Fu Nanshan was silent for a while, and slowly grasped my hand, with an unprecedented feeling of fatigue on his face.

"Since your attitude is so tough, let me make one last request. Before breaking up, you go out with me for a tour. No matter whether this tour can move you or not, I will not complain again. "

When I looked at him like this, there was an indescribable feeling in my heart.

Although every time Fu Nanshan felt a little heartache, I was really too tired in this relationship, so at this moment, I thought more about how to comfort, not how to find a chance to get away.

It's true that I'm emotionally weak, but what can I do? No one stipulates that I have to give my all for such a man, and no one can force me to make all kinds of choices.

I bowed my head and pondered for a while. My heart seemed to fall into the boundless darkness. That kind of taste was really bad.

Fu Nanshan put his arms around my shoulder again, and there was a trace of fatigue in his eyes.

"Leisurely. I really hope you can stay with me all the time, but I know that your heart is broken by me, so I don't expect you to accept my request to marry you soon. I just hope you promise me to go out for a walk, OK

In the face of his stubbornness, after some meditation, I still choose to agree.

Fu bao'er on one side is obediently close to Fu Nanshan.

"Dad, you have a good time. I'll go back with my grandparents first."

Fu Nanshan touched the child's black hair and moved his eyes.

I knew that he didn't really hurt the child. All he did was to let me go back.

This kind of situation, really let me inexplicable anger, even his face has a trace of unhappiness.

Fu Nanshan could see my mood, but he squatted in front of Fu bao'er and patted him on the shoulder.

"Baby, listen to your grandparents at home, don't be naughty, you know?"

"Well, I know!"

Looking at the housekeeper taking the child away, Fu Nanshan came towards me again. The blazing eyes made me resist.

"You, don't do that!"

Fu Nanshan laughed at himself and walked slowly towards me.

"Leisurely. I just want to have a good talk with you. Why are you so nervous? Relax, I don't want to hurt you, and there's no reason to hurt you, so please don't feel so bad, OK

Listen to such words, my lips are a little trembling, eyes are constantly transferred to other places, in order to achieve a sense of peace.

When Fu Nanshan's hand supported my shoulder, I didn't push it away, but let him lean on himself.

In fact, I don't resist the existence of Fu Nanshan. What I'm worried about is that I can't integrate into my previous life.

Looking back on the time when I was with him, Fu Nanshan always gave priority to his own ideas, so that I could not follow his own heart, so I would have 10000 reasons to refuse to be with him.

Reaching for my forehead, I pondered for a long time before I made a choice.

"It's OK to travel with you, but I'll tell you first. It doesn't mean that my relationship with you can continue in the future. You have to understand that!"

"Yes

Fu Nanshan nodded to me seriously. He walked slowly to me and pulled my hand to his chest.

Although I can feel his heart beating very hard, but at this time, I didn't mean to be soft hearted, just mercilessly don't start.

Fu Nanshan's hand loosened, and his eyes became a little dim.

"Ha ha, it seems that I can't persuade you, can I? Leisurely, I don't understand you and me before... "

"Don't mention the past!"

In the face of his old relationship with me, my eyes became indifferent.

"You didn't do me any good. So, if you don't want my good feeling for you to disappear, don't make excuses for yourself! "

The four eyes are opposite. Fu Nanshan and I are like old enemies. We don't like each other very much, but we can't do without each other.

In this way, between me and him, as if separated by a layer of iceberg, no one can warm each other's heart, but each other are suffering some unnecessary damage.

When we heard the bell outside, we came out of each other's silence.

Fu Nanshan slowly came up and held my hand, with a look of expectation in his eyes.

"I think..."

"Don't think about it!"

I directly interrupted him, with a little helplessness in my eyes, and reminded him to go out as soon as possible. After all, the weather is not very good these two days. If it rains, I can only stay at home.

"I'd rather stay at home...""What did you say?"

I squinted at him and felt very uncomfortable with Fu Nanshan's attitude.

"If you can, please try again?"

"No!"

Fu Nanshan quickly waved his hand to me and apologized, pushing me into the car.

Originally, I wanted to take some clothes to change, but when I thought that it would give Fu Nanshan a lot of excuses, I quickly shook my head. I just took my own bank card and some cash and left with Fu Nanshan.

When he was driving, I was always staring at the scenery outside the window. In fact, there were countless reveries in my heart.

If time could go back to a few days ago, I might be very happy, but now, Fu Nanshan and I are starting out with the heaviest part in each other's heart. It's really not an easy thing to be happy.

"Squeak

Fu Nanshan stopped suddenly, but I still couldn't hold it, so my head hit the front passenger's baffle.

"What are you doing?"

In the face of this guy's sudden action, I frowned angrily. When I wanted to get angry, I saw that the road ahead of us somehow broke. If Fu Nanshan didn't brake just now, we would

"Damn it

Fu Nanshan got out of the car and looked at the broken road, frowning.

"This is the shortest way to Yunnan, but it's bad! It looks like we'll have to go around! "

"Wait!"

I took him by the arm and felt a little worried at the bottom of my heart.

"It's a freeway. Don't you mind going in the opposite direction?"

"There's no way!"

Fu Nanshan's eyebrows wrinkled slightly.

"Do we have to wait here all the time? No, get in the car and we'll turn around and get out of here! "

Although I was still a little nervous at the bottom of my heart, Fu Nanshan's words were not totally unreasonable. Thinking about these, I didn't continue to stop and bent down to sit in