Chapter 282

Didn't you win or lose?

I looked at fan muyuan in a daze, and felt that every word he said now had his deep meaning, as if the guy who used to be cynical and only knew how to hurt others had disappeared.

For all this, in fact, I can not accept, and even, there will be a feeling that he is pretending to be kind.

Fan muyuan seems to understand this. When he looks at me, he has a light sadness on his face.

"It's impossible for you to forgive me at once. I know how much resentment you have in your heart. It doesn't matter. I'll wait until you believe me

I twisted my eyebrows and thought for a moment, and asked this guy what he would do if I didn't believe that he had changed all my life.

Fan muyuan was slightly stunned, then he gave me a smile and told me his answer clearly.

"No matter what you think, I just want to be myself, that's enough. Although, I will have such a trace of regret, but I am very clear, as long as paid, then this life is worth it

Is it worth the effort?

I began to think about whether I had judged my feelings correctly for so many days.

Perhaps, fan muyuan knows more about love than I do, because his every action represents his persistence in feelings, and this persistence can't make me angry.

I stretched out my hand to support my forehead. After some careful consideration, I began to consider whether to re position my feelings with Fu Nanshan, because the times are progressing, and the mode of feelings is no longer what I thought.

"Your face is so red, isn't it uncomfortable?"

When I heard fan muyuan say that, I touched my forehead with my hand. Then I found that I had a fever.

"Too bad, I seem to be ill!"

"It's not like, it's really sick!"

Fan muyuan came over worried and grabbed my hand in his arms.

"Why don't you know how to treat yourself better? Look what you've done to yourself? No, I must take good care of you, or I will be beaten to death when Fu Nanshan comes to take you back

"Wait!"

I interrupted fan muyuan and asked him uncomfortably what he meant and why he wanted to make a choice instead of me.

Fan muyuan didn't have any emotion, just calmly told me that one day, Fu Nanshan would leave with me, and he must be a free and easy person.

"Don't be surprised!"

Fan muyuan interrupted me and came up to me with a smile. He made it clear that he just wanted to love me well, instead of asking me to do what he likes. He felt that to really love someone is not to let the person he likes be bound for a lifetime, but to let her be completely free.

Is this guy really open?

I don't know if fan muyuan did this to test whether my heart is with him or not, but I really can't answer now, because there are so many worries about Fu Nanshan that I can't go back to him immediately.

Even if I knew that Dailin would dig traps for me and Fu Nanshan anytime and anywhere, I could not respond to Fu Nanshan's love before I opened my heart to accept Zhao Xiu.

"Anyway, thank you for helping me understand what I want!"

Fan muyuan laughed awkwardly.

"Leisurely, I'd rather you didn't say these two words to me. Because I used to owe you countless things. "

Looking at the embarrassment on fan muyuan's face, I suddenly feel that this man actually has his loveliness.

"It doesn't matter. I know you are really good for me. Fan muyuan, I don't care about the past. I hope you don't think about it, OK? "

Fan muyuan stared at me for a while, as if he understood something. He didn't continue to say those words of apology, but just stayed with me.

Looking at his shy appearance, I suddenly had an idea in my mind.

If I didn't have my sister and Fu Nanshan didn't meet me first, would I like this man?

According to common sense, fan muyuan was a very shy man at the beginning. He would feel nervous when talking to me. It seems that such a person is not to my taste.

However, without those things, I also know that this man will not become what he is now. He can have a bright future, and all this has disappeared because of my selfishness.

Thinking of this, I lowered my head in chagrin.

Life has always been imagined by no one.

I wiped the tears from the corner of my eyes. After a moment's silence, I opened my mouth to fan muyuan.

"It doesn't rain now, can we go?"

Fan muyuan flurried open the door of the telephone booth and went out first.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to be rude to you, I...""You are not impolite."

Looking at fan muyuan nervous, I smile.

Although everything seems to be different now, I think maybe this is a good start.

Fan muyuan's gentleness may enable me to find a more suitable object for him. In this way, I can make up for the lack of my heart, so as to make up for my previous cheating on him.

However, I know that fan muyuan certainly does not like me to introduce his girlfriend directly, so I don't plan to do it now, so I can't get the time to lift a stone and hit myself in the foot, which is not worth the loss.

"What's the matter with you?"

Fan muyuan stares at me a little puzzled.

"Leisurely, I found that since you were with me, you always lost your mind intentionally or unconsciously. Is there anything you can't let go? If so, don't hide it. I don't want to... "

"All right!"

I waved to fan muyuan and coughed awkwardly.

"I'm fine. I just thought about something. During the journey, fan muyuan has decided to travel. What can I do? "

Fan muyuan thought and made his choice.

"I can't get out of here. I promised my parents that I would keep my home. So I can't travel until I get ahead. Leisurely, I'm sorry! "

"Nothing!"

I gave a thumbs up to fan muyuan.

"If you think like this, it means that you have grown up. In this way, although I have to travel far away, I won't worry too much about the situation on your side. Fan muyuan, I hope the next time I come back, I can see that you have your own achievements! "

Fan muyuan's face showed his bright smile.

"Don't worry, I won't let you down. No matter for whom, I will try my best to pursue my future. No matter how hard the day is, I will never give up! "