"The gods hate us, I have no doubt... They need us, we are just their fuel, our thoughts and actions give them life... Fundamentally, they are us, every nightmare, every wound, every death - feeding, growing and shaping them."

In the dark cell, his hands were bound by the chains of the wall. Kayan, who was sitting on the ground, whispered in front of soshyang. In the ears of any judge, it was enough to be called a converse.

"However, they are not independent and rational entities, and the sentient soul can never understand them... They are the power that does not accept the bondage of intelligence. Emotion and behavior endow the etheric form and burn forever behind the curtain of matter... But they hate us, and I have no doubt about it."

Soshyan stared at the man in front of him. After being stripped of his power armor, what appeared in front of him was a tall and straight body, but slightly thinner than astat.

Kayan maintained the standard amber skin of tizka people, and could hardly see any scars, but there were some faint and visible slight scratches on his shaved head, which seemed to be made out by slender claws.

Over the years, soshyan has also seen many chaotic star soldiers. Without exception, they are either bloody and violent, or crazy and chaotic. They almost always have a desire to kill or destroy, or can't hide their gloom and deceit.

But the person in front of him is very unique. If you have to describe it, Kayan's temperament is closer to a melancholy and haggard poet. His calm face has a heavy bookish spirit. If you ignore his superman figure, he is completely a standard scholar.

Soshyan will also compare it with Talos, but the result is that their temperament is completely different.

Talos is more like a crazy poet with suicidal tendency, and under the surface melancholy, it is difficult to hide the cruel killer essence.

In a sense, Kayan is the most peaceful chaotic Star Warrior soshyan has ever seen.

"It seems that you have a deep study of sub space evil gods."

"In the long time before joining the black army, in addition to wandering around, I was searching for all kinds of knowledge. This is our instinct as thousands of children."

"Then go on."

"Some people believe that they have no mind, no purpose, and don't hate us - they can't hate, they can't love, and so on... Others think they are very generous, even kind, but those who deal with them must understand their desires and their gifts, even the most cursed ones, should see the power contained in them People regard them as distant and dazzling existence, fall in love with their familiar secret beliefs, and think that the gods see the potential we have, and we have to shed blood and sweat and strive to explore the potential... Only azek believes that they can be defeated and surpassed - rational, irrational, and so on. "

"I thought all of you fanatically believed in evil gods."

"Some, even a large part, but not all... They laugh at our dreams, laugh at our ambitions, fight with us only to enslave us, even if they know they need us... They need strong people for their own purposes, so they upgrade us and give us a lot to achieve our goals... And when we resist their vanity They will abandon and destroy us, which is far from simple malice - malice often comes from intuition and is very rough. Even beasts can understand it. No... this is resentment. It needs perception, emotion, and the ability of hatred and anger. "

"Since you think evil gods are manipulating everything, how is Abaddon different from Horus in the past? If you are favored by evil gods, you will also fail."

"No, you're wrong. They never cared for him... The gods left their strongest hatred to Abaddon, oh... It's hard to imagine how much they despised him. They desperately wanted to get him, and even fought with each other, just to lure his soul wrapped in iron armor and seize the great glory of playing with it... The hatred of the gods towards Abaddon Like parasitism or obsession, the resulting resentment further feeds them. If there is no Abaddon, no one has the hope of victory. If he only chooses one God, the chaotic war will soon end. "

"Listen to you, you don't seem to be optimistic about the big predator Abaddon."

"Good? A perfunctory word. He doesn't fight for the gods who still hate him although they need it. He is not interested in the war between the gods. Abaddon only fights for himself, for ambition, for the brothers who come with him... He fights for the legions abandoned by the emperor. He pays attention to the Empire we have built with blood, sweat, knives and guns, and wants to fight Take it back... He just wants to return to the puppet emperor who gave us life and watch the puppet emperor bleed for all his failures. He only wants to continue his father's failed career, the union of the cursed, and the wrong fate that happened to all of us. "

In the dark, soshyan sneered with contempt..

"A traitor is a traitor. Don't talk about the so-called brotherhood. Those things were torn up by you as early as the great rebellion. Abaddon's hands are stained with the blood of his relatives. I'm afraid he can't count them himself?"

"Do you think he is hypocritical?"

"Of course."

"Yes, and this is the root of all the gods' contempt for him... They begged him, begged, betrayed him in contempt, and then had to climb back in the hope that he would change his mind and kneel down to them! However, power always belongs to Abaddon, and the gods will never forgive this. Abaddon's greatest advantage is also his deepest defect... Because he will never bend to the gods Some people say that Abaddon's fate is a snake with a tail, a giant snake trying to swallow his tail, just as the gods pursue a submission he will never give, and what he pursues is a victory that will never come. "

"You said so much, what does it have to do with my question?"

"So, this is the truth. The history of the Black Legion is written by blood, mostly our own blood... Even if we can easily despise the betrayal and cowardice of the dying son of Horus, their reborn strength and resistance will be more disgusting. In short, we refuse to perish! Oh, because of this, our blood relatives hate us, they In the eyes of fear, he chased us because of our two major crimes: living and fighting for his own destiny. "

After hearing these words, soshyan spat directly on the ground.

"Two major crimes? Bah! In my eyes, your two major crimes are only: betraying mankind and betraying the emperor - but either one is enough to wash away the glory you once bore and engrave a permanent stigma on the soul of every chaotic running dog! The Betrayer is not worthy to defend himself and pay the debt of blood."