, but my sister was scared today. Ma Ma wanted to coax her! "

Shuitianhao didn't turn his head and said: "I'm not angry. I just love my sister!"

Shuiningyan helplessly looked at his small face: "mm-hmm, I know, our Haohao is the best!"

Jin Yan holds shuitianyun and looks at shuiningyan and shuitianhao with a smile on his face.

His wife, his children, are all around him at the moment. What else can he be dissatisfied with!

He felt that he was the happiest person in the world.

When Quirrell went to make lunch.

Jin Yan is in the living room, playing with shuitianyun and shuitianhao all the time.

Although the experience of today's things, let shuitianyun very no sense of security.

However, today, Baba is playing with herself. Shuitianyun is still very happy.

After all, yesterday, she was envious of gege and Baba!

After lunch, shuiningyan coaxes shuitianyun and shuitianhao to sleep.

Because I'm afraid the child won't find her when she wakes up.

Shui Ningyan and Jin Yan are sitting in the living room downstairs.

Shuiningyan was frightened all day. At the moment, both children fell asleep.

She just started to ring. Ouyang Qingling didn't come back today.

When she thought of what Lucie had told herself today, she could not help worrying.

If on weekdays, as long as you are here, Ouyang Qingling will definitely go home for dinner.

However, she didn't come back at noon today. She must have met something very important.

Shui Ningyan called Ouyang Qingling for a long time, but no one answered.

Jin Yan sat aside and glanced at the name on his mobile phone.

He said: "Ning Yan, don't call. Ouyang Qingling may have something to do today. When she comes back in the evening, you are talking to her. Anyway, some things are not clear on the phone!"

Shui Ningyan knows that Jin Yan went to Ouyang's company today and helped them adjust.

He must know everything.

Since he is not clear, don't fight for the moment. When Ouyang Qingling comes back, she will ask her.

Shui Ningyan pressed the mobile phone and looked up at Jin Yan: "if nothing happens, you Go home first, or go to the company! "

Jin Yan looked at Shui Ningyan and shook his head slowly: "I don't want to go. I want to see me when the children wake up. I want to discuss something with you!"

"What's the matter?" Shuiningyan frowned at him.

"Ning Yan, my father hasn't seen two children yet. In the evening, let's take them home for dinner. My mother said that she would make dinner for us and wait for us to pass!" Jin Yan finished, waiting for shuiningyan's answer.

Shuining Yan's expression was a little embarrassed: "Jin Yan, it's not that I don't agree, it's just that the child has gone through such a thing today. I'm afraid she will have a rebellious mentality. I don't want to take her out today..."

Jin Yan looked at Shui Ningyan, thought about it, and said: "I can understand what you mean. Let's wait for yunyun and Haohao to wake up, and we ask them, if they want to go, we will take them. If they don't want to go out today, we will play with them at home, and if they really go out, I will accompany them Child, never let the child get a little hurt

Seeing Jin Yan's vow, Shui Ning Yan could only nod: "OK, OK. When they wake up, we'll ask them!"

Jin Yan nodded and looked at Shui Ningyan seriously: "Ningyan, now that we have finished the children's business, can we talk about the things between us?"

When Shui Ningyan heard Jin Yan talking about their affairs, she couldn't help but feel uncomfortable, especially when she thought that they had just hugged each other in the garden outside the villa. As a result, Shui Tianhao ran out to tell them about it.

She thought of her vulnerability and crying, and felt extremely uncomfortable.

She turned her head away and did not let Jin Yan see her eyes: "between us There's nothing to say! "Jin Yan knew that she was a little uncomfortable and wanted to escape.

However, he didn't want to escape any more. They had to make it clear. Otherwise, they would be afraid of more misunderstandings in the future.

He looked at Shui Ningyan: "Ningyan, I know you are uncomfortable and uncomfortable, but we have to open up some words after all. I don't force you. Really, what I fear most is to make you feel that it is because of my children that I insist on being with you, and I want to make up for you. My heart to you has been the same for the past six years, and I'm just afraid to make you feel sad I have to have other ideas, so I don't dare to force you. I want to take my time. However, after today's events, I don't want to wait any longer. I want to protect you and your children. I don't want to put you in such a dangerous situation. I love you. I want to be with you and our children. I don't want to know what difficulties you encounter in the future, Ning Yan, if you still love me, please face this problem, OK? I really want to give my children a complete home. I can feel their love for me and their desire for a home In the past, thousands of mistakes are all my fault. I hope you can forgive me. Really, even if I have to die, as long as you and the children can accept me and forgive me, I will be satisfied in my life! "

Jin Yan was very emotional.

Shuiningyan's tears, can't help falling down.

She felt that she was really frustrated today. Her eyes were not good. She could not cry, but she couldn't help crying today.

Shuiningyan reached out to wipe his tears and bit his teeth for a long time. Then he held back his tears and didn't let himself cry.

After slowing down, she turned and looked at Jin Yan: "Jin Yan, you said so much. I just want to ask you, did you love shuiruyan in those years? Have you ever wavered in your feelings for me? When you decided to donate your cornea, what did you think in your heart? At that time, you didn't consider my feelings. Jin Yan, it's not that I hold your fault, it's just that some things are too painful. I don't want to bear it again. Do you understand? "

Jin Yan saw shuiningyan's red eyes. He was very sad.

He sat down next to shuiningyan and held her hand: "Ningyan, I can answer all your questions seriously, but don't cry, OK? I know your eyes are not good, can't cry, if you get hurt, I will be distressed, as for the question you asked, at that time, I to water smoke, that is not love at all, I just took her as you, as a girl, I thought she was the girl who saved me when I was a child, but later I knew that she cheated me, I was too obsessive, looking for a girl Daughter so many years, so, in the water smoke cheated me, she is a daughter, I will be so good to her, but, even if it is good to her, I can also distinguish clearly, I love you, to your feelings, I really have not wavered, I understand, I am kind to her, to you is love, I just don't know how to choose, this is with your love, waver or not, It really doesn't matter. After shuiruyan's blindness, I was very sad for a time, because I felt that I caused her to become like this. Therefore, I wanted to make up for her urgently. I just didn't think that my own behavior would make you have such a determined idea. You helped me, in such an extreme way, but also left me, which made me feel miserable Taste, in the past six years, I live as if I were a walking corpse. I think the biggest punishment for a person is nothing more than this. I originally wanted to repay her kindness. Even if I really donated my cornea to her, I planned to stay with you for a lifetime. However, you left. It was hard for me to accept your leaving. Especially later, Yunyi talked with me When talking, tell me, when you are a girl, my whole person collapsed. I don't know what is the most unbearable thing for a person. However, the most unbearable thing for me is to lose you. Without you, the world is really meaningless to me. Do you understand? Ning Yan, so don't leave me any more. Just ask me to take care of you and your children, OK? "

Although Jin Yan asked Shuining Yan not to cry, he said to Shuining Yan, but his eyes were red.

It's said that men don't play lightly when they have tears, but they don't feel sad.

In the past, he just thought that he could suffer so much. Shuining Yan could think of his unbearable pain at that time.

She knows Jin Yan's character.

So, knowing that he was in such pain, she almost couldn't help crying.

Jin Yan stretched out his hand and hugged shuiningyan tightly. The two people were close to each other.

Shui Ningyan adjusted her mood for a long time. She took a deep breath and looked at Jin Yan seriously: "Jin Yan, I promise you that I will never leave you, never run away, stay with you and your children, and give them a complete home. From now on, we will not mention the past, especially the desperate past, OK? I think, no matter when, I really can't help crying out, I really don't want to cry... "