Chapter 1212

In fact, Su Xiaoyan's heart was in a mess when she saw him. No matter how much she experienced or how to hide, she still loved him in her heart.

Many times what he said made her want to nod her head and stay with him, but she couldn't nod her head when she thought of her child.

Let it be. Su Xiaoyan sighs in her heart. The past time is not long enough. She still can't forget these things. In the future, it's better to see fate. It's not so easy for two people to be together. After so many experiences, she can feel this deeply.

"I feel tired or not. The bars in Chengdu are very special. Do you want to play together? If you are tired, you can not go." When Bu Lingfeng and she ate hot pot together, she said so.

"Go. Anyway, I have nothing to do when I go back. I didn't drive, but I didn't feel very tired. But you have to leave tomorrow. Can you do something about it?" Su Xiaoyan looks at Bu Lingfeng with her eyebrows and asks, but what she thinks is so tossing. She doesn't know whether the man's physical strength is good or not. After all, she is an old man, isn't she? Of course, her heart is still clear, in front of a man, can't say the words of questioning physical strength.

"Of course, I have no problem. Let's set out when we're full. In fact, I don't know much about this bar. We'll see which one we like and enter which one." Bu Lingfeng's free and easy smile makes her look very sexy. Su Xiaoyan can't help shaking her spirits, but she soon wakes up. Male Yan is in trouble.

After dinner, they drove to Jinli. In the evening, the environment here was really good. At least she thought so. After they found a family to sit down, they asked for a few bottles of beer and sat there listening to the song.

"The environment here is really good. If there is nothing to do, it will be very easy to sit here." The Department Ling Feng lightly smiles to sigh a way.

"Yes, it's really easy. I worked here at the beginning. I never came here again for the scum man before. I still like it here. I can indulge my emotions and see the most real side of many people. The elite white-collar workers who are like dogs in the daytime will become beasts in clothes when they arrive here. It's very interesting, isn't it Yes Su Xiaoyan said with a smile as she took a sip of her beer. Here, people can't help but relax, and even become a bit presumptuous.

"You really changed a lot for him. When I first saw you, I couldn't recognize you." Department Ling Feng seems to be said with emotion.

"Well, in fact, when I think about it now, I also think that at that time, I didn't seem to be mine. I didn't know what I thought, but I delayed so many things for such a man. At that time, I was probably dazzled by love, and it was a gain of wisdom. In the future, I will probably never make such a mistake again." With that, Su Xiaoyan dries the beer in front of her. Maybe she's drunk too much. Now she feels like she's arrogant. She doesn't know what she thinks. She goes up there and grabs the singer's microphone and stands on it.

It used to be a very familiar angle for her, but now she would feel a little strange standing here. Looking at Bu Lingfeng sitting in the crowd, she gave him a smile, "good evening, everyone. This is my first time to Chengdu, and the person I love, I should say, is the person I can't love. I am 26 years old and have loved two men, one is scum, the other is scum I'm a scum man, but I don't regret it. If it wasn't for them, I wouldn't be who I am today. Although I'm no longer young, I have courage. I can earn money and support myself. I can stand here and say to them, "although I love you, I can live without you." Then she reached out and made a disdainful gesture.

"I used to sing in bars. For many years, for a man, I gave up my dream and became beyond recognition. Today, I may drink too much or the atmosphere here in Chengdu is too good. Now I finally have the courage to stand here. I want to sing another song for myself and you, the travelers I met by chance." After she finished, she bowed to the bottom deeply, respecting them and her past.

Ignoring the applause, Su Xiaoyan communicated with the band on one side and then stood in front of the stage with her eyes closed. The familiar melody sounded. She thought that some embarrassment would not appear. With the rhythm, she gently swayed her body and sang the lyrics she had engraved in her heart. She just felt relaxed from her heart. All the tangles seemed to be away from her.

"If life is really impermanent, I'd like to face it calmly without panic, with you by my side, with you giving me strength, holding you, holding you, and I holding you." Singing, her tears can't help flowing.

Su Xiaoyan doesn't know what kind of mood Zhang Zhenyue was in when she sang this song. She only felt that she was singing herself, holding herself, giving herself strength, constantly struggling and experiencing ups and downs. She always believed that she would still have hope and a good life.

After singing, there was a burst of applause from the audience, but Su Xiaoyan didn't have time to enjoy this feeling, so she was hugged and taken out by Bu Lingfeng. When she was pushed into the car, she didn't react to what happened.Until the hotel is crammed into the room by him, Su Xiaoyan wants to ask him what he wants to do, but he presses her lips on the wall before she has time to open her mouth.

Maybe it's the effect of alcohol. Su Xiaoyan doesn't refuse directly. Anyway, she closes her eyes and indulges in the deep kiss with him.

I don't know who took the initiative. Before I knew it, the two of them rolled into the bed. When they were honest, she could not help shaking for a while, and then she felt a little sober. Unexpectedly, he just went in

After sighing, Su Xiaoyan doesn't think about those things any more. She just enjoys the storm

I don't know how many rounds this night, so Xiaoyan is held to sleep by Bu Lingfeng.

When she woke up the next day, Su Xiaoyan was still confused. Seeing the man in front of her, she blinked in disbelief. What is this? What do you do after drinking? I didn't expect her to do such a thing.

"Good morning." Don't know is early wake up or by her action wake up of the Department Ling Feng, in her forehead after kissing a hoarse voice said.