Ruan Xihan's voice was filled with some helplessness and guilt. A string of tears left along the corner of his eyes, fell on the floor and scattered, like the rain of flowers all over the sky. He was extremely sad

Jin Yanchen is more guilty and distressed. He wants to tell Ruan Xihan that he was the person of that night

but at the thought of the just relaxed state between them, Jin Yanchen put up with it