He has lived in the dormitory building here for a year, and he knows how bad the dormitory conditions are in Jiangcheng No.1 middle school. Although he survived because of the noisy atmosphere... Later, when more students choose to live in the school, they will inevitably complain about the accommodation conditions. Therefore, the leaders of Jiangcheng No.1 middle school welcome Wen Zijin's donation.

Refusing to have dinner with the school leaders, Wen Zijin calmly walked around the campus, directly saw the experimental building, and then stopped.

He looked at the top floor. If he jumped from it, what would it feel like? If you die once, it's OK. It's just a moment's pain. If you don't die, the bone will stick into his organs, right? Maybe all the bones of the whole body are scattered and need to be nailed back

After that, his body will produce countless sequelae. Maybe every rainy day will start to hurt, he can't run, he can't walk like a normal person, and his body will be full of countless ugly scars

Later, he saw the book that the girl read.

Then, he found out that the "she" he was waiting for had left a message for the girl when she had been here before, telling her that death was very painful, and it was not as she had imagined that death would be a relief and a complete end.

The girl was afraid of pain and gave up all of a sudden. Only in these three years can she continue to live in peace.

In the past three years, although he did not appear in front of her once, he always let people stare at the girl's every move, because he wanted to find out when she appeared? Does it really have to be, as she said, three years before it reappears?

Therefore, he always sent people to stare at the girl. Therefore, he saw the message that ran Mu Xun left to the original owner and a book that she recommended written by a suicide man. He described how painful he was to live after he failed to jump from a building and how regretful he was when he was on the verge of death, Slowly found their own happiness and meaning of life.

He waited for her, even did not leave him anything, some just a word, let him wait for her for three years.

But I left so much for that girl.

And he even had to go through the girl to see what she recommended.

He saw it too, very carefully.

He is not afraid of such pain, because if he does it with the heart of death, then after the failure, he will give himself a knife to ensure that he can die faster and will not suffer the pain of the loser.

However, he knows why "she" left such a message to girls.

She was afraid that the girl would die.

This made Wen Zijin very jealous.

It turned out that she was not only afraid of his death, but also afraid of the girl's death.

In this way, isn't he unique?

He knew that his jealousy was unreasonable. After all, if the girl really died, wouldn't she never appear again? She didn't want the girl to die. She was protecting herself and seeing him again in three years.

Although it was clear, Wen Zijin was very jealous at the thought that he was not the only one.

In the past three years, he did not dare to appear in front of the girl. He was not afraid that he could not help but regard her as what he wanted. Instead, he was afraid that he would envy her and hope that she would disappear so that "she" could come back... He was afraid that he would do something he shouldn't do.

He was very successful.