Chapter 251

Jiang zhaorou never thought that one day she would meet the person who is unattainable to her. Many years later, when she has clearly come together with Ji miaoyan and become a family, she still thinks that two people will meet, which is like a dream. After all, that man is the highest ranking man among the young talents in the whole kingdom of Shu, the future successor of Ji family, the elder of many dynasties, the cousin of the eldest princess, and the pillar of the country that the king of Shu relies on most in the future, and she She is just a humble woman. Yes, Jiang zhaorou is a concubine, and also a concubine born by a prostitute with the lowest status. Because of this, she has never been blind since she was born. Jiang zhaorou's mother used to be one of the most popular prostitutes in Lingnan. She had excellent piano skills and once moved Lingnan. In the prime of his life, there were countless literati and poets, and the talented officials only spent a lot of money to make him laugh. Many people even paid a lot of money just to listen to her music. Because of her excellent appearance and excellent piano skills, she was favored by her father, who was already a local tyrant in Lingnan at that time. Then she redeemed herself and became a concubine in the mansion. Thank you for the three flowers from butterfly fairy in July thank you for the five flowers from 13778532620 thank you for the flowers from jj0123 thank you for the monthly ticket from sunfeather thank you for the evaluation tickets from 13750992593 and ying1196 - - - - - - - in that year, a teenager pulled a girl trapped in a swamp out of the depths of hell and put her in prison In a special cage. Many years later, without the girl's knowledge, the teenager was led by her and stepped into the cage. The people in the cage changed from one to two, and from then on, all their happiness was locked. The slowly rising sun reflects the two people holding each other's hands. The warm sunshine passes through them and casts two staggered shadows on the ground, which grows longer and longer. "Good..." "No No, wonderful words. " "You want to make me angry?" “……” "I said call my name." “…… What What? " "Call me by my name." Another voice was silent for a long time, only replied: "where you go, I will be." "What if I say I want to go? Are you going to follow me or stay here? " "Well Do you want to go, my lord? " "Yes, it's frightening that people who thought they would die suddenly come out again. What, are you interested? It is said that for this reason, people from several other countries are running to Ye country. Even his Royal Highness has passed. If you are interested, we will go to Ye country to join in the fun. " "My Lord, it's said that the girl who has been missing for a whole year has come back." What, how can I not tell her such a big thing? Oh, my young master has been courting me for many times in the past two years, but I've been ignored by this dull little fool for many times, but I'm still angry. Tell her what to do? She just needs to wait to be his bride. He would not tell the little fool that he had entered the palace in person this morning and asked for a marriage with the emperor. Now the imperial edict of marriage is lying in his sleeve. As long as this man comes back to the house with him, he will find a big surprise waiting for her. He won't tell this little fool that for this reason, he has been angry with her for two years, but even if he is angry with her, his heart palpitation has never abated. That dull little fool always thinks it's puzzling that he asked her to water the flowers in the backyard, but only he knows that those flowers were actually planted by him for her. The pure white cloves are Love is hard to get. But when he made up his mind to treat her well and give her the best he could, the little fool thought that he was only guilty of being nice to her and that his concern for her was all due to others. At that moment, he was really angry. He had to endure it for a long time before he could not stop strangling the grinding goblin who had teased himself but didn't know it! He will never tell this little fool how unreal he felt, how happy he felt, and how he hoped that time would stay at that moment when he saw her standing in front of him again. He drew a prison for the woman and circled her in, but he didn't expect that he would draw himself in accidentally and couldn't get out. But he never thought that there would be so many accidents later. When he learned from Xia Yuqing that the woman had died in the rebellion, he suddenly felt that his world had collapsed. At that moment, he couldn't cheat himself any more. He didn't know when to start. His mind towards that person had already become the same as hers. However, it was obviously impossible, so all he could do was to turn around and threaten his cronies who witnessed everything that day as if those stupid things had never happened. Even dare not appear in front of her, for fear that she can see the clue from her own guilty heart, it is too humiliating! But some things happened, and after that, he accepted his life. This woman is the killer of his own hit, since he can't avoid it, he can only be forced to accept it. Anyway, if you can't let it go, you can't go anywhere.He would never tell this little fool in his life that when he saw her seriously injured and comatose on the mountain road, he was so panicked that he lost his attitude in front of all his confidants. He directly carried her over the gaping soldiers and rushed to the doctor, threatening the doctor to treat her. Later, in retrospect, he was eager to go against the current of time. When he came back to that time, he woke up and lost his cool self. At that time, he was a fool, in a hurry, he almost instinctively said hurtful words, to cover up his instant out of control. But only he himself knew how much strength he used at that time could be regarded as depressing the rolling emotion in his heart and supporting people with a cold face. On the one hand, I feel guilty for my impulse in my heart, on the other hand, I can't stop hating myself in my heart. Being led by a woman's nose, I lost my reason that I was proud of. He won't tell the little fool that when he knew that she had gone back to the kingdom of Ye and kidnapped the future queen of the kingdom of Ye regardless of her own safety, he immediately left all his work and rushed to the kingdom of Ye with what kind of mood. At the moment of seeing her, all the worries and annoyances burst out, and raised her hand and slapped her. It was the first time he had hit her since he met her. When he came back, she had been fanned to the ground by herself, and her face was still covered with the five finger red mark he had just made. He won't tell the little fool that when he saw her again, he had faded his youth and understood what kind of feelings this person had for himself at that time. But he suddenly felt that his resentment for her was mixed with something else, something he didn't dare to touch. He didn't dare to respond to her, and he didn't think he could respond to her. The instinct of danger that he had developed over the years told him that once he responded to her, he would be doomed, so he pushed the man away from him again and again, just to cover up his inner fear. He won't tell the little fool that on the day she left, he didn't go to see her off in person, but stood on the city gate and looked at the direction of her departure. After a whole night's cold wind, Sheng Sheng was infected with the wind and cold, and lay in bed for several days in a row. He was in a mood of uncertainty, and caught who had bad luck. In addition, his beloved family suddenly died, and he suddenly lost his way, unable to distinguish what that feeling was. But just because of this, at that time, when he needed her most, he never thought that she would take the initiative to leave him. He never thought that people who cared so much about themselves would suddenly leave him one day, as if mocking his previous self indulgence, so he would be so angry and resent her for so many years. He won't tell the little fool that he had a wrong feeling for the little fool in those years, but he didn't know what that feeling was at that time. He just enjoyed each other's admiration for himself. At that time, he only vaguely felt that this person cared about himself. He won't tell this little fool that when he first saw her as a child on the execution ground and looked at the sky with a free face, there was a moment of surprise. It was because of this surprise that he made a sudden speech to take a condemned man back. Ji miaoyan takes a look at Jiang zhaorou's hair spinning on the top of her head, and her lips are slightly hooked. She holds her hand tightly and goes forward. Jiang zhaorou was stunned for a long time before she understood the meaning of Ji miaoyan's words. She let the other side pull her hand and droop her face. She answered faintly: "well." "It's not what it is. It's not easy to speak well. What does it look like to follow me all the time. If you want to follow me, stay with me Jiang zhaorou felt the temperature coming from her hands, her eyes suddenly tightened, and her face also showed some surprise uncontrollably. However, after hearing Ji miaoyan's low curse, the surprise turned into a faint fear: "no, I'm not..." Ji miaoyan saw that Jiang zhaorou had been stupefied for a long time and didn't know that she came over. Her displeasure became more and more profound. She directly came forward to hold her hand and complained: "I'm too big to call you. I have to come here myself to ask you to go!" No half of the gap, no half of the distance, no half of the barrier, they seem to be back in an instant, everything has not happened in that year. Gradually the rising sun slanted from behind him, covering a layer of blurred light and shadow behind him. At that moment, Jiang zhaorou suddenly felt that the man in front of her was completely coincident with the young man who stood on the execution ground and stretched out her hand to her. Jiang zhaorou widens her eyes and looks at Ji miaoyan, who is still raising her hands. "What are you doing now? Come here soon?" With that, Ji miaoyan reaches out her hand to Jiang zhaorou, as if to pull Jiang zhaorou directly. After taking a deep breath, Jiang zhaorou sighed. She was just about to follow her. She followed the man behind as before, waiting silently. But she didn't want to wait for her action before she saw that the man turned around impatiently. Jiang zhaorou looks at Ji miaoyan's back with a little annoyance. Her heart trembles and she reaches out to cover her chest. Sure enough How could that person be"What are you doing? I went back. It's bad luck to meet such an unreasonable person in the early morning. " Jiang zhaorou is surprised, suddenly hear Ji miaoyan is very displeased cold hum a, after the words is the first step to leave. But at this time, Jiang zhaorou didn't pay attention to the abuse at all. At the moment, she had only one idea in her mind. Maybe she had heard wrong for the first time, but this time she was sure that she had never heard wrong. Ji miaoyan just said that he was a member of Ji's family in front of everyone. Is he a member of his family? Jiang Yu's two sisters' clamoring voice came from afar. In the end, they couldn't even see them. They covered their mouths and dragged them away. "Jiang zhaorou, you cunt who can't help you, you will be punished. You will be punished. And that bastard, huh... " "Yes Without waiting for her angry retort, Ji miaoyan began to laugh low, and his eyes looked at the two sisters coldly, sneering: "don't compare you with her. In my eyes, you can't even compare her with a finger. What's the right to punish you? Oh, I'd like to see if the youngest general of Shu is qualified to treat you. Also, let me remind you that this man has long been a member of my Ji family and has nothing to do with your Jiang family. I don't even know who I've offended. When I get to the palace of hell, I don't know who to look for when I'm going to avenge with him. If you don't get people down, you'll be in the eye of the dead! " Jiang zhaorou's eyebrows are slightly twisted. She is really disappointed and disgusted with her sister who is dying and wants to pull her own back cushion. When the two sisters saw that they had all put down their positions, Jiang zhaorou, regardless of her sisterhood, became more and more excited: "Damn, how can you be so desperate? We are your elder sister, your own elder sister, you will get retribution, you will get retribution! What kind of adult do you have the right to punish us? You keep saying that we are from the Jiang family, guilty! Isn't that bitch from the Jiang family? Why do we want to die, but she can be safe and sound in the man's side, enjoy the splendor, rich and well-off? You are blatantly perverting the law Jiang zhaorou twists her eyebrows, but she turns her head and doesn't want to see the hypocritical faces of these two people. "You can't, you can't. Sister, sister knows that she is wrong. Sister apologizes to you. You plead with this adult for your sister. Sister doesn't want to die. Sister... " As soon as the two sisters saw those people pinching themselves, they wanted to leave. They were so scared that they almost lost their souls. They didn't care about their face. There was a shout at Jiang zhaorou. At this moment, they finally understand that they are afraid of offending people. But if they were to die like this, they didn't want to. Jiang Yu did not expect that he said the last ace backer, the other side is not afraid of fear, but seems to be very disdainful. "Yes." "Oh, how dare a little servant of the Ministry of rites hide important criminals and let them be reckless in front of me. Let's go and tell Mr. Xing and the rich businessman whether they want their heads on their necks and black gauze on their necks, or whether they want these two brothel concubines who are disgusting to see them! " Ji miaoyan snorted coldly and said mercilessly. The onlookers on the street were also stunned. They saw too much of the trick of the thief shouting to catch the thief, but they didn't expect that there were still people in the brothel abusing people from the brothel. They weren't afraid to beat themselves in the face at all. Jiang zhaorou was surprised when the boy said this. She never thought that these two women who repeatedly accused their mother of humble birth and shameless had fallen into the dust. It's ridiculous that they had been in the brothel and even insulted the brothel people. It's as if they were not one of them. Really Laugh to the core. "Back to the master." Ji miaoyan just asked, and a little guy who had been following him had already stepped forward and whispered back: "it should be the Minister of rites, Mr. Xing Yan. The slave heard that Mr. Xing went out with the richest man in the capital a few years ago. He fell in love with a pair of sister flowers in the brothel of the border city and brought them back to the capital as concubines. They are very fond of each other. I guess they are the two." Jiang Yu's uncontrollable shouting is more like a joke in Ji miaoyan's eyes. Ji miaoyan picks his eyebrows and asks, "Mr. Xing, the Minister of rites?" Jiang Yu two people silly for a moment, feel the arms captured, suddenly excited up: "what are you doing? Do you know who I am? I'm the concubine room of Mr. Xing in the Ministry of rites. My sister is the favorite concubine of the richest businessman in Beijing. How dare you do this to us! Let go of me Let go of me Ji miaoyan's voice fell, and the bodyguards behind him swarmed up and easily caught the two people who were stunned. Ji miaoyan saw that she finally knew that she was afraid. Her lips were slightly crooked, but her evil nature became more and more obvious: "it's nothing. It's just that as an official of the imperial court, it's a fault for me to watch the criminal go unpunished. Come on, don't put me in jail. " Jiang Yu saw Ji miaoyan's banter. Somehow, he had some ominous premonition in his heart. His arrogance dissipated a lot. He couldn't help shrinking back and bluntly said: "you What do you want to do? "Ji miaoyan laughs angrily. She stares down at the two people on the ground as if they are looking at two surviving mole ants. She laughs in a low voice: "it's the fish of the Jiang family. If I remember correctly, the Jiang family was ordered by the Emperor himself, and the whole family was killed. Unexpectedly, there were still people alive. " Ji miaoyan's eyes twinkle slightly. When he led Jiang zhaorou back to the mansion, he had people check the Jiang family's affairs. Naturally, he knew that they would bully Jiang zhaorou, but he didn't expect that after so many years, Jiang zhaorou had become the people around him. These two people dared to insult Jiang zhaorou in front of their own face, and they didn't know how to live or die! Jiang zhaorou was shocked, hesitated for a moment and said, "they It's my sister, my mother's child. " Jiang zhaorou's mother died long before Ji miaoyan met her. After Jiang zhaorou followed her, although some people would talk about her family background, few people would deliberately mention her mother. And listen to this woman's tone obviously familiar with Jiang zhaorou, the only explanation is that this person should have known Jiang zhaorou before that. Ji miaoyan's face became more and more ugly after listening to Jiang Yu's words. However, he still heard a clue from it. He tried to control the riot in his heart. He turned to Jiang zhaorou and asked, "your mother? She knows your mother. Who is this woman? " People on the street have gradually gathered together because of the quarrel here. Some people recognize Ji miaoyan and Jiang zhaorou, but they don't show any different look to them because of Jiang Yu's words. On the contrary, they frown and point at the woman who gives Jue Ci to them in the street. "I said, what's the matter? This bitch has a brothel background. She has no sense of shame. She only knows how to seduce men. Now she follows men like a fox spirit. She flatters men and shows her ugliness. It's disgusting. Why, dare not let people say? " Although Jiang Yu was startled by Ji miaoyan's anger, her inborn arrogance soon overpowered her fear, and they roared at Ji miaoyan with wide eyes. Jiang zhaorou suddenly turns her head and looks at Ji miaoyan in surprise. It's unbelievable that Ji miaoyan can say that she is in public Is it his woman? Ji miaoyan was disgusted. He grabbed Jiang zhaorou's Square brocade handkerchief and wiped his hand again. He sneered and said: "no matter who you are, you dare to scold my woman, you want to die or you don't want to live!" "You beat me, you dare to beat me! Do you know who I am? " "Sister!" Jiang Na see this is also scared, Zheng Leng for a moment, hurried forward to help Jiang Yu. With a slap, before Jiang Yu's words were finished, he was slapped in the face by someone who was angry. The whole person collapsed to the ground. A small face suddenly swelled up. He covered his painful face and looked at the person who was doing it in disbelief. Jiang Yu didn't expect Ji miaoyan to hit her in the face on the spot. Her face suddenly sank. After hearing Jiang zhaorou's low call and action, she once again hummed coldly: "so, are you the noble man that this bitch relies on now? Oh, indeed, he is a man without eyes. Such a bitch is willing to stay around. It's really... " Jiangzhaorou a Leng, the smile in the eyes is more and more deep. Ji miaoyan was stunned because of Jiang zhaorou's action. After seeing the banter in her eyes, she hooked her lips and said unconditionally: "wipe all the places well. If you don't take the dirty things home, it's not good." Jiang zhaorou takes out a brocade handkerchief from her sleeve, goes forward and calls "adult" lightly. Then she pulls Ji miaoyan's hand carefully. It has to be said that Jiang zhaorou has been with Ji miaoyan for so long, but there is still some tacit understanding. Seeing Ji miaoyan's slightly frowning brow and the appearance of throwing Jiang Yu's hand away quickly, Jiang zhaorou has a plan in her heart. Seeing Jiang Yu's change, Jiang zhaorou twists her eyebrows and says in her heart that after so many years, this woman is still the same as she used to be. When she sees a good-looking man, she sees a good thing with a fly, and her habit of jumping up directly has not changed at all, but she just laughs at it before and makes a mockery in her heart. But now the person Jiang Yu sees has become Ji miaoyan, and she can't help but feel disgusted with Ji miaoyan. Ji miaoyan frowned a little. She was disgusted with this person's shamelessness. She felt that her hand was a little dirty. "This Young master, you've made my hand ache, although I know But men and women are not compatible. You are... " Jiang Yu sees someone grabbing his wrist. He looks up and is about to get angry, but he finds that the one who grabs him is a good-looking young man. His anger turns into an obvious intoxication in an instant. "Who do you mean to be a bitch?" Familiar voice suddenly came from behind, let Jiang zhaorou stare big eyes, can't believe turned to look, is on Ji miaoyan slightly cold handsome face. Jiang zhaorou knew that she could not help but do it. She was ready to deal with it, but she did not expect that her hand would be pinched by another hand that stretched out across the air before she could touch Jiang zhaorou's cheek. "Shut up, you son of a bitch..." Jiang Yu raised his hand and wanted to fan Jiang zhaorou's face.Jiang zhaorou was not frightened by their ferocious appearance. She said with a smile, "is my sister wrong? What my sisters did in those years caused a sensation in the whole Lingnan area. With so many long mouths, my sister didn't want to block them. " The two sisters didn't expect that the little girl who couldn't fight back and scolded her would bite back. She was so angry that she pointed to Jiang zhaorou and yelled: "you're so cheap, it's against you!" Once Jiang zhaorou said this, the original eyes that looked at Jiang zhaorou suddenly moved to the two sisters. Jiang zhaorou was not surprised to see all this, and her eyes were full of ridicule. These two people dare to tell stories about their own origins, but they don't know where their own deeds are better than those unruly brothel women. It's inevitable that they will be looked at like this. Jiang zhaorou took a deep breath, looked up at Jiang Yu and said with a sneer, "if you say that you have a big life, your sister can't compare with the two sisters. If it wasn't for the two sisters in those years, it would have been impossible. Without waiting for his father to be arrested and put into prison, he ran away with the two men of unknown origin. Are the two elder sisters afraid that they will not live until now? Looking at their hair ornaments, it seems that they are married. I don't know whether the two brothers in law are the ones who eloped with their sisters? " However, now she is not the little girl who can only hide behind the tree, helplessly accept all the abuse and slander, and can do nothing. The eyes cast by some of the people who didn't know the inside story made Jiang zhaorou feel cold all over. It seemed that in an instant, she went back to the days when she had been despised by the people in Jiang's mansion. Jiang zhaorou clearly felt that because of Jiang Yu's sharp words, the eyes of the passers-by who came and went on the side had been projected to their side. Not to mention, after a few years, they really got the chance to be concubines by a certain official and a rich businessman in the capital. Since then, the two girls' arrogance has revived. They bully and bully the weak all the time. Now they see Jiang zhaorou. Later, the two men finally found the right opportunity to send the two sisters directly to the kiln. After several years in the kiln, the two sisters suffered a lot, but they still retained the arrogance of the official lady. They felt that they would turn over sooner or later. As for the same origin as Jiang zhaorou, it was a joke in their eyes. How can such cheap maids as Jiang zhaorou's mother be compared with those women who came from official families? So the two women are proud to be nice, but they are hopelessly stupid with straw in their heads. What Jiang zhaorou didn't know was that the two sisters had just eloped with the two men. They were disgusted by the two men because they couldn't bear hardships and liked to play the big lady's temper. Later, I heard that master Jiang had committed a crime and the Jiang family was full of murders. The two men were even more worried about the consequences. They took the two sisters as hot potatoes and wanted to throw them away on the spot. It's just that Jiang zhaorou never thought that these two people would appear in the capital of Shu. Fortunately, they were bumped into each other. Yes, the two women who were bumped into were the two daughters born in the main room of Jiang's mansion. They were also Jiang zhaorou's two half sisters, Jiang Yu and Jiang Na. At that time, the Jiang family was full of murders. Because they eloped with two men in the city, they were supposed to be ridiculed by the world. However, they escaped because of Lord Jiang's crime. The swearing woman found herself scolding for a long time, but Jiang zhaorou didn't respond, and her attitude became more and more arrogant. But after looking at Qingjiang zhaorou's face, she twisted her eyebrows in some doubt. After a moment's meditation, she seemed to think of something and sneered: "I said, which guy with no eyes bumped around? It turned out to be you. Oh, I didn't expect that you are still alive. It's really lucky. At the beginning, the Jiang family was full of people, how did you slip away? I don't know if you are just like your mother who came from the land of fireworks, and you've sold your body for your humble life. I don't know how to be honest! " After many years, although the two women's appearance has changed a little, but this face, the two people's voice, is turned into ash, she also remember, they are The person on the opposite side looks not much bigger than Jiang zhaorou. He has a face full of make-up and thinks that he is extremely beautiful, but he doesn't know that it is too much in the eyes of others. It adds a bit of old-fashioned and disgusting, and the woman is accompanied by a woman who is smaller than her and looks a bit similar to her. Jiang zhaorou's steady body suddenly froze, her eyes suddenly tightened, and she looked at the person who collided with her in surprise. Jiang zhaorou has no choice but to smile, but also blame her for thinking too much about things, just figured out, then suddenly feel head-on bump into something, body shape a flash, back two steps, still have no time to stand firm body, then heard a shrill female voice sounded: "Oh, which is not long eye unexpectedly dare to bump into this lady, don't die!" Well, as long as that person doesn't dislike herself and drives herself away, she will never take the initiative to leave that person, which has been clear for many years, right? And no matter how that person changes, in her eyes, he is still him, he is a prison for himself. In this way, what's the significance of pursuing these?All these things, if you didn't know that if the person was upset with others, he would not let others shake in front of her eyes, which would make her more straightforward. Jiang zhaorou would think that she had offended him in some way, which made her miss him. But gradually, Jiang zhaorou was surprised to find that Ji miaoyan, who was already mature and steady, suddenly became moody. Although she was no longer indifferent to herself as before, she often asked herself to do some strange things. For example, when he watered the dying flowers in his backyard, or caught her grinding them for him, he didn't know Always cold a face, even eyes are reluctant to throw to her As a result, Jiang zhaorou is very puzzled and worried. She has been living under Ji miaoyan's black face for a long time. She is afraid that he will throw herself out in anger. Fortunately, even if Ji miaoyan is in a bad mood, she has never been rude to her, let alone throw her out of the house. Ji miaoyan, who seems to understand something, sinks his face on the spot, takes a look at Jiang zhaorou, falls the bowl and leaves, leaving Jiang zhaorou in a daze and at a loss, totally unaware of what he said wrong. Later, Jiang zhaorou had a good introspection, and thought that Ji miaoyan might have thought that he was meddling in their housework. He sincerely apologized again, but the effect was not good. It seemed that it was counterproductive. At that time, Ji miaoyan's kindness to herself almost made her think that this man suddenly changed back a few years ago. It hasn't happened yet, and they haven't had a quarrel yet. However, it's just a near miss. Because not long after, one day, Jiang zhaorou took advantage of the right atmosphere and carefully advised Ji miaoyan not to be too sad because of the death of Princess Chang, and not to blame himself too much for hurting himself. After that fainting and waking up, he saw Ji miaoyan standing by his hospital bed, which surprised Jiang zhaorou to the extreme. At first, she only told Ji miaoyan that her fainting had something to do with it, and she felt guilty. But what surprised her even more was that Ji miaoyan was almost inseparable from her in the following days. After her injury, she contracted all her daily life and food, and this young man who was used to being served by others. Even if I feel guilty, it's too much to do so. Jiang zhaorou ignored the line of sight that the people on the side had put in. Her eyebrows were as twisted as Mahua. Recently, she is more and more confused about that person's mind. Since two years ago, she felt that person was more and more strange because of the excessive hugging of that person, which led to the wound to split again, shame and fainting. With a crackling sound, a thin and beautiful figure walked quietly on the street of Shu. Suddenly, he raised his hand and patted his forehead. He looked like he had a headache. It seemed that he had encountered something annoying. The extremely distressed look made the stall owners cast worried and sympathetic eyes at her. As a result, the development of the situation is obviously biased under the misunderstanding that one person thinks that the unexpected recovery is just a dream, while the other person thinks that the other party is just trying to relieve the grief of the bereaved relatives by themselves. They hugged each other closely, seemingly intimate, but their minds deviated too much, and they were totally different. It was supposed to be the result of the reunion. Because it was difficult for the two people to communicate with each other, they became very sad. If the creator of this meeting was lucky to see this result, he really didn't know whether to cry or laugh. This time, even if only this time, please allow her to be capricious again, even if this person just needs someone to support him through the pain of his just lost relatives, even if after he wakes up, everything will return to the origin, but this moment Please allow her a little indulgence, after all It's really a rare opportunity to get close to this person. I don't know if there will be such an opportunity in the future. After today, she will be a good convergence of their own, will be in front of all his obsession with this person are buried in the bottom of my heart, no longer show a cent, cause him trouble. Jiang zhaorou's outstretched hand was so stiff in the air. Then she accepted her life and silently hung down. She turned to pass through Ji miaoyan's waist and hugged him. She slowly hugged Ji miaoyan's back. But just as she reaches out to Ji miaoyan's chest and wants to push it away completely, she suddenly hears Ji miaoyan's pleading whisper: "don't go, don't go, don't leave me again!" Unexpectedly, Jiang zhaorou felt the temperature coming from someone's chest and became stiff. It was not until the man's strength grew stronger and stronger, as if he wanted to rub himself into his blood and bone and integrate with him. At the same time, he also oppressed Jiang zhaorou's wound and made her feel slight pain. Jiang zhaorou recovered and began to struggle. Jiang zhaorou's eyes suddenly widened. She looked at Ji miaoyan in disbelief. Before she could ask, she was taken into her arms by someone. Ji miaoyan's eyes make her cool behind. Jiang zhaorou purses her lips. Just as she wants to turn around and leave, Ji miaoyan quickly grabs her wrist. Jiang zhaorou's heart trembles, and suddenly realizes that she seems to have done another stupid thing. She wants to retreat, but Ji miaoyan's vision is like a nail, nailing her feet to the ground, unable to move. All this happened so naturally that Jiang zhaorou forgot her original intention, until she called out the voice of "adult..." Until she saw Ji miaoyan all over a shock, surprised to look up at her, as if to see something incredible.Therefore, when Jiang zhaorou comes back to her mind, she has done it countless times before. When the person is most tired and frustrated, she silently offers a cup of warm tea and accompanies him, letting him know that she is not alone. Even if all the people in the world leave him, at least There is another person standing behind him in silence Watch him. The heart was stung by something suddenly, the wound was not big, but it was very painful. Even though that person may no longer need herself, she can't see any pain on that person's face. She had known the man for so long that she had only seen such a despairing and gloomy look in his eyes once when she learned that the old general had passed away. And now she saw the same despair in that person's eyes again. Who made him like this? The princess? After nearly half a month, the man was thin and haggard. He looked very tired. However, what surprised Jiang zhaorou was Ji miaoyan's eyes. Jiang zhaorou hides in the grass of the small yard opposite the window of Ji miaoyan's room, quietly watching the people's every move in the house. Jiang zhaorou hesitated for a long time and bit her lip. After all, she couldn't help walking into Ji's mansion. However, she did not go in openly, but secretly hid in a corner, just to look at him more when the man did not find himself. Standing in front of the gate of Ji mansion, looking at the very familiar gate, Jiang zhaorou wakes up. What are you doing? How can you rush here so recklessly? What are you doing here? Rush in and ask the man why he doesn't care about himself? In what capacity and qualification do you have to question him? And He may not want to see himself at all. Jiang zhaorou suddenly felt that there was a stick stirring in her heart, which made her whole heart bloody and miserable. Head a heat under, she ignores the injury that she has not completely recovered, avoided to take care of her that several wenches, so straight rushed to Ji mansion. Who has been to Wei's house? And he left in a hurry without seeing himself. Is it difficult that he is really tired of himself so far that he doesn't even want to see himself? Jiang zhaorou is nervous at the bottom of her heart, but she chooses to keep quiet and hide the fear of being abandoned in her heart. However, this repression broke out completely after knowing that Ji miaoyan had been to the Wei house. In the following days, Jiang zhaorou doesn't want to see Ji miaoyan any more, but she keeps hurt in peace. Slowly, she faintly finds that Xia Yuqing and others seem to drag themselves on purpose, and she doesn't want to see Ji miaoyan too early. But why? Is that person not perfect as they say, or does that person not want to see himself at all? Only she knew, and only such an excuse could make her feel a little better, so that she could continue to persist without breaking down on the spot. "No No, I don't Jiang zhaorou slowly closed her eyes and didn't open her face. Her paralysis hasn't passed yet. She can only say word by word, "no are you busy? Don't disturb him Xia Yuqing seemed to see the deep loss of her eyes, and said with some clumsy consolation: "in fact, the young general didn't mean it. Recently, the capital is so chaotic that he has to deal with a lot of things. He has no time to separate himself. When he is free, he will think about it. Why don't I have someone tell him you're awake? " Jiang zhaorou quietly took back her sight. She had already expected the result, but she was sure, but she couldn't help losing. I'm really greedy. If you faint in prison, it will be clear that you just want to stay with that person. It's just a dream to get that person's attention. Jiangzhaorou clearly see xiayuqing Leng for a while, that pair of eyes will not lie clearly across a trace of hesitation and embarrassment, has given the answer. Listening to Xia Yuqing's advice, Jiang zhaorou pursed her lips. She felt that her tongue had faded from her numbness at the beginning. She hesitated and asked, "big My lord Have you ever asked Can I help you? " "Yes, yes, you are still seriously injured. General Ji is there and can't run. It's not too late to go and find him when you're good. Besides, you're so weak that you may fall down before you walk out of the gate of the mansion. It's impossible to see general Ji. " The young man snorted coldly and said impatiently, "I've tasted some soft tendon powder for her, so that she won't move around and waste the pills I've thrown on her these days. Girl, you have a hole in your stomach, not a broken skin, OK? You're in a hurry to see your lover. I understand, but you can take care of your big hole. I had a hard time closing it. You're tossing about again. All my previous efforts are in vain "Emma, second in charge, what did you do to Jiang soap? I was so excited just now. It would be like a little sheep? " Xia Yuqing comes up again, takes a look at Jiang zhaorou, and turns to ask the young man. "Don't move!" With an angry murmur, Jiang zhaorou suddenly felt numb and fell back to bed. His tongue was numb and he couldn't make a sound. He had to stare at the man with big eyes.Jiang zhaorou has only one thought in her mind. She goes out to find Ji miaoyan. She wants to see the man safe with her own eyes before she can rest assured. "Well, what do you do?" On the side, people want to get out of bed when they see Jiang zhaorou lift the quilt. They can't help but scream. Jiang zhaorou couldn't help but be struck by the reply of the people on the side. Is the eldest princess dead? Yes, the day when she was in a coma happened to be the time when the eldest princess led the soldiers to rebel. Is he OK, my lord? "My Lord, does Miss Jiang mean young master Ji? Childe Ji is OK, but he is now in the palace dealing with the disabled soldiers left behind after the death of Princess Chang. " Jiang zhaorou twitched her mouth and drew back her sight. She struggled to hold up her body and looked around. She found that she was in a strange room. When her head was a little sober, she could not help holding on to the nearest person and asked, "where's your adult? How are you, my lord? " “……” After that, Jiang zhaorou watched Xia Yuqing's whole body become stiff. After a short period of stiffness, she quickly squatted to one side of the corner and read the painting. Xia Yuqing's excited words came into Jiang zhaorou's ears, slightly noisy. Jiang zhaorou twisted her eyebrows and said, "you're so noisy. Don't call me that name again. It's terrible." "Jiang soap, you finally wake up. If you don't wake up, I will think you are a vegetable!" Hearing cui'er's words, the quarrel between them suddenly stops. The next second, Jiang zhaorou just felt a flash in front of her eyes. A figure had rushed to her bedside, and her familiar little face was full of pure joy. "Niang Niang, Miss Jiang is awake." The first person to find out that Jiang zhaorou wakes up is cui'er, who is quietly on one side. Two people are noisy, did not discover the person on the bed at all, under their more and more intense noise, slightly wring eyebrow peak, slowly opened two eyes. "Ah ha ha, how can it be? How can you be so gentle as you are in charge of the second family and have something to do with rudeness? " "Well? Really? How do I feel like I just heard the word "rude" "Nothing, nothing, I just said nothing. Oh, no, I mean you're more and more forthright, right, forthright! " "What are you talking about?" “…… Second in charge, you are getting more and more rude. " "Anxious? What's the hurry? This girl's master is not worried. You are an outsider who has no chance to meet this girl. What are you worried about? The emperor is not in a hurry to die! This girl was stabbed in the stomach. She's not as lucky as a watermelon. It's strange that she's in a coma for a few days. " "Second in charge, don't do that. How can I not believe your medical skills? If your medical skills are really not good, no one in the world would dare to say that they are good. I don't care if I'm in a mess. It's been a few days. Jiang soap is still silent and doesn't even move. I'm worried. " "Don't believe in my medicine? Then let me come to see what's wrong. I'll leave. You can find another job, or you can leave her to die. " Next came a strange man's voice. The man seemed to be ready to leave and was caught by Xia Yuqing. Then he heard Xia Yuqing's flattering words. However, she also determined the identity of the voice owner. The speaker is Xia Yuqing, didn't she die? Jiang zhaorou is speechless for a while, in the heart secretly scolded a, said how many times, forbid to call me that hard to hear the name of death, this wench how is not to listen! "Oh, second in charge, it's been several days. Why doesn't Jiang soap wake up? Is it because your medical skills are not strong enough that Jiang soap won't sleep like this all his life?" The body can't move, but the other senses become very obvious. There was a buzzing sound in my ears. I finally calmed down and heard the contents of those sounds clearly. As the darkness shrouds her eyes, Jiang zhaorou only feels uneasy about floating and sinking. The feeling of seasickness makes her instinctively want to stabilize her body and relieve her discomfort. However, she finds that her whole body seems to be filled with lead, and she doesn't even have the strength to move her fingers. These two voices Is it one of those people who are with fengtingye? However, this is not important, Jiang zhaorou completely coma in the past. "Well? It's hard to die after such a heavy injury. " "Well, there seems to be another person breathing over there." "I didn't expect that the fight here was very fierce, but it seems that they should have nothing to do." When Jiang zhaorou completely lost consciousness, she heard a sound of footstep and two voices. If she can, she still wants to live and look at him more. Even if she can only stand behind him and look at his back all her life, even if she can no longer get his trust and is isolated by him from his defense, she still wants to stay by his side and always Look at him. Unfortunately, everything seems too late. With the light on his back, he stretched out his hand to himself, took her trapped in the bottom of the abyss of hell, and inadvertently gave her the biggest salvation that she could not love in life.At the moment of falling to the ground, countless fragments pass through Jiang zhaorou's mind, including her time in Jiang's mansion, her time with the man in Ji's mansion, her time in Ye's brothel, and the latest. At the end of the day, everything was merged into the scene when they first met. With the last bit of strength, he stabbed his sword into xizeyan's heart. Looking at xizeyan unwilling to swallow gas, jiangzhaorou also feel his sight in a flash, the body unconsciously back. No matter what a person does, she has to pay a price. Jiang zhaorou knows this better than anyone else. So when xizeyan, who had been knocked down by her, tells her about Ji miaoyan, which disturbs her mood, and takes advantage of this loophole to take out the dagger hidden in her boots and stab her waist, she knows that this is the price. It's her life Death duel under the trance of mind, revealed the gap to pay the price. At the beginning of that year, the man made a prison for himself. This cage trapped her to death, but the man left cleanly. At that moment, she finally realized the mistake she had made. She used the way she thought she could get close to that person and wanted to do her part for that person, but in the end, she found that the distance between them was getting further and further out of control, and even the back shadow that she could have gazed at was disappearing little by little. "Maybe it's just because I want to climb up and get closer to that person. Unfortunately In the end, it seems that I used the wrong method. " At that time, Jiang zhaorou didn't know what was wrong with her. When she looked into her clear eyes, she might feel that she had found something to pour out, or she might have expected that this time she might not be so simple, so she unconsciously said what she really meant. Jiang zhaorou was shocked and looked into her eyes. For the first time, she found that the woman she had always been jealous of was not as simple as she seemed. Maybe she just hid all her insight in her heart, just to point it out at the right time. "Why Why are you not really a bad person? Why did you do so many bad things at the beginning? " What Jiang zhaorou didn't expect is that Xia Yuqing's next sentence made her completely unable to laugh. Jiang zhaorou was surprised for a moment. After all, for so many years, few people have asked her this question. They asked her whether she was hurt or not, and whether she could survive when she encountered something difficult to solve? However, this surprise only lasted for a moment, followed by some negative emotions, this woman is this let her angry, clearly do not know anything, clearly do not know what the situation, but also can say so shaken words, it is really funny and disgusting, want to tear her innocent face, completely destroyed her clean. "Isn't your injury not well? Doesn't it matter? " Xia Yuqing and others obviously did not expect Jiang zhaorou to appear at this time, with obvious surprise on their face. Want to send people quickly, but hear the woman some worried about the inquiry. There were a lot of these people, but they lost a lot when they were in Ye kingdom. Now there are few left. However, it is enough to hold them back. Jiang zhaorou only hesitated for a moment and then made up her mind to stand on the side of Xia Yuqing and others. Therefore, when she learned that Xia Yuqing and others had boldly and openly run to the prison of the Ministry of punishment to break the prison, she quickly gathered the guards that Ji miaoyan specially assigned to her when she left the capital of Shu. The action of the long princess is bigger and bigger, and Jiang zhaorou's heart is more and more difficult to calm down. She knows that once Princess Chang gains power, Ji miaoyan still can't escape her control, and the only one who can turn the situation around and stop her is When Feng tingye and others mention the reward, she doesn't hesitate to hand over the evidence that the Third Prince of junior high school gave her. In her eyes, nothing can be more important than that person, even if they want their own life. As long as they can guarantee that person's integrity, she will offer it with both hands! Thinking of this, Jiang zhaorou can't calm down any more. Now she takes advantage of the outside garrison to escape from Ji's mansion and seek the help of Xia Yuqing and others. Although it may seem silly, she can only ask them at that time. When Jiang zhaorou got the news, her heart suddenly trembled, and she felt an unspeakable fear. The eldest princess could put Ji miaoyan under house arrest because she was in her way. Would she remove Ji miaoyan mercilessly in the near future when she felt that Ji miaoyan had no use value? After all, she could poison her own uncle without changing her face. But what Jiang zhaorou didn't expect was that the eldest princess would be in trouble ahead of time. For Ji miaoyan's unwillingness to collude with him and seek to usurp the throne, she put her nephew under house arrest without hesitation. Facts have proved that her choice to cooperate with Xia Yuqing and others is the only right thing she has done in recent years. Everything is developing in the direction she wants. What she lacks is just a foot in the door, but the most important thing in the world is variables. But at that time, she had no choice. She couldn't watch Ji miaoyan fall into other people's trap little by little. At that time, she never thought that the last person who helped her would be the one who had been hurt by herself. What's more, she never thought that the child she couldn't see for a moment was the one she wanted to use and nearly hurt. After knowing the truth, she couldn't help sighing that nature made people!However, this matter has not come to an end. The danger will not disappear without mentioning it. Jiang zhaorou knows that her strength is too weak to compete with the eldest princess. For today's sake, she can only try her best to find allies who can compete with her. The answer is yes. He won't believe it, and it may cause danger for him. And she, the most intolerable is because of their own and let him in danger, so she rational choice of silence. Not to mention that the eldest princess is the person's aunt, but herself Will he believe it if he comes up to him and says something like this? They are not as honest as they were many years ago. Even if they said it, could he believe it? At that time, she was sure in her heart that the eldest princess and them were just making use of each other. Think clearly of this she is almost instinctive, then want to run to Ji miaoyan in front of everything. But soon she restrained her impulse. At first, Jiang zhaorou just doubted, but later, she saw with her own eyes that the eldest princess could help Ji miaoyan escape from the influence of the assassination, but she didn't. She would rather study for the despicable Xize than say a word for Ji miaoyan. She watched him be demoted three levels. It turns out that the real enemy has always been buried beside them, holding their throat with claws, but bewitching them with blurred illusions, and working for them. Jiang zhaorou will never forget how shocked she was when the third prince grabbed his ankle with blood in his hand, told her everything and handed over the evidence to her hand. It turns out that It turns out that the man's biggest worry all the time is that the old general's death is not the fault of the Minister of Ye, but a situation, a situation in which all of them are designed to be victims and stumbling blocks for someone's resentment! The Third Prince of Shu is the half brother of the emperor. Jiang zhaorou has always known that this man is ambitious for the throne, but she never thought that the third prince would be so bold and openly arrange for people to lurk around the emperor to assassinate. What's more, she didn't expect that this incident led to a too shocking thing. This kind of day by day, no progress, stagnation, until Another storm broke the peace. She is still standing behind the man as before, staring at his back, but can no longer wait for the day when he is willing to open his heart. Jiang zhaorou suddenly felt that she was extremely ridiculous. After so many years, she climbed back to the origin, but she could only watch the other side getting farther and farther away from her. She was standing in the nearest place to the man, but suddenly found that there was a thick wall between them, which blocked all their tacit understanding and trust. Jiang zhaorou's meticulous identity has been exposed, so she can't go back to Ye's country. After the injury, she returns to Ji miaoyan. This used to be her dream, but she found it was the beginning of another kind of torture. Later, Jiang zhaorou learned from the conversation of the people on the side that Ji miaoyan met the Minister of ye that day in the mountain stronghold. Originally, Ji miaoyan's troops may not have no chance of winning when they meet with Ye's troops. However, the real change was not the strength gap between the two armies, but the sudden appearance of his royal highness. Before that, his royal highness was hiding in his own motorcade and was able to escape the search of those who came to find her in Shu. As for the cause and effect, I have an unshirkable responsibility. No wonder No wonder he was so badly injured that he didn't even come to see him. I think he was very angry. After waking up, she didn't see Ji miaoyan, which makes Jiang zhaorou feel a sense of loss. However, it's lucky to be able to recover her life under such a serious injury. She really shouldn't expect too much. Jiang zhaorou didn't expect that she was still alive. When she woke up again, they had already returned to Shu, the strange and familiar residence in her memory, but she was in a coma for half a month. Is it an illusion? But she should be content to hear him call her like this before she died, even if it was just an illusion. With that thought, Jiang zhaorou tried her best to lift her lips and fell into the darkness. Xiaorou Is that person who once called his own name, but has not heard him call himself like this for many years? Jiang zhaorou felt that her consciousness was gradually blurred because of the excessive loss of blood. When she fell into the darkness completely, she seemed to see a slightly familiar figure running in front of her. At the same time, a vague, slightly worried low cry sounded in her ear: "xiaorou." Once again, when she was tripped by a rock and fell to the ground, she could not get up. There was a trace of self mockery on Jiang zhaorou's face. In the end She ended up like this. But she is not reconciled, not reconciled, why at this time will be so eager to see that person's face? She is not the opponent of those people at all. She tried her best to escape. Dragging his seriously injured body on the rugged mountain road, feeling the blood oozing from his waist and abdomen bit by bit, just like his life slowly passing from his fingertips, I can't grasp it.Jiang zhaorou doesn't see the scene of Ji miaoyan meeting that person. At that time, she is taking advantage of everyone's attention to be attracted by the army brought by Ji miaoyan to sneak into the stronghold and try to recapture Xia Yuqing who escaped from her own hands. Everything was going well, but at the critical moment, Feng tingye and others arrived in time. In order to make up for the mistake, Jiang zhaorou decisively chooses to follow Ji miaoyan to the stronghold. However, Feng tingye and others catch up so soon, and they become one with the powerful mountain bandits. The most important thing is that the Minister of Ye, who killed the old general in the rumor, appears this time. Maybe it's because being beaten is too unexpected for Jiang zhaorou. She almost runs away and leaves the room. She doesn't find the worry and guilt of the people behind her at the moment when she turns around. Since she was with this man, he has never touched himself. This is It was the first time he hit her. At that moment, Jiang zhaorou suddenly wanted to cry. She clearly Clearly want to try to close to this man, but why she at that moment she felt that they were getting farther and farther away? "What did I tell you? Now the situation is turbulent, you and I must not act rashly to provoke others. As a result, you just take my words as the wind in your ears. It's strange that you can succeed. Now not only did you not bring the lady back, but you also alarmed the snake. All that we've done before is in vain, in vain! " At that time, Jiang zhaorou did not expect that Ji miaoyan, who was supposed to be in Shu, would appear in front of her again. When she saw her first face, she slapped her to the ground. After all, she is too much for herself. Less than a month after Xia Yuqing was kidnapped, Jiang zhaorou didn't wait for Feng tingye and others to catch up, but he was defeated by a group of mountain bandits and had to flee. Yes, jealousy! Jealousy of this woman, who is obviously of humble origin, is also regarded as an abandoned child by her relatives. But why can that woman keep her childlike innocence and the greatest tolerance and spontaneity to human nature, and look so radiant? Why can that woman be so lucky to meet the man she loves, who also loves her and is willing to hold her in the palm of her hand, and have their own children so happily. But she seems to be dragged into the abyss by the dark vines, can only stand alone behind the person, blindly chasing the person's back. Jiang zhaorou doesn't understand why she caught Xia Yuqing on impulse at that time. Although it's because of King Ye's importance to this woman and the royal family's flesh and blood in her stomach, only Jiang zhaorou knows that she is jealous. Ji miaoyan is also preparing to return to Shu after knowing that their plan has been exposed and cannot be implemented smoothly. As expected, Rui Wang's useless straw bag didn't do anything to make ye Wang's headache after all, so it was easily cleaned up by Ye Wang. Jiang zhaorou hears a hint of irony in the man's words, and her heart aches. Sure enough Sure enough, in this person's eyes, she has become the pronoun of vanity, can no longer trust the insidious person. But this road is her own, no one can blame. He said: "zhaorou, you have worked hard for so many years. After that, I will explain to the Lord that you will return home and be prosperous. You can have whatever you want. No one dares to look down on you any more. " Jiang zhaorou tries to control clearly, maintain the apparent calm, explain the whole story clearly, but only she knows clearly, the beating heart in her chest has already betrayed her. However, Ji miaoyan's next sentence is like a basin of cold water pouring her heart. Compared with five years ago, the young man is more mature and bold. However, because of this, he seems to be particularly alienated. At this time, he is no longer the young man who was suckling and relied on general Ji, but the young general who really inherited the mission of the Ji family and carried the whole future of the Ji family. And she is no longer close to call him childe, and can only respectfully and alienated call him adult. After five years of separation, there is an insurmountable gap between them. At that time, Jiang zhaorou's blood was boiling. She looked at the face she hadn't seen in five years. Knowing that she shouldn't trespass like that, she was always reluctant to look away. At that moment, it is undeniable that Jiang zhaorou was excited. After several days of anxious waiting, I finally got the news that the man asked her to meet somewhere. Everything went very smoothly, except for the strange number of the little princess of Xia who was in peace with her. Send the specific situation back to Shu as before, but unexpectedly get the news that the man has arrived in Ye country in person and is ready to meet him in the near future. At that time, King Rui colluded with the people of the snow kingdom to seek to usurp the throne. Jiang zhaorou disguised as a fine work of the snow Kingdom and handed over to King Rui, waiting for an opportunity to sow dissension between them, so that the kingdom of Ye and the snow Kingdom fought against each other, and the kingdom of Shu benefited. The days passed in hopeless waiting. It was five years later when Jiang zhaorou got the news from Ji miaoyan. After a few years, she never saw Ji miaoyan again. What's strange is that many years of separation did not make Jiang zhaorou's influence on him fade. Instead, she engraved him in her heart for fear of forgetting.It may be ridiculous to say that at that time, she just thought that even if she could not stand side by side with that person all her life, even if she could only look at his back and be left behind by him all her life, even if that person could not touch herself all her life. This body has to be guarded for him, just for him, even if he doesn't know it at all. In the next few years, Jiang zhaorou lived a daily life of greeting and sending, but no matter how difficult the guests were, she still abided by her bottom line and never handed herself over completely. At that time, she secretly sneered. How could she be trapped in the dust like duckweed like this brainless mother? But who would have thought that a few years later, she would step into that kind of cannibal place herself. She would flatter and laugh with the piano skill that the woman forced herself to learn in order to attract her favor. It's ridiculous. But she did not have a trace of complaints about this, just to do her best to catch up with the man. Love is really the most elusive thing in the world. The woman was not favored, and was humiliated by the main room. Before she died of serious illness, she was alone by her side. At that time, she held her hand and said: "once I welcome a guest for a prostitute, I will never be innocent again. Rou'er, you need to remember that in the future, you must not repeat your mother's mistakes. You know, as long as you go in that place once, no matter whether you are innocent or not when you come out, you will be despised by the audience for a lifetime. " In fact, the woman who never put her mind on herself, who never beat or scolded herself since she was a child, did not leave any deep traces in her heart. The love between mother and son is so cool that she almost forgets the existence of this person, only one. Jiang zhaorou successfully arrived at ye and became a singer in Funan, the border of Ye. Going deep into the tile house, feeling the feeling of being loved by thousands of people, Jiang zhaorou suddenly thinks of her mother who has been in the dust for many years. Ji miaoyan may not know that he had unconsciously built a cage with his unique tenderness and locked her completely in it. He could not escape and did not want to escape. In prison, she can only weakly wait for his occasional look back, and give up everything for this simple look back. Jiang zhaorou finally took a look at the towering city building behind her, and a light ripple appeared in her eyes. At the moment when she got into the carriage, Jiang zhaorou's face was covered with an obvious self mockery. I think that person has now regarded himself as those who love vanity and do everything for glory and wealth. The day Jiang zhaorou left Shu, Ji miaoyan didn't appear at all. Jiang zhaorou felt his obvious anger for the first time, and her whole body collapsed on the ground. She couldn't help feeling a little regret in her heart. But once this road has gone, it will be hard to turn back. After a long silence, Ji miaoyan replied to her: "since you want to go, go." At the end of the speech, there was no time for Jiang zhaorou to react, and she waved her sleeve away. Ji miaoyan didn't speak, but Jiang zhaorou saw from his eyes the complexity she had never seen before. At that moment, somehow, Jiang zhaorou found that she was expecting Ji miaoyan to reject her. However, she was disappointed. Just want to one day be qualified to stand beside you, and will not be said that I drag you down, insulted your reputation. Jiang zhaorou hesitated for a moment, looked up into his eyes and said, "young master, I just want Everyone looks up to me and wants everyone to stop talking about me. " Inevitably, Ji miaoyan was surprised. Looking at Jiang zhaorou kneeling in front of him, he only asked: "why?" Jiang zhaorou listened to the man's words and hesitated for a whole night. After all, she went to find Ji miaoyan and volunteered to go to Ye country. Many years later, when she knew that the man was the spy that Princess Chang had put in Ji miaoyan's side, she knew that she had been used. Unfortunately too late. After listening to that man's words, Jiang zhaorou couldn't help but be moved. She has been denied since she was born. What she wants most is the recognition of others. Besides, the most important thing is that the person stabbed her weakness - Ji miaoyan. What she didn't want most is that she implicated him. It's also strange that Jiang zhaorou was too naive at that time. How could anyone in the world show kindness to others without any intention, especially this person was hostile to her not long ago. "But if you can take the initiative to tell the young master that you are willing to go to Ye country to do detailed work and collect information for the young master. In the future, when you get revenge, you will not only be kind to you, but also become a great meritorious official of Shu Kingdom. At that time, no one will say anything about your identity, and no one will dare to look down on you and think you are a burden to you. " The man's merciless words and slightly disgusted eyes reminded her of the days when she was in Jiangfu. Almost every day, she was receiving similar abuse and gaze. Although her heart was shaking, she didn't expect that the man added another sentence. "Miss Jiang, you should know that staying by your father's side with your family background will only be a stumbling block to his great future, and your existence will become a blot on him."Three days later, the counselor who proposed that day appeared in front of him. She knows that this person is not good at coming, but she doesn't know that he came to tell her Ji miaoyan obviously also heard the implication of the counselor, and did not make a statement on the spot, only led the topic to another place. Jiang zhaorou temporarily escaped a disaster, but this matter has not come to an end. Jiang zhaorou's heart trembles. She knows that most of these counsellors are carefully selected by the old general to help Ji miaoyan. She also knows that most of these seniors look down on their humble origins and feel that they have confused Ji miaoyan with some indecent means to stay with her for such a long time. At the moment, they look at them like this, don't worry I want to "That's right, young master. Only when we know ourselves and the other can we win a hundred battles. If we can know every move of Ye kingdom in advance and find out the news about the young man of Ye Kingdom who has harmed the old general, it will be very helpful for our future plans!" The counselor of the next head said that he took a look at himself. "Do you mean that someone can go deep into Ye's country and observe Ye's every move for us, so that we can wait for the opportunity?" Ji miaoyan, who is in the upper position, has grown up rapidly in the short period of half a year. He was still young half a year ago, but now he has shown his edges and corners, which makes Xi habitually stand behind him and watch him silently. Jiang zhaorou is deeply surprised. Jiang zhaorou just watched him change. He was forced to take up the responsibility of surpassing his age because of the death of general Ji. He was blinded by hatred and vowed to get rid of the young Yeguo who killed general Ji. However, she could do nothing but watch him suffer Struggling, struggling, more and more far away from themselves. Until For a moment, the whole atmosphere of Ji's family changed dramatically. As general Ji's favorite grandson, Ji miaoyan knelt in front of general Ji's army for seven days, so that he fainted and was carried back to his room. When he woke up, he completely changed from a young man to another man. The death of general Ji forced him to grow up quickly. When Jiang zhaorou was 16 and Ji miaoyan was about to turn 16, something happened to the Ji family. General Ji, who had been the pillar of the Ji family, suddenly died. Day by day, Jiang zhaorou thought that they could go on like this all the time. She stood by each other's side silently. She didn't ask Ji miaoyan how to care about her. She only asked Ji miaoyan to look at herself once in a while. However, it is impossible for the goddess of luck to be always with her. Although Ji miaoyan is always uncomfortable to tell himself that he is worried that he will not know anything, and that he will be humiliated if he takes it out, she can see some shyness and embarrassment in that person's eyes. At that time, she thought that there were such awkward boys in the world. It was so lovely. Jiang zhaorou thought that Ji miaoyan's bringing herself back was just a whim. At most, she would let herself be a little girl sweeping the floor, chopping firewood and cleaning up the house in his house, leaving her in the backyard to survive. But she didn't expect that Ji miaoyan would take her with her no matter where she went in the future. Not only that, sometimes Ji miaoyan will teach her something when she is happy. Her calligraphy and painting are different. Later, Jiang zhaorou finally learned from others the true identity of the young man who had given her the first ray of light in the dark and made those officials still fear. Ji miaoyan is the grandson of general Ji, the only son of the family, the future heir of the family, the cousin of the eldest princess, and the youngest son of the family. At the moment of being held, Jiang zhaorou keenly felt the warmth of each other's hands. That kind of feeling is like a person who has been frozen for a long time. Suddenly, he touches the warmth he has never had before. He can easily become addicted only once. Jiang zhaorou suddenly raised her head and looked at the young man standing in front of her and holding out her hand. The dazzling sunlight projected down from above him, as if it had plated a layer of light for him. Jiang zhaorou seems to be tempted by something. She slowly reaches out to the hand in front of her eyes. "After that, you will be my son's man." The young man gave a cold hum. He did not pay any attention to the officials, and stepped forward to stand in front of Jiang zhaorou. After hearing this, the officials bowed to their knees in a hurry and said, "what does Master Ji say? It's not only that the person he wants is not a death penalty, but also that he is a living person. No one dares to say anything." Without waiting for them to finish, the young man interrupted their words impatiently, and his delicate eyebrows picked up: "why, I want a girl, and I'm embarrassed by some adults?" The officials looked at each other. They were in a dilemma: "this..." "I'll take this girl." Young slender knuckles white and beautiful, knuckles clear, a look is used to eating rich and beautiful, loved by all the young master. The officer of the execution ground didn't expect that there would be complications at this time. He was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly welcomed the young man: "young master Ji, this is..."The high raised butcher's knife stopped just a few centimeters above Jiang zhaorou's neck. Jiang zhaorou raised her head in a puzzled way. Against the light, she could see a young man who looked younger than herself not far away. It was this young man who stopped the butcher's action. "Wait a minute." Just when Jiang zhaorou thought it was all over, he heard a gentle voice coming from a distance. At the moment when she was crushed by the executioner, Jiang zhaorou slowly closed her eyes. Without a trace of resistance, she obediently accepted the established result. At the moment when she was sent to the execution ground, Jiang zhaorou suddenly felt very relaxed. She looked up at the sun hanging above the Meridian Gate. The dazzling and warm feeling made her feel very comfortable in the dark and cool place for a long time. Clearly in the line of life and death, Jiang zhaorou's lips are slightly upward, and her whole body is filled with the joy of liberation. When Jiang zhaorou was 14 years old, master Jiang, who had already worshipped Lingnan weaving, was sued to the capital for embezzlement and recklessness. Even if he sent someone to investigate, the evidence was conclusive, and all the people in the Jiang family were killed. At that time, she only felt that she was living at the bottom of the darkness. Every day when she fell asleep, there was darkness in front of her eyes, and when she woke up, she might not see the light. She lived carefully, feeling that if she was careless, she would be pulled into hell by the demons and monsters who constantly stretched out their claws towards her, and she would never live beyond her life. However, what she never thought was that at this time, the variables that changed her life came quietly. In those days, on the one hand, she had to face the abuse and ridicule of other sisters and the main room, and on the other hand, she had to face the abuse of her biological mother. At that time, as a child, she was used to ridicule and pain early. This situation did not change until her mother who lived in her dreams died. Jiang zhaorou's mother is not a sober enough person. She fantasizes that one day she can get master Jiang's favor again. She throws herself on master Jiang and never cares about her. What's more, if he doesn't hit or scold Jiang zhaorou by the way, he simply takes Jiang zhaorou as an outlet for his failure. Jiang zhaorou's mother said that she was good-natured, but that she felt too good to see the situation clearly. When you gain power, you are like a flower of kaolin. You don't make friends with anyone. You are arrogant. After losing power, naturally everyone wants to step on it. The main room of the Jiang family is also a famous jealous woman. She has long been disgusted with Jiang zhaorou's mother's complacency. When she got the chance, she would bully her mother and daughter. Master Jiang married a main room, countless concubines, and gave birth to many children. Unfortunately, all of them were women, not a man. As soon as there are more girls, they are more and more worthless. Except for the two girls who were born in the main room, they can get some attention from master Jiang, the others are basically abandoned children. But she is just a concubine. She has to have that favor to take Joe. Helpless, Jiang zhaorou's mother even attributed the fault to Jiang zhaorou. She resented her failure. Why not a boy! Although Jiang zhaorou's mother was born in a brothel, she was once a miss of everyone. Later, because of a series of changes, she fell into the dust. In addition, after arriving at the brothel, she became a cash cow of the whole brothel because of her excellent talent and appearance. She was held in the palm of her hand by the Madame and those patrons. She had a high nature. How could she stand such a cold reception? When Jiang zhaorou's mother was welcomed into Jiang's mansion, she was once in favor, which made those jealous women in the backyard of Jiang's mansion envious. It's a pity that the young lady is old, and Jiang zhaorou, who she gave birth to, is still a girl. Before that, Jiang zhaorou had three sisters. So, it wasn't long before her father, who was fond of the new and tired of the old, abandoned his mother and fell in love with other women.