Chapter 351

In any case, Sima Zhaoxuan died for Susu after all. Qin Buzhou was grateful to him for this, because if it wasn't for him, Susu would not be able to stand in front of him now.

Therefore, all the funerals of Sima Zhaoxuan were held according to the Royal standards. Even if he and Susu were the only people to attend the funeral, this might be enough for Sima Zhaoxuan.

Today is the seventh day since Sima Zhaoxuan died, and it is also the moment when he is about to be cremated.

Qin Buzhou originally intended to grow Sima Zhaoxuan in a geomantic treasure land, but Susu refused immediately after hearing about it. He didn't want Sima Zhaoxuan to sleep in the ground like this. This is definitely not what Sima Zhaoxuan wanted.

"No, no! You can't bury Sima Zhaoxuan like this. He's a man who likes to play all the time. How can you trap him in one place? "

Su Su said very seriously, which makes Qin Buzhou some unexpected, but under the helpless, he can only open his mouth to Su Su soft voice and ask her how she thinks.

"What do you think is the most appropriate way to let Sima Zhaoxuan rest in peace? Since he is your friend, you should know him better than I do. "

In these seven days, Su Su did not eat much besides weeping day and night.

Usually her favorite pastry, for her, has no interest, and her face never appeared a smile.

The original dark eyes, completely lost the luster, simply can not see how lively and lovely a person was.

Because of the changes on the wedding, Jiuming's wedding can only be temporarily cancelled. Now she still stays in tenggong pavilion to accompany Susu.

She wants to have her by Susu's side. Susu wants to spend this period of time, maybe it won't be so difficult.

But in fact, during this period of time, Su Su was not interested in anything, whether it was Qin Buzhou or she, all she got was just ignore and sigh.

Only after Qin Buzhou mentioned how Susu wanted to deal with Sima Zhaoxuan's body, did Susu's dim eyes finally emit a light.

Even if it is very dark, even full of tears in the end, but at least it is glorious, no longer empty numbness, like a lifeless doll in general.

"Your Majesty, is that true? I can decide for myself, what kind of way does Sima Zhaoxuan leave us? "

When he heard Su Su open his mouth to himself and say this sentence, Qin Buzhou's heart was so soft that he wanted to crush Su Su in his own blood.

Now he really regrets why he didn't protect Su Su. If he protected her, Sima Zhaoxuan would not die. Now Su Su would not be so sad and helpless.

But even so, he still nodded slightly to Su Su and spoke softly to her, "it's natural. Sima Zhaoxuan is your friend, and you are also one of the people who know him best, so you will handle his body. I think he will be very happy. "

"In that case, I want to cremate Sima Zhaoxuan's body."

"It's all up to you."

It is because of this idea that Susu and Qin Buzhou can stand not far away and watch a pile of wood burning in front of them.

But Sima Zhaoxuan sleeps peacefully in it, so serene, calm, can no longer see any banter smile from his face.

Looking at it, I don't know why, Su Su's tears gushed out of her eyes again without hesitation. Until finally, she didn't dare to see the scene in front of her. She still didn't want to believe that Sima Zhaoxuan had really left her completely, and he would never come back.

Seeing this, Qin Buzhou could only hold Susu more and more tightly in his arms and gently pacify her, "everything will pass. I will accompany you all the time in the future. I won't leave you..."

I don't know how long it took for Sima Zhaoxuan's ashes to be put in a small jar and then handed to Su Su and Qin Buzhou.

Mingming once Sima Zhaoxuan was such a smiling man. He always lived freely, as if nothing in the world could affect his daily mood.

But now his whole life is sealed in this small jar, and everything disappears with this jar

At the thought of this, the sadness in Su Su's heart surged out of control.

But she no longer wanted to cry, because she knew that if Sima Zhaoxuan was still there, she would not want to see her cry so ugly.

Thinking of this, Su Su quickly wiped the tears on her face, struggling to make her smile to Qin Buzhou, and slowly asked him."Your Majesty, can you accompany me out of the palace? I want to take Sima Zhaoxuan to a place. I think it will be a place he likes very much. "

Now Qin Buzhou could not refuse any of the conditions proposed by Susu. What's more, Susu just wanted to get out of the palace. He hardly hesitated and nodded to Susu.

"No matter where you want to go, I will take you with me."

So in this way, but only half a day, Qin Buzhou had already arranged the carriage out of the palace. Then he and Susu got into the carriage and walked out of the palace.

After leaving the palace, their goal was to go straight to the moat.

The carriage bumped all the way, but Su Su didn't stay in Qin Buzhou's arms as delicate as before. She just sat quietly in the corner, holding Sima Zhaoxuan's ashes in her arms, as if for fear that she might be lost.

The more careful he looked at Su Su, the more unpleasant he felt in Qin Buzhou's heart. He was still regretting that he realized that it was too late when Su Su left the number one scholar's mansion. Otherwise, maybe everything would have changed for the better.

However, there is no regret medicine in this world. He also bears the sufferings of Su Su. If he can, he also hopes that Sima Zhaoxuan can come back, but all this is just wishful thinking.

After arriving at the moat, Qin Buzhou took Su Su from the carriage, watched her walk straight to the river, and then opened Sima Zhaoxuan's urn.

Seeing this scene, Qin Buzhou suddenly understood what Susu wanted to do here.

"Are you sure you really want to do this? Don't you want him to stay with you?"

When Qin Buzhou asked himself, there was a wry smile on his face, but his hand didn't hesitate.

"No, your majesty, you are wrong."

As he said this, Susu got closer and closer to the river. Then he poured all the ashes in the urn into the river. Seeing it go away along the current, he felt painful.

"Sima Zhaoxuan has always been a person who likes to play, and he said that he wants to see all the wonderful rivers and mountains in the world. Now he can't accompany our children, so let him go to see them instead of us first..."

"If you keep him around me all the time, I think he will feel bored, so I'd rather give him freedom, I want him to have fun in every corner of the world... "

Even if the result is that Su Su really lost Sima Zhaoxuan.

From then on, there will never be another person named Sima Zhaoxuan in Susu's life, who will not bring her so much surprise and care, and will not sacrifice himself for her.

Everything in this world will never turn into another Sima Zhaoxuan, but Susu knows that he will always remember him, no matter when and where