Chapter 389

Ever since I broke up with Fu Nanshan, Simon said that I was just like a changed person. He was very strict with all the employees in the company. Every employee who saw me would like me not to see him. Otherwise, he would be criticized.

This emotional shift makes me feel uneasy.

In fact, I don't want to be so hateful to the people around me. Instead, I want to be friends with them and be able to tell them the truth.

Unfortunately, I am in the most important position in the company. All the employees treat me with awe, including Ji Rou, who used to be very good with me. Now they are estranged from me because of fan muyuan.

Although I know in my heart that emotion cannot be explained in a single word, once there is a crack, there is really nothing to repair.

Every loneliness in my life is for me to taste. That kind of taste is really hard. It makes me want to throw away all my pride and start a new life.

"What's the matter?"

Looking at Simon who suddenly came in front of me, I gave him a bad look.

"Can you stop standing in front of me so suddenly? Although I'm not timid, it doesn't mean I won't be scared out of trouble by you. Simon, you're not going to help Darlene. Why are you coming to me now? "

Simon made it clear immediately when he heard me ask.

"You don't have to guess any more. It's one thing for me to be with her, but it doesn't mean that I will go to her company, so please don't insult me..."

"Insult?"

For him, I was in a bad mood. I reached out and hit him hard on the shoulder.

"Simon! We have known each other for many days. Why don't you understand me after all? I don't think it's an insult to your dignity or anything to help her after you've been with her. I'll... "

"All right!"

Simon waved his hand to me with a kind of irritable mood in his eyes. He told me not to say such polite words all the time. It felt like everyone's relationship had been broken in an instant.

In fact, I know from the bottom of my heart that some things can't be put off like this, because doing so can only make the problem more serious, and there is no other possibility.

I approached Simon again, still frowning.

"I don't say anything about you, but this time, please forgive me for not being able to do as you think. I have to do things according to the original rules, otherwise..."

Simon stares at me for a long time and suddenly smiles.

"It seems that you still haven't changed. It's me. I always thought that you decided to be a bad person, so I had a lot of thoughts about you. But when I saw you angry for Fu Nanshan's scolding, I knew that... "

I interrupted Simon, smiling and waving to stop him.

"It's all in the past. Why do you say it again? Simon, you remember, I can't be worse than anyone for my friendship. Even if the memory is gone, I will not let my conscience be eaten by the dog, so please remember that

Simon bowed his head. He was in a low mood, obviously because I was angry with my scolding attitude.

I took his hand again, and there was a little comfort in my eyes.

"You are my friend, I hope you are happy, really!"

Simon also thanks me after that, but I feel that the relationship between the two people has really changed, completely unfamiliar.

Maybe I was not good to Simon before, so Simon is so indifferent now, but I always feel that some things can really be avoided, do not need to make everyone so embarrassed.

No one can say for sure what will happen in the future. What we can do is to grasp the present.

I gave Simon a light smile and patted him on the shoulder.

"Needless to say, since you still want to work here, I'll give you this opportunity. But you must remember, sometimes, people can't do wrong, wrong step by step, wrong step by step

Simon's face is not very good-looking, but I think I'm right. After all, I have a clear conscience for Simon in both public and private. However, what I don't know is what Simon thinks in his heart. If he can't let go, it's useless for others to put all their thoughts into it.

In fact, life is a large testing ground full of all kinds of intrigues. When we struggle to get it, we find that what we lose is far more than what we get.

What people need to live is nothing more than fame and status, but now that I have them, my only idea is to have some intimate people around me. Unfortunately, such a small requirement has become a kind of extravagance. How can I not make people feel sorry?

Because I didn't want Simon to worry, I forced myself to smile at him, but Simon took the initiative to break the deadlock.

"You really don't have to. Leisurely, in many cases, I believe that what some people are more willing to do is to find a truth. If they are all like you and want to fool them with a smile, what's the meaning? ""I didn't fool you!"

For Simon's words, I felt very uncomfortable and clenched my fist again.

"Don't treat me like that, OK? Simon, you can have your own happiness, but please remember that you are not the only one who will have emotions, so will I! "

"All right!"

Simon waved to me, sighing and shaking his head.

"As for you, you don't have to stress so much to me all the time. Anyway, in my heart, I know what I should or shouldn't understand, and I don't need to cover it up. If you can, I'd like you to learn to let yourself go, just like Diane

Darlene?

I listen to such words, fist slowly clench, whole face all red.

"You don't think I'm as hypocritical as your darling now?"

"No

Simon still shakes his head, but I can see that there is a real scorn in his eyes.

In order not to let my own mood out of control, I let Simon go to work and sit there with his head in his hands. My whole mind was in a mess.

It's only a little time since we quarreled with Simon. How come our relationship seems to have completely changed now? Can we say that for the sake of a loved one, we can really be cruel enough to throw away all our friends around us?

I don't understand, but most of the time I can understand Simon.

If I can do it myself, I can say it rightfully, but unfortunately I can't, so I don't think it's right to ask others.

I got up slowly. I looked through my mobile phone and found that it was all short messages from Fu Nanshan. After hesitating for a while, I still felt that I wanted to meet him and at least make my heart clea