Chapter 204

After Dr. Qi left, Chen ang sat in front of the experimental platform and fell into meditation. He placed his consciousness in the body of ordinary human beings, which made Chen ang feel dull and dull for a long time, and even the speed of the breadth of thinking was limited.

It's like being unconscious and delirious because of a bad cold and high fever.

The body feels like wearing a thick cover. It can only vaguely observe the external situation. The agile thinking in the past is dull like an idiot at this time. Chen ang moved his limbs and walked out of the laboratory. In the eyes of others, he was still agile, but only Chen ang knew that he was changeable.

You can't see the electromagnetic radiation in the air, you can't hear the background gravitational wave of the universe, you can't control the molecules, atoms, nuclei, hadrons, bosons, fermions that make up your body, and those complex knowledge in your memory can only be recalled slowly by the human brain.

The environment that can be observed is only a small section of light radiation and mass. He can't see infrared and ultraviolet rays, and can't hear infrasound waves and ultrasonic waves. Chen ang feels constrained on an island in the vast dark matter environment of the universe, and the narrow space makes him particularly uncomfortable.

Because the research task is extremely confidential, Chen Ang's laboratory is in the avenger building. The interior of the building donated by Stark industry is beyond recognition. The defensive structure occupies a lot of space, and the activity area where the Avenger is located is always the most convenient location of the whole building.

"Dr. Chen." just as Chen ang passed the activity area, someone stopped him.

"Peter, what's up?" the person who came was the little spider. He rubbed his hands uneasily and said nervously, "can I take a picture of you? My work needs some photos of celebrities. Doctor, you are the hot spot of the next Nobel Prize..."

"Then you're really busy! You have two jobs, heroes, righteous police and newspaper reporters." Chen ang posed and asked Peter to take a picture. After smiling, he asked him, "then why don't you accept Nick's invitation? If you don't say that becoming an avenger has rich subsidies, your job will be more decent. Even if you don't want your family to know what you're doing, Nick will cover it up for you."

Hearing this, Peter hesitated. "I don't know what to think, doctor. Maybe I don't want to be separated from this society. My family and friends are ordinary people, and the identity of superhero makes me farther and farther away from them. So I need an ordinary identity to balance my responsibilities and life."

Chen ang nodded to make him understand. He took the little spider into the activity room and said to him, "then you will feel very tired. The conflict between the two identities will make your life worse than death."

"Yes, doctor, I already feel it." Peter covered his face wearily.

The activity room is a place for ordinary heroes to rest and entertain, so there is everything here. Chen ang sat down on the piano stool next to him and said seriously to Peter: "Peter, we are different from ordinary people..."

He tried several notes under the piano and said, "for ordinary people, they work hard all their life, but we can easily get what they pursue. For example, there are millions of people around the world learning the piano, and tens of thousands of people devote their souls to love it, which is their dream and goal."

Hearing this, the little spider nodded again and again. His girlfriend Gwen was a young man of literature and art. When he dated him, he listened to the concerts and records of those performers.

The best performer has everything ordinary people dream of - career, wealth, lofty reputation and status.

Piano is considered to be one of the most elegant music and a stepping stone to the upper class. Many people struggle in this field all their lives and give everything they have.

"But actually, what is it? It's just a movement of knocking on the keyboard." Chen ang smiled: "music is a perceptual statement. In short, it is sound waves. Playing the piano is nothing more than knocking on the keyboard at the right time, causing the mechanical movement of the piano hammer and sending out sound waves on the steel wire and steel plate!"

"Music is the fluctuation of the air. It is not playing, but super ability to let this kind of air fluctuation carry feelings. The so-called feeling in music is nothing more than cheating yourself."

"Is this...?"

The first time he heard such a statement, Peter couldn't react for a moment.

A series of smooth notes flowed out of Chen Ang's hand. It was more beautiful than Peter said he had heard anyone play. Chen ang took out one hand and looked at Peter sideways. He didn't look at the keys. Complex and standard notes flowed out from under his right hand.

"Ordinary people's ability is too poor. They can't grasp the timing of pressing the keyboard and remember the order of pressing the keyboard, so they put on Chinese clothes for this simple action and give them all kinds of sacred meanings. Raise it to the level of art. But playing the piano is simply playing the keyboard in order. It's neither artistic nor complex."

Peter could not help being shocked by Chen Ang's crazy words, but also stood up appalled by Chen Ang's current behavior.

With one hand, Chen ang played the "ghost fire" known as the piano ghost hand.

Spider man's senses are more sensitive than ordinary people, but what he hears in Chen Ang's piano sound is obviously more pleasant, or Chen Ang's handling of details is more delicate. After all, not any pianist can appreciate the piano beyond the limit of human perception.

"Shock? You can do it too! Look at my hand," Chen ang said

In Peter's eyes, Chen Ang's speed is not fast. His every move is clear. Moving and playing on the keys is like slowing down dozens of times. Chen Ang's percussion strength, timing and muscle movement are printed in Peter's mind. He knows that he can copy it at any time as long as he wants.

"We are different." Chen Ang's calm voice came out from the sound of the piano: "human beings have to work hard to form muscle memory. Among them, those with outstanding talents, the knowledge and skills they can remember and learn with hard work are easy for us."

"The skills they are proud of, the things they have racked their brains to learn, sports, music and work skills, are just simple imitations for you. You can feel the world thousands of times more complex than them, your vision can see the mites on your girlfriend's face, your hearing can hear the sound of a mosquito flapping its wings for thousands of kilometers around, and your smell is like falling in the city The source of stench, your taste can taste the disgusting taste covered by spices in the food... "

Chen ang only recovered the super five senses Peter tried to forget from his memory, which made Peter nausea. He pushed Chen ang away and ran to one side to retch.

And Chen Ang's voice is still cold to say these facts.

"Tell me, Peter! Do you still love your girlfriend when you see her thick pores, smell her stench, feel her dirt and bacteria, hear her fart, and taste her shit molecules on the tip of your tongue?"

"I can love her!" the little spider struggled.

"It's different! Peter, it's different!" Chen ang sighed.

"From the moment you change, everything is different. Do you think this is the trouble brought to you by superheroes? Yes, with this factor, an ordinary person will feel at a loss and will be changed after the living environment changes. If they enter another social class, even their three outlooks will be changed."

"It's just a change in the environment," Chen ang said.

"What you are suffering now is just the impact of another lifestyle on you. If you are willing to accept your superhero status, it is not even much more difficult than graduating from college. Just like stark, you can easily accept this change and even love it. But there are different things..."

"The change of your essence."

"You have a contradiction with the world. Your way of thinking and behavior are human, but you are different. You can pretend to forget. You can pretend that there is nothing different from ordinary people except superpowers, but this can not change your extraordinary essence. You are completely different from human beings physically."

"Believe me, time will change you. This change will torture you until your personality, three outlooks, character and cognition change from ordinary human beings to adapt to your special needs."

Deep in Chen Ang's consciousness, there was also a ripple.

From the depths of his memory, he found those old, as if from the corner of his memory thousands of years ago, the past self.