Yan Yinuo's brain hurt even more, why did she have no memory of this at all?

She crossed her legs and continued to look down.

"The little girl's lips are pink, reminding me of the touch last time..."

Seeing this, Yan Yinuo shuddered severely.

Last touch? She felt that the content revealed in this sentence was thought-provoking.

Could it be...

Yan Yinuo inhaled lightly, the notebook in his hand weighed a thousand catties.

Do you want to continue watching? Read on, maybe there will be more and more content to test my heart.

Yan Yinuo wondered strangely, could it be that the contents and records here are all related to himself? No wonder it is placed in the mezzanine of the study, so it is difficult to find.

In the end, emotion overcame reason, and Yan Yinuo flipped the paper over.

Come down again, what did she see?

She saw the elegant and indifferent uncle in her eyes, kissing her fourteen-year-old niece.

Moreover, Xu Zijin also specifically wrote it down. "This is the second time."

Yan Yinuo began to tremble all over, uncontrollably.

So, as early as fourteen years old, when he was unconscious, Xu Zijin took her first kiss away?

Suddenly feel very angry!

With this anger, Yan Yinuo started to watch from the beginning.

A notebook has a lot of thick paper, but in fact, Xu Zijin doesn't write every day.

And as long as it is written, the content in it is definitely related to her.

Many memories that were forgotten by Yan Yinuo were clearly outlined in his mind following Xu Zijin's description in a few words.

She even forgot that she was sent to the hospital by him for surgery, and that he taught her how to swim, and many, many little things.

As for being secretly kissed by Xu Zijin three times, it is even more impossible for Yan Yinuo to know.

He is a man in his twenties, and he actually likes her in his teens. Yan Yinuo bit his lip hard, as if taking revenge on him.

The time span of this notebook is a full year and a half.

Xu Zijin's morbid liking became more and more serious, and his longing and possessive desire for her became stronger and stronger.

Much of the later content was not directly related to Yan Yinuo, but was an analysis of his heart. In just a few lines, Xu Zijin's entanglement and pain could be seen.

And the ability to convey words is so powerful.

Even though it was Yan Yinuo more than ten years later, looking at what he wrote, although he didn't want to admit it, in fact, it was really impressive.

She felt Xu Zijin's various feelings until he almost decided to stop this deformed feeling completely.

How did Xu Zijin do it?

very simple.

There is a saying that the best way to forget a relationship is to find a new one.

Xu Zijin's love for Yan Yinuo can't be said to be a love affair, but just an abnormal liking.

And after he decided to cut off this feeling, he used a method.

Twenty-five-year-old Xu Zijin began to make girlfriends.

Yan Yinuo had a little impression of this, she still remembered that at that time, her little uncle was getting less and less interested in talking to her, which made her feel at a loss, thinking that she had done something wrong.

And what Xu Zijin did was to transfer his desire for Yan Yinuo to other women.

He is still a virgin at this age, which is a rare existence in this circle.

After breaking up with the previous girlfriend, the new girlfriend has three points similar to Yan Yinuo's appearance.

So, Xu Zijin decided to have sex with that woman and broke his body, maybe he could divert attention from Yan Yinuo.

When seeing this, Yan Yinuo's heart was filled with anger out of thin air.

What the hell reason is this? A twenty-five-year-old man has normal needs, so she can accept it more directly, but now, she feels that what Xu Zijin said is too false!

Suppressing his anger, Yan Yinuo looked down.

If Xu Zijin really slept with his girlfriend from that time, she decided to tear up the damn notebook immediately.

Yan Yinuo didn't like this kind of thing very much, but the protagonist in it involved Xu Zijin, she resisted and wanted to see what the result would be.

Then, she continued to scroll down.

The next page is blank.

Yan Yinuo felt a little strange. After all, there was no blank in the previous content. Could it be that Xu Zijin stopped here and stopped writing, right?

She seemed worried that it was too early, because the next page still had content.

However, it is too early to be happy, because this page has been torn in half.

But before, after reading it, Yan Yinuo only described that he might start having sex with that woman.

But whether the sex was successful or not, the following content was torn out.

Torn off, just torn off!

Yan Yinuo, who has never liked to swear, now wants to swear!

Because, not only half a page here is gone, but the paper behind is all blank, that is to say, this is Xu Zijin's last diary in those years.

Yan Yinuo almost jumped up from the bench, why is the most critical place missing? Didn't he read the previous content in vain?

Next to her, there was a handsome four-year-old boy holding a balloon. Yan Yinuo was startled by Yan Yinuo, and then popped the balloon in his hand with a "bang".

The next moment, with a "wow", the bear child burst into tears.

Yan Yinuo has never been so embarrassed, angry and guilty, kid, it wasn't your aunt who popped your balloon, isn't it too unfair for you to treat me like this? Yan Yinuo thought angrily, but didn't dare to express anything.

Xiongzi's mother is also nearby, but she is not an unreasonable person, but instead comforts Yan Yinuo and says it's okay.

Yan Yinuo apologized in embarrassment. "Little baby, I'm sorry, Auntie scared you."

She didn't like children before, but looking at them now, she seems to be quite pleasing to the eye...

After apologizing, Yan Yinuo stood there, not feeling dizzy, put away his notebook, and prepared to go home.

But when she had just tidied up, she turned around, and Xu Zijin, who was wearing a windbreaker, sat in a wheelchair and looked at her very calmly.

"Why are you here?" Yan Yinuo's eyes widened in disbelief, and he took a breath by the way.

The alcohol in her body seemed to have evaporated all of a sudden, and she was scared away by Xu Zijin's sudden appearance.

Xu Zijin didn't say that he had been guarding behind for about half an hour.

When he first arrived, Yan Yinuo was opening his notebook and began to read it.

He didn't answer Yan Yinuo's question, but looked at her bag thoughtfully. "What, did you enjoy watching it?"

As for what to watch, he didn't think he needed to explain it.

Yan Yinuo's face turned pale immediately, "You...what nonsense are you talking about?"

The dead duck has a stubborn mouth and is unwilling to admit it in front of Xu Zijin.

She just wants to know, how long has Xu Zijin been watching here?