Chapter 47 - What Should I Do

In a hospital

Vino immediately ran up to the elevator, he headed for the floor number that was stuck in his memory, he ran as fast as possible, his face looked so pale, panicked until he saw a familiar face, he went straight to that man.

Vino grabbed the man's shirt collar roughly, he pushed the man's body into the wall.

"what were you doing, you deliberately left her?" Vino shouted.

Of course, his screams in the hallway of the hospital caught the attention of the nurses who passed in there.

and it made Vino immediately bow his head, apologizing and taking his hand off the collar of the man who made him so angry.

The man looked down with a guilty face, his lips trembling.

"I'm sorry sir, I didn't mean to leave her alone. But when I came back she was.." He couldn't continue his words, his lips too stiff to say everything he had seen.

"Then what about her condition now?" Vino asked in a deep voice.

"She's still in the observation room, the doctor said will thinking about what to do next, whether he should be operated on or... I don't know sir." He muttered fearfully.

Vino ruffled his hair in annoyance.

"I told you that she needed a friend. Why did you leave her? You didn't know that she was a desperate woman!" Vino still hissed

Looks like he can't lower his tone. He looks annoyed and frustrated.

"I thought she would be fine." the answer made Vino even angrier"You're stupid, you said you admired her so much, but why don't you understand a little thing about her!" Vino was furious.

"I feel very sorry sir, I'm sorry I left her alone, when I tried to return to the apartment, everything had happened." The man whispered, his face showing that he was very sorry and scared.

Vino doesn't care anymore, he looked at the observation room where the light was still red, which meant he had to wait.

"How long has she been in this room?" Vino asked the man.

"It's been almost an hour sir," he replied.

Vino nodded his head slowly, "Well, we have to wait a little longer," he said, then he looked for a seat and put his buttocks down.

Damn, damn it, why is it all happening to me! Vino grumbled to himself.

Right now his feelings are very heavy and upset, the one side He has a wife at home who is waiting for him, even though he was already planning to spend the weekend with his wife but he also couldn't ignore all of this.

The door observation room opened, the doctor and nurse came out of the room.

Vino and the man beside him went straight to the doctor.

"How's She, doctor?" Vino immediately pointed to the doctor with a question.

"Are you the patient's family? If it is true that you are a relative of the patient please follow me to my office." Vino nodded his head then followed the doctor's steps.

They headed for a room that looked private, that was the doctor's room. 

the doctor invited Vino to sit down while he changed clothes and put an antiseptic on his hand, he pulled out a chair, sat in front of Vino who was showing a scarred face.

"I've done a minor surgical procedure, I need your signature for approval as a relative of the patient. I have to take emergency measures so that the patient be safe." Vino nodded his head then took out some paper which was thrust in front of his face.

Emergency rescue procedures.

"She injured a vein and it was very dangerous, I had to take the shard that stuck in her wrist." Said the doctor.

"If I wait for approval, I'm afraid it will take too much time and endanger the patient's life." The doctor's explanation made Vino's chest flutter fast.

"Indeed a woman who was broken heart and drunk was a very complimenting mix." said the doctor as if he mocking Vino.

"Are you the one named Vino?" Asked the doctor with a faint smile, he looked closely at Vino's face.

Vino nodded his head quickly. "yes, my name is Vino."

"I can guess that because, since the beginning of entering the room, the patient keeps mentioning your name, you are as cool and handsome, no wonder she's so desperate, but at least you should think in a different light before breaking up with her. " The doctor clasped his hands together on the table as if he wanted to have a casual chat with Vino.

"ah sorry, it looks like I was too meddling in your business but I read Sarah's medical history and she needs your support."

Vino was silent for a while, unable to respond to the doctor's words.

"I have known Sarah for a long time, I am Sarah's doctor but I often hear about you, about the closeness of you two, I think your relationship is very good, you supporting each other when you fellnd felt the pain."

"at this time Sarah needs your support because her mental illness can still recur whenever, even though she has tried to handle herself, I once advised her to go abroad, try to have a different life but it didn't seem like it works. Why doesn't it work? maybe, because she keeps thinking about you in her life ... "

the doctor's explanation made Vino swallow his saliva bitterly, the look in his eyes seemed to float, the problem is not only that, right now, not about his relationship with Sarah but there is another woman in their current relationship, and that is his wife.

"I used to do hypnotherapy on her. She told me about you, told me about your past, your togetherness, tell about your life experiences. How about the first time holding hands. How you guys ditched school and made a mess, how is she amused by your behavior? I think she loves you and I think you are the same. is not my guess correct? " The doctor seemed to be investigating.

Vino couldn't be answered, He couldn't nod or shake his head, it all sounded so confusing.

"Doctor, Sarah went abroad with a man, that's where our relationship was not as good as before," said Vino trying to explain and ask the doctor for understanding.

"What do you say, do you mean the young doctor, he is my assistant?"

hearing the doctor's words, Vino shook his head, I don't know!

He didn't know who the man Sarah was with at the airport at that time.

at the airport that time, Vino saw Sarah spending time with a young man, he came to say goodbye to Sarah and could not ask Sarah directly because from then on, Sarah was unreachable and they had lost contact.

He remembers how he left a bouquet and chocolates in the airport trash can because he saw Sarah hugging a man.

"Never had another man in her life, she told me about her mistakes, her mistakes to your family, she regretted it all and she wanted to make things on the right. She decides to go abroad to find another life that might make her much better but it turns out she can't let go of her memories... She decided to come back here and maybe met you, I also didn't hear the story from Sarah but that's just my guess, so she got depressed again. "

Vino nodded his head, Sarah did come into his life, she came to his office at that time with her bold style.

"Sarah is a perfectionist and courageous woman, everyone knows that she has cheerful and passionate characteristics but did you know that she is very fragile."

"I don't know what happened last night but what is clear was, she was so desperate and wanted to end her life. I don't know if it has related with you or not." The doctor's words made Vino couldn't say anything.

Of course, it all related to him, the last time when they met at the X cafe and he just left Sarah Ignorant.

"Seeing you are silent like this must all have something to do with you. Now listen to my advice, you have to help Sarah watch her mentally, get her healthy again, She was so depressed, she always wanted to hurt herself, she thought ending life was the best way and the only person who could save her was YOU!" 

Those words kept ringing in Vino's head until he couldn't move his foot properly.

He couldn't be spending his time in this hospital, looking after Sarah because his wife was waiting at home but he also couldn't ignore Sarah.

The woman depends on her life like him in the past, when he was hurt and down there was only Sarah beside him, now is the time for him to repay Sarah's kindness. 

Then, what should Vino do, should he end his marriage with Vira and choose Sarah or ...