Chapter 549

The house fell into the suffocating silence again, Zhao Fulin did not urge, so quietly looking at Su He, waiting for her answer.

Su he was silent for a long time. He suddenly looked up at the half open window not far away and asked, "what do you think of this place, Yulin?"

Zhao Fulin was stunned and followed Su he's eyes to look out: "it's very good. Your home is very beautiful, and your room is also very beautiful and clean."

Su He smiles and seems not surprised by Zhao Fulin's reply.

"Indeed, in the eyes of many people, it's beautiful. But what else is beautiful? "

Zhao Fulin twisted her eyebrows. She always felt that something was wrong with Su He: "Xiao He, you..."

Su he didn't pay attention to Zhao Fulin's call. He was still staring at the bright sunshine outside the window, and his eyes were filled with envy.

"For many people, or for many girls, wearing beautiful clothes of famous brands, sitting in a gorgeous western restaurant, eating expensive and luxurious food, living in a beautiful and spacious castle, you don't have to do anything by yourself, you don't have to worry about anything, all you have to think about is what you like and what you don't like. Don't like will be thrown out by the people around, no longer appear in front of their own, like, the next day, even the day back in front of their own. Is such a life enviable? "

Su he turned his head and looked at Zhao Fulin. He said enviable words, but his eyes were full of tears, which made people feel the sadness of empathy.

Zhao Fulin saw Su He for the first time. Before that, Su he had the impression that she was a cute girl who liked to learn from adults. But now, she found that maybe she was wrong from the beginning.

Zhao Fulin's throat suddenly a little dry: "but, you don't seem happy."

Su he was stunned. He looked at the window again. The radian of his lips slightly raised with a trace of self mockery and pain: "yes, I have everything, but I still feel unhappy and unsatisfied. You said, "am I too insatiable and greedy?"

"Xiaohe..."

"So sometimes people are really ridiculous. The girls outside are looking forward to the life of a rich family, but the people who have lived in a rich family since childhood are thinking about how to escape. "

Su he took a deep breath and said to himself, "this gorgeous house has become a beautiful cage in my eyes, imprisoning everything I have. I can get anything I want, but I have no freedom. My childhood, locked in this house forever, can't go out to see the outside world, can't go out to contact other people freely, can't make friends according to my own mind. "

Zhao Fulin was silent for a moment and sighed: "your parents are also worried about your injury. They don't want to lock you up on purpose."

"I know." Su he closed his eyes. "In fact, sometimes I feel too greedy. I have to pay a certain price when I get something that many people want but can't get for a lifetime. What's more, the price is not particularly important for many people. "

"Xiaohe..."

Su he opened his eyes and turned to Zhao Fulin with a smile: "Ye Yan, he... Is my first friend besides my family."

The expression on Zhao Fulin's face is more and more dignified. People always have a special feeling for the first thing they get. This is the same reason that a man can have countless girlfriends, but the most unforgettable one is often their first girlfriend, that is, their first love.

"When I was young, my brother told me that I couldn't trust others. People in this world are too complicated. Some people will come to us for money, reputation and power, and use us to get benefits. So when I was very young, I knew that it was impossible for me to make friends with my heart. "

Zhao Fulin drooped her eyes, and had to admit that Su he's words were very reasonable and hard to refute.

These days, even the staff of a small unit can fight against each other for promotion by all means, let alone their big family.

"Maybe it's because I've been repressed for too long, so I can't even control myself when I burst out." Su he lowered his head. From Zhao Fulin's point of view, she could see her long eyelashes trembling slightly. "It was an accident to meet him. At that time, he didn't know my identity, where I came from, or even who I was. But he is still willing to get close to me, care about me, share everything with me, and even make a promise.

SOHO has been thinking about how he was attracted by such a person?

Maybe... Maybe it's because he accidentally lost himself and was at a loss when he appeared too coincidentally, maybe it's because the smile on his face when the man stretched out his hand to him was too bright, or maybe it's because the future he built for himself was too beautiful

Either way, she remembers this person, and upgrades this memory to morbid desire and possession.

To put it bluntly, the so-called bright future is only her wishful thinking.

Ye Yan's biggest fault is that he made an inappropriate promise at an inappropriate time, but how old was he at that time?

Tongyan this Wuji, just listen to the child seriously, and said that the child did not put in mind.

Zhao Fulin looked at the person in front of her and suddenly didn't know what to say.

For Su He, the meaning of Ye Yan is more than just an ordinary friend. It was the first time that she had touched something about the outside world since she could remember. She was a complete stranger, but she could confidently communicate with others.

That kind of feeling is like a dying person suddenly grabs a straw to save his life, a person who has been in a dark and cold place for too long suddenly sees the first light, so warm and so bright, which is not so much a nostalgia as a redemption.

"Now you..."

"I don't want to have too much to do with him. He can forget me and just go his separate ways. No one knows who. It doesn't matter." Su he said and touched his stomach with a smile: "in fact, I had decided that night. I had nothing to do with him in the future, but I didn't expect that I had this child that night. Although it was an accident, I am very grateful for the accident. I will stay with this child, but he... I don't want to see him again. "