Chapter 37 - But Why, Makes Me Want To Have Him

"Did you remember how your parents treated you when you were young? Imagine beautiful memories that make you smile happily. How soft your mother voiced, how your father laughs at your little whimsy."

"Imagine all that happiness, your mother's smile, her helping hand that leads you to run so that you don't fall, your father's vibrant voice.."

Memories of the past running around in his head. A memory that was beautiful but also bitter, a memory that he wants to remember but also wants to forget.

"Dear Vina! My dear.. Come here, dear... My little princess, such a cute little girl…" the soft-voiced with the beautiful smile makes the small Vino go off-foot.

"Come here baby, come on.." she held out a colorful lollipop.

The small Vino makes a grumpy face, he frowns. He hated his clothes so much. He didn't like the lace dress with flowers on it, he wasn't comfortable with her hair tied up by the lace bando. He didn't like it.

"Forget, forget all the bad memories that hurt you, you don't deserve to suffer, all that makes it not your fault, you're free, you're strong, you're a normal man... You deserve your happiness."

He took a deep breath, then closed his eyes. Drowns his head, grabs his wife's lips with passion, he pulverizes them, kisses, sips, swaps their tongues.

"You deserve happiness.."

Heavy breathing!

Vino drops his head on Vira's breasts, makes his wife stunned and tossing like a dumb donkey.

What's the matter? Stop, stop like this! Ahe seems a little disappointed to see Vino surrender.

Vira was able to hear the heavy breathing of Vino on top of her, she winked several times, wondering what to do.

Two Vira hands were knocking on the surface of the sofa, waiting for an explanation from her husband. She didn't dare to give her husband time to explain all this.

She'll be patient, letting the head of Vino go to her breast.

"I, I love my mother very much.." Vira listens to the quivering sound of her husband.

"Disappointing her was the worst thing I've ever done. I feel guilty for lying to her all these years, if she still exists, I would cry at his feet... I couldn't be a good son to her."

"Hah!" Vira was surprised to hear the speech of Vino. What exactly was wrong? She wanted to ask for details but she didn't dare, the quivering sound of Vino made her heart concerned.

What was happening in the past of Vino, her trembling husband's voice, along with tears falling in the corner of his eye, penetrated the vira pajamas, which were warm to the skin of her chest. She can't just silent.

Vira lifted her palms slowly, she stroked her husband's head gently, hoping for the caress of her hands to ease his pain.

Vino pulls himself up, rises from above his wife's body slowly, he hides his face, wiping his tears quickly.

Vira can saw a blush on her husband's face, although Vino tries to hide his face from embarrassment, she still sees everything clearly, she attracts a small smile.

Her hands shot up and touched her husband's jaw, she whispered with a smile in front of his glassy eyes.

"I don't know what's been going on in your past, but seeing you like this before me, can't make me sit still. I may not be a part of your past, but I want you to live a beautiful future without tears." Vira speaks sweet, weaving her husband's eyebrows tightly.

Perhaps, the words from his wife's lips were meant to be entertaining, but it was more than just entertainment for the grieving heart of Vino.

Vino touches his wife's wrist, he tries not to cry but his tears fall again, he can't help himself, he can't hold the heavy loads on his chest.

He bowed, ashamed, hid his tears.

Vira shook her head, as if she said it didn't matter for a man to cry, it wasn't a sin.

She hugged him, stroking his back and head gently and attentively.

Vino trying to stop his crying. "I feel so weak in your presence, I am ashamed."

"Why should you be ashamed of me, you have not committed a mortal sin, I too often cry when I am tired, locked myself in the bathroom, turn on the tap, and then cried and screaming. I skipped all that in the past."

Hearing his wife's words make Vino want to laugh, he immediately wiped out the rest of his tears. "I'm suddenly reminded of my past... I can't remember the past when I try to fix the future."

The expression from the lips of Vino made his wife even more surprised, she loosened her embrace, seeing her husband's face. There are still tears left, Vira helps to dry his face with the tip of her sleeve.

"What did you do?" Vino asked with a curious face, Vira wiped his eyes from the tip of his pajamas.

"I helped dry your face." Answer vira innocently.

"You can help by getting a box of tissues in front of your face, why with your clothes on." Vino does not believe in his wife's ridiculous antics.

"What's the matter, you should be happy that I gave my clothes to you." Answered Vira while laughing.

Vino shrugged his shoulders, "I don't know, I wonder what you have done, whether I should thank you or not." His voice muttered.

When Vira turned her head to the table, she found that untouched food was by Herman.

"Haven't we had dinner yet, have you been crying about hungry stomachs?" She taunts her husband.

"Maybe.." Vino won't argue, he's a little hungry, plus bad memories from the past.

"I feel like I've fed you, but why is this food still intact?" Vira wonders why the food at the table still looks intact.

"What do you want to eat?" Vira continues to care about her husband.

As she turns her head, she sees the eyeballs staring at her. "What's wrong?" She asked him, what that penetrating look meant.

"Do you want to get to know me better?" Asked Vino.

Vira fills up the dishes, she brings meat and potatoes, offering them to Vino.

Instead of picking up a plate that her wife served, he wiped the hair on Vira's forehead, watching her beautiful face.

"I have a personal physician who has helped me improve over the past few months, would you like to meet him?"

Vira took the fork, took a piece of meat, and then fed it into her husband's mouth.

Vino receives a mouthful from his wife's hand. He chewed slowly and then swallowed with a happy face.

"He said I'd be happy if I met the right person."

Huh!

Vira was surprised to hear that speech from vino.

"Why did you asked and telling me all that?" She asked in confusion.

"Why, am I not with the right person?" Asked Vino with a bitter smile on his lips.

"If you said that one more time, I won't be able to sleep tonight.." Vira put the plates in her hands back on the table.

I never liked a man before, but you made me such a nuisance, is this a punishment for me, that ignores you from the start.

Vino faces up closer, he wondered why his wife suddenly shut up her mount.

The beat of Vira's pulse grows stronger and faster.

Aagghh! I hated this guy in front of me at first, but why, day by day makes me want to have him.

"I love it when you kissing me.."

-boom!

Did you open the door for him?