Chapter 483

"I know you are the most talkative!"

I patted Nanshan on the shoulder with my hand, and there was a little bit of blush on my face.

"Don't praise me too much. Maybe one day, I will fall out with you because of something! If there is such a time, it's too late for you to hate me. How can you feel that I'm worth it? "

"No!"

Fu Nanshan took the initiative to hold my hand, with a trace of self-confidence in his eyebrows.

"You are my person, I may not guarantee that you will do according to my idea in work, but emotionally, you will never betray me, because leisurely your love for me is beyond everything!"

I never knew that Fu Nanshan would trust me so much.

"What's the matter?"

Fu Nanshan put his hand around my chin and looked at me with a trace of worry in his eyes.

"Is there anything wrong with you? If what I said is not enough to reassure you, we can get the license now. In this way, we can also save some other troubles! "

"No hurry!"

I pressed his arm. "It's better to be serious about marriage. Nanshan, there are some things between us that really need to be run in well, and then we can enter the palace of marriage! "

Fu Nanshan's face collapsed in an instant.

"Why is it so complicated? Our relationship is not already very good, how suddenly you refused to get married? Do you have any worries about me? "

"I'm not worried."

I faintly looked at him for a moment, with a trace of helplessness in my eyes.

"I just think we can get in touch as much as lovers, but we don't have to change the name. Nanshan, when you become a couple, you will have some different feelings. I Not yet. "

Maybe it was my words that made Fu Nanshan feel upset. There was a little coldness in his eyes.

Looking at him like this, I feel very sad.

If it wasn't for the worry that there would be a lot of gossip after marriage, I wouldn't do it, but Nanshan couldn't understand my mind and always treated me with an uncertain attitude. This situation made me unable to choose to marry him immediately and put my life in the hands of this man.

There may be a lot of risks in the future, but if we can't reduce this risk to the minimum, everyone will pay a great price for it.

I took Nanshan by the arm and analyzed the relationship of interests to him.

However, Nanshan said no directly.

"If you don't want to marry me, I didn't ask you to agree immediately. I know, now you think I have a gap with you. You don't want me to pester you all the time and delay your future, do you? "

"What nonsense?"

I feel very angry about what Nanshan said.

"Am I the kind of person who forgets his righteousness at the expense of profit? You and I realize that now, can't you even grasp my character? Fu Nanshan, you keep saying that you love me and care about me, but what are you doing now? "

Fu Nanshan stood up and looked at me with more disappointment in his eyes.

"I want to love you, too. But, please tell me, every time I want to be nice to you, what do you do to me? You know that what I want is to marry you and have a stable home, but your choice is to give up! "

"It's not that I want to give up, it's that I can't change that."

In the face of Nanshan's disheartened appearance, I could only sigh and stretch out my hand to support his shoulder, "forgive me for not being able to do it well. After all, in my heart, there are too many things to consider."

Fu Nanshan felt speechless about this, and once again he grasped my shoulder with his hand. There was more sadness in his eyes.

"Think less about it. You are always so tangled, can only let the relationship between the two of us go further. Who do you think it hurts? "

"I I don't want to

For Fu Nanshan's inquiry, I bowed my head a little uncomfortable, "I don't want to hurt you. However, compared with our future emotional problems, we'd better take precautions now. What do you think? "

"Not at all!"

Fu Nanshan directly refuted my words, and his eyes were more unhappy.

"Even if there is a problem, you can deal with it slowly after marriage. Why do you have to be prepared in such a short time? Do you think you can change everything by doing these things well now? Naturally, there are problems after marriage! "

Of course, I know what he said is true, but even so, I still have my own worries in my heart.

"Nanshan, what you said is really reasonable, but for me, there is something in my heart about marriage. I always feel dissatisfied if I don't arrange things completely. "

"What about me?"

Fu Nanshan thought for a while and looked directly at me."Do you think I'll be happy? Leisurely, if you doubt the future like this, you can only make me feel sad at the bottom of my heart. How can I have the determination to face difficulties together in the future? "

I think about his words from the bottom of my heart.

To say that Nanshan doesn't love me, it's true that everyone will feel aggrieved.

Since I lost my memory, Nanshan has always accompanied me with a kind of concession attitude. Even if my attitude is extremely bad, it still can't make him give up his determination to be with me.

While I was meditating, Nanshan grabbed my arm and filled my eyes with some discomfort.

"Don't give up the chance to be with me, OK? Leisurely, marriage is not a nightmare, but the beginning of our happiness. I will not be a man who makes you sad. I will also change my excessive attitude towards others. As long as you are willing to stand on my side, I will change it! "

"Stop it."

For Nanshan's anxious attitude, I immediately put my hand on his shoulder, brow locked for a while, and then spoke again.

"I didn't say I didn't want to marry you. Nanshan, I just need a little time. I know that you love me very well. However, please give me a little freedom and let me deal with everything and be with you at ease, OK

After hearing these words, Nanshan immediately raised his head.

"Is that true? Leisurely, as long as I know your heart and I, that is enough. Don't worry, I won't urge you any more. As long as you have the idea of getting married, I will be stable. As for what happened to Darlene, I will go to apologize to them in person when their anger has calmed down a little. "

When I listen to him, I feel relieved.

"Since you said that, I won't embarrass you any more. I just don't have a dinner party tonight. Why don't we go to a western restaurant and have steak?"