5 Nothing really

Staring out at the moon shining brightly in the sky outside, I thought how stupid everything was, why was I so excited of living in this universe where a threats are like flies everyfucking way.

I sighed, telling myself that letting my mind cloud over with such morose thoughts was no way to deal. More and more lately however, such thoughts had continue to intrude into my consciousness. It was only natural to worry about what the future held for you as you yourself got on in the years of danger especially when you know about said danger, and realized you wouldn't be able to protect the friends and family you have now from the enemies forever, eventually I will be outclassed by Whis and Beerus. Sometimes though, I darkly wondered if my existence had already fucked up the world .

I scoffed at the thought as soon as it crossed my mind. It was true that my existence had been an unknown event for this universe and it might bring, violent and dangerous repercussions more than once I wondered if I was truly doing the right thing by taking Bulma as a girlfriend, she was hot yes but perhaps it was only an infatuation on my part who gave me the right to kill indirectly Trunks and Bra . The only thing that had kept me from breaking up with her aside the fact that the sex was awesome was that I was holding into the believe that this world doesn't have to be like the dragon ball world I know. That was pretty stupid.

I've been violently disrupting this universe, but the truth of the matter was that I now belong to this universe. For the first time in years, I felt a sense of relief, but I still didn't feel right with Bulma, perhaps I was too hasty with her, I should just break up with her, Is better that way, I don't want to be remembered as the one that killed Trunks.

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The next day I broke up with Bulma , she cried and punched me a lot I explain to her that what he had was the common case of the horny teenage hormones taking over, I also told her that I loved her as family, it took me a while but we broke up in good terms, after that I took Goku with me for training Master Roshi way was too slow for my liking, and Goku eagerly agreed saying that that way we could have brotherly time and train at the same time like the old days, god I love this kid.

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1 Year Later.

In time, as we lived and trained together, I had come to truly appreciate the boy talent, he didn't have external help like me with the system but he was beyond amazing, in the year we had another adventure destroying the red ribbon army alongside Bulma and Yamcha that now are dating which took her like two weeks to get over me, Jeez this lady, Goku had no problem with the army and as for me I just stood on the sidelines watching the massacre.

As always after the adventure we would go back to train, My thoughts inevitably going to the fact that Goku was stronger than Piccolo now and would probably kill the namekian all because of me. Though Goku was far stronger than piccolo he was still weaker than Raditz, at this point Goku was about as powerful as he was during the beginning of Dragon Ball Z, the gap between him and his friend would no doubt increase in short time as Goku was getting stronger and stronger everyday, and I was already at loss in coming up with new, effective training methods for my little brother, maybe he was ready for Gravity training.

As we finally finished our two years of training , I took a moment to relax and laid it back with my little brother while we waited for the tournament, and one last thought about my future crossed my mind before getting to our house in the forest that was provided by Bulma that took the job of a sister seriously. Perhaps I already made a difference with Goku and he would be better that the original stronger and more importantly smarter, I smiled slightly at that thought while looking at my little brother sleeping on my back as I walked through the forest, you know it's funny one day they are fiction for you and next one you would kill for them without hesitation. I haven't seen my original family in years while the first years without them were hard, now I'm in peace with it, maybe I should resurrect Bardock and Gine if they go wild I can keep them under control but I wasn't sure the time was quite right for a family reunion yet, maybe I should just ask Goku tomorrow after all I have the Dragon balls since the day we destroyed the red ribbon army. My little brother was still very young, and there was still time to receive love only parents could give, in their own Saiyan way, fuck it I'll do it tomorrow there is not time for a proper introduction maybe they'll like me too, and God knows I need more people on my side a lot of stuff was about to happen, and I needed to prepare.

[Goku power level = 280 (507)

Damian power level suppressed for training Goku = 600 (????????)]