Chapter 324

Love?

I listen to this word, only feel absurd.

If there is anything in the world that I can't rest assured about, it will never be love.

After experiencing so many joys and sorrows, I realize that life is not easy. If I lose consciousness just for love, I can only make myself to a point where there is no way to retreat.

I don't know if there will be any new changes in the days to come, but one thing I'm sure is that love is like poppies. Once it's contaminated, it's going to be provided for all its life. Besides, there's no way to save it.

Simon saw that Fu Nanshan and I were in a stalemate with each other, so he took the initiative to push him.

"Well, I said, are you finished? Leisurely doesn't want to stay with you any more. Don't you give up? "

"Enough!"

Fu Nanshan gave Simon a sidelong look, as if he was going to eat him.

"Look what?"

Simon's face was tinged with disapproval.

"Don't think you'll stare, so will I. Just, I don't want to make leisurely embarrassed, so, I'm lazy to take care of you. You can rest assured that I will never do anything to hurt others. It will never be dangerous to get along with me leisurely. "

"Just talking, not practicing fake moves. You think you can change your destiny? I tell you, you can't give leisurely the life you want, just like you. Only I can give her a happy day

"Dream!"

Simon also complained about Fu Nanshan. He clenched his fist and looked at him with a strong hostility.

"I won't let you continue to hurt leisurely. Leisurely once sacrificed so much for you. Now, I must change this state and let her walk out of your shadow! "

"You bastard

The way Fu Nanshan and Simon wrestled really caught me off guard.

Although in time to pull them apart, but can not help but see that they make each other very embarrassed.

Simon wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth and glared at Fu Nanshan.

"If it wasn't for the leisurely face, I would have beaten you down!"

"Is it?"

Fu Nanshan sneered and raised his sleeves, "do you want us to try?"

"Have you had enough?"

In the face of Fu Nanshan's quarrel in my ward, my mood is naturally better.

"It's too bad of you to force me in this way, isn't it? Fu Nanshan, I really don't understand you! You already have so much. What's the dissatisfaction? "

"Without you, everything I have is just a shell. Leisurely, my heart has never been able to settle down. That's because I'm worried that you can't love me all the time. Can you really understand this complex emotion? "

"I understand."

Gently nodded to Fu Nanshan, my eyes a bit more complex emotions.

"But that's not a reason for you to bully Simon. Over the years, without Simon's help, I would never have achieved what I am today. You believe me, at any time, I do not want to hurt anyone, but in addition to other people's initiative to provoke

"Well, what are you talking about?"

I stopped Simon and stopped his fight with my eyes.

In fact, I can probably understand Fu Nanshan's mood. After so many efforts, I found that there was a knight like person around me. No one would be happy.

The meaning of life is always not clear enough, but as long as we can adhere to the yardstick of our heart, everything will not exist.

"Simon, Nanshan, you all get out of here!"

My words angered Fu Nanshan. When he came up, he grabbed my arm and asked me why I didn't give him a chance and why I had to drive him away.

In this regard, I clearly express that I don't agree with him and I can't go on. The more important reason is that I don't expect to continue to be a lover with him at all, because he will bring me a lot of hurt in addition to the feelings between men and women.

"You..."

Fu Nanshan was embarrassed.

I can clearly read what heartache is from his eyes.

However, life is not in constant dramatic changes? Is there any small twists and turns that we have to struggle with, or seek for life and death?

I don't understand, and I don't want to.

In fact, a lot of times I know that Fu Nanshan wants to find me back is not necessarily because of love, more likely because a man has a strong desire for his own woman, never give up on himself.

It's really hard to let go of this complicated feeling.

"Leisurely. I don't believe that you have no feelings at all! You tell me, what kind of thoughts do you have and how do you intend to change the current situation? Do you think Simon is your best choice after you leave me? I don't believe you've never been such a womanIn the face of his words, I couldn't help laughing.

"Maybe I'm not as perfect as you think."

I approached Fu Nanshan, touched his chin with my finger, and made a little more banter on him in my eyes.

"You don't know how much I'm looking forward to your jokes now. Once you let me suffer humiliation, now I finally give you all. Fu Nanshan, you should never dream that I was the one who made you fall down at last? "

"Ha ha, yes!"

Fu Nanshan waved his hand to me with a smile, and his eyes were deeply agitated.

"I really don't dream that you are the last one to cut my heart! What's more, you will continue to pierce my heart with this attitude when I am full of holes, and let me fall into a kind of madness and sadness. "

"Maybe that's our destiny."

There is no gentleness in my eyes, just a little sympathy when I look at the past.

Life, is originally wrapped by intriguing plans.

No matter how good the relationship is, one day it will end because of differences in interests.

What's more, Fu Nanshan and I had cut off contact with each other three years ago. Now even if he told me that everything was a misunderstanding, how could I easily believe it after three years of training?

as like as two peas, Fu Nanshan and I knew that it was impossible for us to return to the same time as we used to be, because all of us have already assumed the mask of hypocrisy, and have played various roles in front of all kinds of people in order to survive. "Four

Maybe this kind of life is ridiculous, but it is true that more than 50% of people live like this.

After taking a deep breath, I went up to hold Fu Nanshan and looked at the whip mark on the back of his hand.

"If we don't look back, I don't know if we can get better?"