Chapter 370

Zheng Zhifei was silent for a while. He threw some stones at the bottom of the cliff. Chen Shi took advantage of the gap and said, "I notice that you speak like a city man."

"Uncle, do you know my favorite way of entertainment?"

"I guess Watching TV? "

"That's right! When I came to the city, I found a place to work. I used to serve dishes, collect slops and distribute flyers. I had no bad habits and didn't spend money. The only entertainment was watching TV. I loved watching all the programs. I loved watching the life of the people in the city above. Everything in TV was better than the reality. When I got my first salary, I ran to her. I saw her walking with some girls, eating ice cream, talking about topics I couldn't understand. I didn't dare to talk to her. At that time, I was dressed in rags, like a beggar standing in front of a princess. I had no courage.

"But I often follow her. She never found out. Finally, once I got up my courage and bought a clean suit to knock on her door. When I saw her father, I said timidly," I'm looking for Li mengran! " Father Li replied coldly that she was taking a nap and closed the door... "

Chen Shi said, "he may regard you as her classmate."

Zheng Zhiqi shook his head stubbornly. "He just didn't want to recognize me! It must be like this! I often stand under that building and look up. I have a fantasy that such a high building needs countless money. That's also the distance between me and her I stayed in the city year after year, during which I also talked about a girlfriend, who, like me, was a short-sighted, realistic and annoying woman, so I divided up later.

"Uncle, maybe you can't feel that there is an invisible wall in the city, which separates us from you. We can only eat a box of rice in the corner and look at the colorful city, but we will never belong there..."

Chen Shi interrupts him and says: "the city people are equally indifferent to the city people. The invisible wall you say exists everywhere."

Zheng Zhifei continued: "one night I followed her and saw her walking with a boy, talking and laughing. Later, the boy suddenly started to move against her. I went over angrily and beat the boy! I said to her, "Li mengran, do you remember me?" But she just looked at me in fear and ran away. I don't believe that she doesn't remember me. When I ran outside her house, I heard her crying. Her father said loudly, "you are not allowed to be with people who are not good at anything!" She said: 'I hate him. He came to me on his own initiative.' My heart is cold. I don't know how I got downstairs... "

"I think you misunderstood her. She said that Gao Xiang was the man who made moves against her. At that time, she didn't avoid you because she was afraid of you. When she was a girl, running away was the first reaction."

"Not so!" "Zheng Zhifei roared," she looked at me for a long time, but ran away. She must remember me, but she didn't want to recognize me. In her eyes and her father's eyes, I was like a bedbug

Chen Shi sighed that the child had such a misunderstanding because of his strong inferiority.

Maybe he has realized this misunderstanding in his subconscious, but this misunderstanding is exactly the fuse of killing Li mengran, so he is not willing to admit that, if he admits it, the killing will become nothing profound.

This is his pride. He found a piece of cover for himself, but Chen Shi didn't intend to expose him. It's not good to drive a murderer crazy in this situation.

"So, you're killing me?" Chen Shi asked.

Zheng Zhifei shook his head. "I'm not sure when I started to hate her instead of love. After that, when I saw her, I would feel stabbing pain in my heart, which made me very painful. That night, I left the construction site with muck. Muck was scattered on the road. I got out of the car to fill it. I just saw her go I went up and said, "Li mengran!" She looked at me in surprise and said, "you've got the wrong person!" Turn around and go. At that moment, I understood that she would never recognize me. Our shared memories were nothing to her. She was a proud city dweller and hateful city dweller, so I killed her! I beat her to death, dragged her to the car, transported her to nobody's place, and then cut off her head with a shovel! At that moment, I felt as if I had conquered a mind demon. The girl in my dream died like this and was killed by me. Haha, the city people were so fragile, haha... "

Zheng Zhifei laughed madly, and the laughter echoed in the woods below. Chen Shi shook his head sadly, "you are really in the heart! You don't know her life. She's not as carefree as you think. She doesn't sleep enough six hours every day for the college entrance examination. She studies hard. At home, she has to bear her father's scolding. She got a good score in the exam, but her father thinks it's not enough, and beat her in the quarrel When you saw her that day, she was running away from home. "

Zheng Zhifei was not moved. He roared: "at least she doesn't need to think about where to earn a meal, sleep in a dirty, smelly and hot dormitory, or work on the construction site with her teeth clenched when she is ill, or be exposed to the sun or rain I would like to take any price for her life, why I was born in such a family, why the world is so unfair, what did I do wrong? You tell me what to do! "

Chen Shi answered two words softly: "admit your life!"

"Ha ha ha ha, your tone is the same as my father..."

"Take your life and try!" Chen Shi said, "you can't change your birth, but you can change your future. You are destined to suffer more than those children born with gold spoon, but this is fate. What can you change by killing the envious people? You just ruined a family! You are more cowardly and foolish than those who struggle to survive! "

"I don't give in!" Zheng Zhifei clenched his teeth and burst out these words, lifting his feet to the cliff.

Chen Shi suddenly pounced on him and laid him on the ground. Zheng Zhifei's legs were pounding hard. Chen Shi untied his trouser belt and bound his feet.

"You!"

"I'm sorry that I didn't break my waist. I just paralyzed you on purpose. I'll take legal responsibility for what I've done."

"Shameless city people."

"Don't be a city dweller or a country dweller. I despise you, but you have nothing to do with the place where you were born! The world won't spend any more resources to change you. You'll just be thrown into prison and rot with other scum! "

"The world never gave me anything!"

"It has given you family and family members, given you the opportunity to receive education, don't push everything to the society, your today is created by your own decision!"

Above came the sound of footsteps, Xu Xiaodong shouting: "brother Chen!"

Chen Shi replied, "here we are!"