Chapter 138 - Fragile

"WHAT the fuck, Dana?!" Noah's voice filled the hallway as he saw Dana inside his unit.

He looked like he also didn't expect her there. But I'm not buying it now. I stood up and gave him a cold expression.

He's a liar. I can't believed I made myself fool for his acts. If he wants to get back to his ex, then he shouldn't toy with my feelings like this!

He's such a playboy!

"Why? Didn't you let me in last night?" Dana smirked.

"Yes, but I didn't tell you to--fuck! You even wore my shirt! Damn it!"

He dropped the plastic that he's holding and attacked Dana inside. I wonder what kind of act is this...

He let Dana spend the night in his unit? And he's also there? Who's kind of human being will let their ex sleep in the unit after their long break up? Fuck it. I'll gladly kill them.

And I don't think they didn't do something so..err.

"Noah," I called.

His eyes immediately fixed on me for that. I don't care what he might think about this but, he deserved it.

I took a step forward and slapped him on his face. I've never done this in my entire life. And I didn't expect that It would hurts so much knowing that he's the first person who received it.

"R-raine.." His eyes widened while holding his cheeks.

It turned red as soon as I took off my hand on it.

"How could you do this to me?" I looked at him with a disgust expression. "L-let me explain baby.." He tried to hold my hand but I quickly took a step backwards. I didn't want to be near him again. I felt ashamed and stupid..

"You don't have to explain what kind of cheating is this Noah. I saw what you both done. And I'm not stupid to feel how you avoided me these past few day.." A tear escape from my eyes. "So this is the reason, huh?"

I wiped my tears and turned my eyes at Dana who's now pursing her lips on me. Her arms are crossed while she's leaning on the wall.

Oh god.

"Hear me out first please... I can explain--"

"How can you explain this? No one would ever believed an excuse for an evidence like this!" I gave him a dark expression. "You're such a liar and a cheater Noah!"

"Raine..you said you trust me.." He's also crying now. But I stayed strong for that.

"Of course, I trust you.." I sobbed. "But you broke it.."

I wanted to understand him as long as I could but..this is too much. Would you believed an excuse if you saw your boyfriend's ex-girlfriend inside his unit?

That would be a stupid alibi.. He can't fool me.

"Baby.." His voice cracked.

"Are you happy now?" I turned my eyes at Dana. "Are you happy that you already take him back now?"

"Of course, I am. He's no good for you after all." She smirked.

"Ah.. So this is how you talked to a queen?" I sarcastically said.

I went closer to her and immediately grabbed her both ears. I pulled it so hard that It might ripped in so much force.

"Ahh!! T-that hurts! N-noah!" She shouted so I pulled it more.

"You darn bitch. I'm gonna kill you today!"

"S-stop! Stop!" She tried to push me away but I tightened my gripped more.

No one could ever stop me, even Noah. I've endured enough for this and it's time to beat people now.

"Raine.. Please calm down!" Noah tried to come between us but I didn't let him.

"Stay away from this or I'll kill you too!" I shouted at him.

"Go. Raine! Ripped her ears so she couldn't wear any single earing anymore!" I heard Sam's voice behind.

I bet she also wants to beat Dana but but she's giving the chance to me.

"Stop fighting! Please Raine, calm down!" Noah shouts.

"Are you shouting at me?!" I glared at him. I'm still holding Dana and I don't have a plan to let go of her.

"N-no.. Please--"

"Don't speak! It makes me want to kill you!"

I know I'm harsh today but no one will blame me. She cheated on me and that really hurt me and even my pride.

I gave him so time but he took it to spend times with his other girl. I tried to understand him but he took advantage of it to stab me on my back.

I felt humiliated..

"Let's break up!" I shouted and pushed Dana on the wall with a great force.

"WHAT?! NO!" He shouted.

I wanted to slap him again for refusing like that. He's the one who made a mistake but he has the audacity to act like this?

Wow. What a shame!

"You have no shame, do you?" I sarcastically said.

"Hear me out baby, I can't explain for everything! It wasn't what you think! She manipulated me!"

"Wow! It seemed that you didn't agreed for this!?" Dana interjects.

"You shut up bitch! Come here and I'll teach you a lesson!" Sam grabbed her hair and dragged her inside.

"Aww! What kind of wench are you--"

I heard a hard slap inside. I bet she's already asleep now.

"Why is it so hard for you to believe in me, huh? You always accused me with the things you're not sure enough to act childish like this!"

"Wow! Coming from a cheater like you! Who's childish? Me? Huh! You're funny bro!" I rolled my eyes.

"If deciding so easy like this made my worth dissipate, then you didn't really love me.." His face looked sad.

"Who are you to say that? Why? Do you know my feelings, huh? Do you think this is easy for me?!" My eyes watered again. Damn it! "You didn't know me enough to say that!"

"And you also don't know me.." His legs fell on the ground. "I love you but..how can you.."

"Don't act like a victim here. It doesn't suits you," I was about to leave but he reached my right leg and hugged it.

"Please..don't leave me baby..I c-can't..I n-needed you.."

"You don't need me. Maybe you're just thrilled because a mere employee likes you this much. I'm just really a loser for loving you this much."

I meant being cold to him. It make sense right? I drew a line between us so I wouldn't be hurt like this anymore..

The pain was suffocating me that I just want to end it..

"No, don't go.."

"Goodbye, my baby.. This maybe the hardest thing to do, but I'm letting you go.." I smiled bitterly. "You're now free.."

I tapped his shoulder and this time his grip loosened which made me free from his grip.

"Let's go, Sam." I turned my back at him.

I was holding my tears for awhile and I didn't want myself anymore.

We left them there and started to go inside the car. I was too preoccupied during our ride, so Sam has to talk to to everytime.

I'm not complaining tho..

"You don't need a jerk like him Raine, so stop thinking about him starting this day," She said as soon aa we reached the couch inside our apartment.

"What happened to you?" I heard Jess's voice behind but I didn't looked at her.

"Sam? Is she sick?" Gia asked.

I wanted to be alone but I don't think they would let me go after seeing me like this. They might attack Noah and Dana after hearing everything. That's why I'm too afraid to tell it to them..

"She broke up with Noah," Sam answered it for me.

"No way! What happened?" Jess's voice sounds doubtful.

"Can you fucking tell us? We're not a fortune teller to guess everything!" And now Gia's mad.

No matter how they react, I'll have to accept it. They're my friends after all, they will definitely understand it.

"Noah and Dana c-cheated on m-me.." I broke down and started to cry.

I realized how shit it was to feel the pain right now. Fuck! This is worse than the past heart break that I experienced from him.

I feel like someone's choking me when I said that. It hurts so much that I just wanted to forget the pain..

"WHAT THE FUCK! WHAT DID YOU SAY?!" Jessy's face looked startled.

She stood up and I saw how she clenched her jaw in so much anger. Gia was just quiet on the side but I can see how her face changed into a cold one.

"Just let them be.. I don't care anymore, I'm too tired.." I smiled bitterly, but my eyes are still crying.

"H-how? I mean--I thought he's o-over her?" Jessy looked confused. "And that bitch have the guts to stole him away from you?!"

"Just let them be..T-that's fine with m-me.. I'm not the one who made a f-freaking sin.."

"She's right girls. It's Noah's loss because he did it to her. She might not be enough for him. What a jerk." Sam offered me a glass of water.

I drank it and when I've had enough, I started to cry again. It's just so hurts inside. I wanted this pain to stop but I don't know why..

The pain was just too strong that I can't even stop crying..

"Shh..come on, just sleep in your room.." They lead me inside my room.

They're extra careful today that they're afraid to hurt me. It was really painful that I just wanted to sleep and forget the pain..

Fuck it. This heart was just too fragile.

To be continued..