Chapter 26

Tan Feiyang was going to make a night play that night, but Jian Ningzhe was more leisurely. Although he is No. 3, the part of the play is much less than that of the protagonist and Tan Feiyang. Tan Feiyang's shooting on this day is still not smooth. After countless times, the director reluctantly nods his head. Tan Feiyang drags his tired body back to the room and begins to consider whether he really has no talent for acting, and whether it's a mistake to enter the performing arts circle in this way.

He didn't plan to act, but wanted to have a real job in Yuyang, so that he could help Wuge become famous. He has a real job at his fingertips. Why should he suffer from filming.

However, there is no turning back. The publicity has already been fired. If you give up this movie at this time, you will probably be ruined. If you play too badly, it will also lead to the movie's crash. Now it's no longer the problem of Yuyang's investment in this film. Li Chengxi, Jian Ningzhe and many other people are waiting to see the effect of this film. Even many people are waiting for this film to show their face on the screen. Whether he gives up or fails, it will destroy the efforts of countless people.

Looking at the photographer carrying the camera lying on the ground with the actors, the director's eyes are red every day. The protagonist had a little bit of fighting. When he was chased by a killer, he scratched his face in order to shoot the rolling scene. He painted a lot of make-up and left traces. He also needed to remove these scars in post production. It's brother five. In order to make a scene with him, he was drenched in the rain for a whole day. It's winter now. Even if it's not below zero during the day, it's only one or two degrees. The ice is biting. The next day, he heard brother five sneezing.

Too little, too weak. Acting is not a part-time job. I don't think it's just a matter of running around with people in costumes. If he really ruined the whole movie by himself, Tan Feiyang felt that he would never forgive himself. Just because of his remorse and anxiety, he has been holding back his anger, but now someone has already made a mockery in front of him, and Tan Feiyang has also gritted his teeth.

Drag tired body back to the room, a door in the outside to smell the fragrance inside, this fragrance Let him have a little appetite, you know before but nothing to eat.

"Xiao Zhang? What did you buy, so fragrant? " Throw the heavy coat on the chair. As soon as Tan Feiyang enters the room, he sees Jian Ningzhe putting dishes on the table.

"What did you do?" Tan Feiyang widened his eyes and looked at the food on the table. He felt very warm.

"Chinese food in M country is tasteless. I bought something and made it myself. But kitchen utensils and ingredients are not good. Just make do with it. " Jianningzhe wiped his hand and opened the chair for Tan Feiyang.

Staring at a large table of home-made dishes, Tan Feiyang suddenly felt hungry, but he was still staring at the table.

"What's the matter? Although the actors have to keep in shape, I don't think you need that now. Qu Yan's character is that it's better to have a little meat on his face, and even if you eat more at night, you won't hurt your body. " Jian Ningzhe took a bite of the dish and put it in Tan Feiyang's bowl. "Even if you can't eat it, try to eat it as much as you can. You're thin."

"Well." Tan Feiyang nodded, picked up his chopsticks and ate. He didn't eat fast and didn't look sweet, but he ate the food in one bite. It didn't look like he had no appetite.

Seeing that he slowly swallowed the food, Jane Ningzhe showed an encouraging smile: "eat slowly. You can come to me if you are not used to the food of M country at this time. Although you are out of the border, you can't be too authentic, but it's better than the improved food."

As Tan Feiyang ate a little, his taste seemed to be gradually reviving. The food became more and more fragrant, and he also slowly tasted a little.

"Delicious." He swallowed the food he had been chewing and lowered his head.

When eating, Jian Ningzhe didn't say anything. She lost her appetite. If she said something more unhappy, it would affect her digestion. After a long time, she would get stomach disease. Tan Feiyang used to worry about his body. His stomach is not very good. If indigestion affects filming tomorrow, he will be even lower.

After dinner, Jian Ningzhe tidies up the dishes and chopsticks, and Tan Feiyang looks at him quietly. Hearing that jianningzhe was doing the dishes, he walked quietly behind him, hugged jianningzhe's waist and put his face on his back.

He wanted to do this for a long time. He wanted to do this when he first met Jane Ningzhe. Jane Ningzhe's back looks very tall and looks very safe. Once upon a time, he liked to jump on his back and press him hard.

Jianningzhe's hand trembled slightly and pressed down the inexplicable familiarity in her heart. He continued to wash the bowl and let Tan Feiyang hold him like a Siamese baby.

After cleaning up, he took Tan Feiyang to sit on the sofa and asked him in a soft voice: "is there a feeling of weakness? I have no place to use all my strength. I think it's very good in my heart, but I can't perform at all. I feel suffocated when I hear rumors, and I don't know how to refute. There's no need for the director to scold you. I feel guilty when I see him shaking his head. I'm especially afraid to hear other people's sighs

"Mm-hmm!" Tan Feiyang nodded, his eyes a little helpless, "I'm useless. "

" it's not useless, "said Jian Ningzhe, clapping his hand." it's a difficulty that new people often encounter. There are so few talents in this world that no one can go smoothly. Everyone has a sense of weakness, and the important thing is how to overcome it. ""I It's not the same, "said Tan Feiyang, shaking his head." I'm a monk on my way, and I haven't received any education in acting at all. He also benefits his own conditions to play such an important role. As a result, he can't play well now... "

He wanted to say that it would affect a lot of people, but when he thought that he was Tan Feiyang now, he swallowed this sentence.

"There are a lot of people in the performing arts circle who are half way monks and get roles by relationships, but among these people, a lot of people are angry, and now their acting skills are also good." Jian Ningzhe said, "just like Chang Lincheng, the protagonist, he is a monk on the way. Before his debut, he squatted outside the studio every day, looking for opportunities to perform for those directors, hoping to get the role. And now you look at his acting skills. These are all slowly honed. One year's acting is not good. In those ten or twenty years, even if he doesn't have talent, he can practice eight or nine times. In my opinion, you are not without talent

"But I really can't play it. I shouldn't have played this part. I wish I could play an idol drama. Even if my acting skills are poor, I can still make a good performance by relying on my appearance, clothes and production. But now this is a movie, and I'm afraid I'll ruin it. " Tan Feiyang shook his head.

"Don't be so lack of confidence in yourself," Jian Ningzhe advised, "don't worry about whether you come in through relationships and financial resources. It's not like you didn't go through an audition. The director saw your performance and approved your performance, so he chose you. What you do is to give yourself a chance, not to rob others. This time, the director is a new person, and the performance of another person may not be better than you. "

Tan Feiyang clenched his fist, gritted his teeth and said: "in fact, all the people in the crew are watching me laugh. I know, and I know that when I yell, these people dare not fart. But I If I use my own identity to crush others, it will be even more useless. Besides being well born, I have no strength at all. I want to hit them in the face with acting! But I can't

"Offended." Jian Ningzhe looks at Tan Feiyang's unwilling expression and reaches out his hands to pat him on his cheek. His face doesn't hurt much, but the sound of "pa" makes Tan Feiyang's head stab like a needle. The pain makes him have to break away from his emotion. He looks at Jian Ningzhe awkwardly and doubtfully.

"Does it hurt? I used some force. " Asked Jane Ningzhe.

"It's painful," Tan Feiyang said with a face flick, "but even if you've taken a picture, it doesn't hurt very much."

"Is that sober?"

"Well."

Jian Ningzhe showed a complicated smile: "look, sometimes the negative emotions such as pain and sadness are not bad things. He can make people face up to their own shortcomings. If they don't know these shortcomings, they will never be able to overcome them. Now that you have understood your shortcomings, you just need to overcome them. How simple it is. "

"How to overcome it?" Tan Feiyang asked expectantly.

"It's very simple," Jane said easily, "just keep your original acting style. Don't think you can't do it. Try to change your understanding of the role. It will only get worse and worse. I can tell you with certainty that your first acting skills are what the director needs, what the plot needs and what the role needs. "

"But I've been playing ng since the beginning. I didn't play well at the beginning."

"Well, think about it. In the beginning, why did you get ng?" Jian Ningzhe helped Tan Feiyang recall, "is it the director who has a problem with your performance? No, I still remember that when you first shot the scene at the airport, several walking dragon sets kept blocking your face, and your facial expressions and actions were not captured by the camera at all. Later, those snatching dragon sets were scolded. But several times ago, ng disrupted your rhythm, causing your scene to be more and more chaotic, completely forgetting how you played in the beginning. Later, the director asked you to rethink the role, not to change your initial understanding, but to find your own rhythm. But you misunderstood the director's meaning, and the result got worse and worse, and you couldn't find a clue. "

"Ah Tan Feiyang suddenly exclaimed, thought carefully for a while, nodded his head and said, "yes, that's it! It was quite smooth at first, but later it became more and more awkward! "

"So what you have to do now is eat well, don't want anything, have a rest and sleep well. Tomorrow morning, I remember that without your part, you don't have to go to the cast. You can read the script well in your room so that you can. " Jianningzhe patted Tan Feiyang on the shoulder like a big brother.

"Good!" Tan Feiyang nodded, "I'm going to take a bath and go to bed now."

So he easily rushed into the bathroom and took a hot bath. When he came out, jianningzhe had already left, and he didn't stay in the outer room. But Xiaozhang, who had disappeared, appeared in the room again.

Seeing Xiao Zhang, Tan Feiyang can't help feeling a little lost, but he hasn't been lost for a long time. Fifth brother noticed his current situation and came to cook for him to comfort him. It's nothing to stay in. Originally fifth brother didn't live in this room. Now it's not at home, the crew is full of people, five brothers and people who live together, it's not good to be gossiped.

After a good sleep in bed, I wake up feeling refreshed. It's nine o'clock in the morning now. There is breakfast in the kitchen. It's not bought outside, but made by yourself. Tan Feiyang filled a bowl of porridge, a mouthful to eat, only feel that the mouth lingering fragrance, is the taste of five brothers.He ate sweetly, and the more he ate, the happier he was. When he picked up the script after dinner, it was a new one. It was the same script, but all the words seemed to be alive. He could imagine how to play it as long as he read it once. Of course, this kind of how to play is still analyzed together with five brothers, but the previous analysis is just like the teacher imparting knowledge to him. He is still a bit awkward with it, but now it seems that it is completely his own thing.

In the afternoon, when he went to shoot again, Tan Feiyang felt like a butterfly after breaking the cocoon. His whole body was completely bound and his whole body was totally new.

The first scene in the afternoon is when detective Liu Song is chased by a killer, he goes back to cry with his uncle in his arms. Qu Yan sympathizes with him and dislikes him. Sympathizing is sympathizing with him being targeted by a killer and almost killed. His cousin really wipes his snot on him!

"Woo woo Uncle, if I hadn't practiced in the past and my skill is still flexible, today you can see my cousin's ashes. Wuwu... " Liu Song rushed to Qu Yan, who was smaller and thinner than himself, and asked for comfort.

"It can't be ashes," Qu Yan, who has low emotional intelligence, watched Liu Song plunge his head into his arms. His tears and snot rub against his white shirt. He leaned back convulsively, but there was a wall behind him. He could only twist his face in pain, but he still lovingly extended his arm and patted his cousin's back. "According to the previous death patterns of the dead, You're going to be dismembered. "

Liu Song shivered violently.

"Amputated limbs and head."

Liu Song pulled out of Qu Yan's arms and touched his arms, thighs and neck.

"Bury it in another place."

Liu songhuan embraces himself.

Qu Yan said with a serious face: "but I didn't stay with you last night, and I didn't witness you suffer. You are an adult again. You can only be considered missing in 48 hours, and the police will come to you near your life. And the killer will drive you to another place to bury you overnight. It must be very deep. When the police can find you elsewhere, my visa will expire and I will return home, and you are a black family in M country. The police can't find your identity through your blood type, hair and DNA. In the last two cases, one is murder and the other is missing, it will become a headless case. By the way, you have a criminal record in the police station. If you leave fingerprints, the killer will make your fingerprints disappear, so the skin on your fingers... "

"Stop it!" Liu Song twisted his body a few times, covered his face and said, "I want to cry more..."

Qu Yan put on a cute face and said, "this is not the past tense, but not necessarily the future tense. The killer saw your face, but you didn't see his face... "

Qu Yan shook his head and sighed.

"What shall I do?" Liu Song really cried. He wiped his nose and tears against Qu Yan.

Qu Yan

"What shall we do?" Liu Song pours at Qu Yan with open arms and black fingers.

"Ah Qu Yan jumps away and says, "of course, before the murderer finds you, he will think of the murderer's real appearance and arrest him!"

"Click!"

Li Chengxi nodded with satisfaction and laughed at Tan Feiyang. Taking advantage of the preparation of the next play, he said in a low voice: "yes, it's back to normal."

He uses recovery, not entry.

Remembering what Jian Ningzhe said last night, Tan Feiyang looked around in the crew and saw that the five brothers were watching the script silently. An actor who seemed to have a lot of drama came to him and said something in front of Jian Ningzhe.

Tan Feiyang walks over and sits beside Jian Ningzhe, looking up at the actor.

The actor immediately shut up, but looked at Tan Feiyang's expression is also very disdainful, a face of "you two a Qiu of raccoon dogs, this noble people don't care with you" appearance, Tan Feiyang don't need to listen to know what he is saying.

It's this actor. When his acting was not going well, there was some disdain in his words. His words always make people think of the meaning of "some people, without acting skills, they have to steal other people's opportunities by unspoken rules. As a result, they ruined a play and let us who have good acting skills follow the bad luck". It's very frustrating to listen to them. Of course, he is not the only one who speaks ill of Tan Feiyang behind his back. He is also not the only one who looks down on jianningzhe and flatters the prince.

Tan Feiyang showed a bad smile: "tell me, what are you talking about? I'm so happy. Let me listen."

The actor showed a smile and said, "I'm not very familiar with jianningzhe either. I'm just bored and chatting a little."

"Oh," Tan Feiyang raised his eyebrows, "are you bored? Just a few words? How can I see that jianningzhe has been reading the script seriously here, when suddenly a fly came to "buzz" and influenced people to figure out the role. Boring trouble to play mobile phone, don't affect us here who are determined to make progress. Oh, by the way, I remember you haven't played any good role. Maybe you are too poor to afford traffic. Traffic in M country seems very expensive. Ah, anyway, I don't lack traffic and I don't understand the poor people's ideas. "

"You..." The actor was so humiliated that he pointed at Tan Feiyang, but he did not dare to scold him openly."Fingers, take it away." Tan Feiyang stood up, a head higher than the actor. He wrapped his hands in a handkerchief, moved the man's fingers aside, looked down at him, patted the actor's face with his hands (across the handkerchief) contemptuously, and said, "look, you have no education. It's impolite not to know how to point at people. Do you need to stop acting for a while and go to a third rate school Learning. "

"Tan Feiyang!" The "lofty" actor finally roared, "don't threaten others with power. I'm not afraid of others. Even if you use means, I won't give in to you dandies!"

"Poof --" Tan Feiyang chuckled and threw his handkerchief on the ground like a pollution source. "Stop it. You are the bottom of the society. Where can I crush it. What will I do to you? Who gave you the face to pay yourself so much. For you, I don't even need to say a word. There are a lot of people to help me teach you what understanding, propriety and appearance are. "

He put his hands in his trouser pockets, looked scornful, his words were full of shame, and the actor glared at him with red eyes for a moment, but finally turned and ran away.

Tan Feiyang shrugged, bowed his head to Jian Ningzhe and said, "look at his success, he really takes himself as a thing."

Jian Ningzhe

"What's the matter?"

Why are you standing on the stool

"Oh, look tall." Just now the arrogant Tan Shao blushed, height or something, clearly he is not short.

Tan Feiyang stands on the stool, and Jian Ningzhe sits next to him, looking at his legs. Jian Ningzhe looks up and down at Tan Feiyang and says with a smile: "although he is not tall, his legs are very long."

Tan Feiyang's face is red and he comes down from the stool quickly. Jian Ningzhe takes out a tissue paper and helps Tan Feiyang wipe the stool. Tan Feiyang sits next to Jian Ningzhe and smiles brightly.

"Happy, not sad?" Asked Jane Ningzhe.

"Well!" Tan Feiyang nodded hard, his eyes were very bright, "the director praised me just now."

"It's very good," Jian Ningzhe said lightly, "but the difficulties in the performing arts circle are not the only one. As long as you want to act, you will encounter all kinds of difficulties in the future."

"Well When I have more questions, you Can you help me cook a meal again? " Tan Feiyang looks at Jian Ningzhe expectantly.

I don't know why he always wants to rub his hair. It's not the only inch that jianningzhe likes, but he still wants to touch it. With great perseverance, Jian Ningzhe restrained his hands and said with a smile, "it's OK to do it now."

"Then I can't bear it," Tan Feiyang bumped into Jian Ningzhe, lowered his head in his ear and said, "you've worked hard enough, and you'll feel sorry if you're tired again."

In the past, five brothers always told him that he was tired and would be distressed. Every time Tan Feiyang heard this, he would be elated and work harder. He thinks it's a good way to encourage people and give them unlimited motivation!

Jian Ningzhe, who has been transferred / dramatized, "..."

After talking for a while, Tan Feiyang didn't want to disturb Jian Ningzhe, so he quietly accompanied him to read the script with him and try to figure out the characteristics of the characters. After a while, it was Tan Feiyang's turn. He put down the script to make up for filming. After Tan Feiyang left, Jian Ningzhe put down the script and quietly looked at his back.

"Sometimes the negative emotions such as pain and sadness are not bad. They can make people face up to their shortcomings. If they don't know these shortcomings, they will never be able to overcome them." Yesterday, jianningzhe said these words to tan Feiyang. This is not what a great man said, but jianningzhe's own understanding.

He had been heartbroken, torn, and lost the whole world. He didn't know the meaning of human being's life, and he realized how incompetent and cowardly he was.

The sense of superiority brought about by his career is gone. He is just a helpless little man, like a mole ant. He thinks that he has avoided the circle of power. In fact, he is only satisfied with himself, and he is self righteous.

He once thought that he and Xiao Ba could live a good life together, even if they were not so rich, but they could be very happy.

But that fall into the mud, let him know how much he has.

Once lofty and proud, just no courage excuse.

Only the most painful experience can make him understand his own shortcomings and make up for them.

So Xiao Ba, I will go on, even with the pain of eternal life.

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