Chapter 3061

"Think clearly," Bai Shan slightly raised his chin and said, "although I want to live, people inherently die. I just want to live up to my conscience and live a calm life. If I can't, I'll die well."

Zhou man thought so at that time, so the two of them came to the capital bravely and went into the palace again.

Now, although the gratitude and hatred have gone away from them, the great wish made by Guan Qiao, who had figured it out at that time, has not changed.

He still hopes that he will live up to his conscience and live a calm life in the future.

Bai Shan asked yin or, "do you understand?"

Yin or smiled and said, "No."

Bai Erlang turned to look at him, "don't you want to understand that you are so happy?"

"But it's no longer my problem," yin or said, "whether I live or die, I don't regret this life. If I don't understand, it doesn't matter if I don't understand all my life."

He used to want to live, but more often he wanted to die.

He felt that living was suffering, but he was reluctant to let him die. He clearly came to the world as an adult, but he had to leave without time to do anything.

He had never been outside the capital. The farthest place he reached was Shiliting in the suburbs of Beijing. He went to see his father off when he was a child.

When he was dying of illness, he dreamed of that scene back and forth in his dream. It was obviously a very ordinary road, a very ordinary roadside Pavilion and trees, but he just kept thinking and thinking. In his dream, he rode on a horse and left without looking back, leaving the capital, his family and even himself behind.

The man on the horse seems to be him, but it doesn't seem to be him

When he woke up from his dream, he thought, why on earth is he still reluctant to die?

Obviously, living is so painful. When you grow up and leave children, you will die, or die in such humiliation. Why can't you just die now?

He thought for a long time to understand, because he wanted to be the "yin or" who rode on a horse and didn't look back.

Although he still didn't become the yin or, he still remained in the crowd, but he could really walk out of the ten mile Pavilion and down the long official road.

He had been to the western regions, and now he went to Qingzhou and saw the sea. At this time, he was dead. Although he would still regret, he would not be so unwilling.

Bai Erlang looked at Yin or, then turned his head to see Bai Shan. The smile on their faces flashed his eyes, then he hummed and turned his head to look at the sunset.

He said, "I don't want so much, just have a good time."

Bai Shan looked at him with a warning and said, "don't write your fairy miscellaneous notes, otherwise I won't care if you are happy."

Bai Erlang was silent. After a long time, he suddenly jumped long and ran out for a long distance before shouting at him, "that's my book. You can't change my manuscript!"

Bai Shan:

Yan or burst out laughing, Bai Shan couldn't help asking him, "have you seen his manuscript?"

Yin or shook his head, "I read the journey to the west, but I didn't see the miscellaneous records of immortals."

Bai Shan frowned and decided to go back and ask Bai Erlang for the manuscript.

In the evening, they were stationed here. The servants slept in the thatched house and were very nervous. "Won't we be caught and go to jail?"

"No, no, isn't it that the road has been dug and rebuilt? Everyone else has gone back, but we still stay. "

"Who's to blame? It's not that you cut corners. If the road you built was not so bad, could we be left by adults to repair it? "

"Fart, do you think you can run away?"

"I went out to dig mud. How did I know you were building roads like this?"

"Anyway, none of you can run away. Think about how much less soil you dug before. It's all on you."

The others in the room panicked, turned over uneasily and asked, "will we really be caught and sent to prison“

"It may also be exiled. Those who commit crimes are either in prison or exile?" A humanitarian: "always, you can't cut us down because we haven't repaired the road?"

"No, don't scare people. I think the county magistrate is very good to us. I've served for five years. This is the first time I can eat enough when I'm in service."

"Yes, the county magistrate doesn't look like a bad man."

"I didn't say the county magistrate was a bad man. Aren't we the bad guys now? Isn't it natural for the county magistrate to deal with bad people? " There is humanity in the dark: "I just think we have done bad things, and we can end well?"

He said: "although the county magistrate is good to the servicemen, he is also cruel to the bandits. Before Dajing village, those who were beheaded were beheaded and those who were exiled were not all caught and none of them fell?"

"Well, what shall we do?"

Bai Shan yawned, blew out the candle, closed his clothes and lay on the creaking wooden bed. He said to the left and right: "don't talk a little, go to sleep."

Bai Erlang asked, "when shall we go back? I think so. "

Bai Shan put his hands behind his head and sighed, "do you think I don't want to go home? Look at their laziness today. It's estimated that it will be repaired until the day after tomorrow. We'll leave when we deal with them. "

After a pause, he said, "why don't you go back tomorrow?"

He thought it was a good idea. He said, "you can go back and help them."

Bai Erlang: "is it helping Zhou man?"

Bai Shan gave him an elbow, "respect, that's your elder martial sister."

Bai Erlang couldn't help sitting up from the bed board, "that's still my sister-in-law! Don't bully me. Hum, I won't go back. If I go back alone, they will talk about me and think I'm lazy! "

He wants to be clear, but that doesn't mean he is willing to go back and be scolded.

Bai Shan felt that he was lazy again, so he wanted to talk "truth" to him. Yan or smiled and was about to pull them apart. Outside the room, he shouted, "what do you want?"

The three people in the room froze, looked at each other in the dark and got out of bed immediately.

Outside the house, the bodyguard shouted, "bold, adults rest here. Don't you get back quickly?"

Bai Shan grabbed Yan or and turned to Bai Erlang and said, "you stay here with Yan or."

In the moonlight, he couldn't see clearly, but Bai Erlang nodded, then stretched out his hand to firmly grasp yin or, and said to him, "let him go. His kung fu is better than us. He also learned the stick technique from Jiechen. Now he is strong and it hurts to hit people."

Bai Shan has opened the door and went out.

Fang Xiancheng and Cui, who lived next door, hurried out in their clothes. Seeing so many people gathered in front of the thatched house, they immediately shouted, "what are you doing here late at night? Not yet! "