V5.Chapter 51

The two of them confirmed their relationship from the year of their sophomore year in high school until they graduated from university. Although such a hard long-distance relationship failed to separate them, Cheng beihuai was like a knight guarding her side until there was no clear relationship.

At the school meeting, both of them were school bullies. One was handsome, the other was beautiful. They occupied the title of school flower and school grass in the school, and they were childhood sweethearts. Although there were many pursuers, they were always together. Everyone thought they were a couple. After a long time, such rumors spread, and they didn't deliberately explain it, but they just thought that they were a couple, There are always people who are jealous of all kinds of things.

In her sophomore year of high school, there was a girl who was also very beautiful, but she was not as good as Qiao Shiwei, and her academic performance was not as good as her, and all her family members were not as good as her. Similarly, she also liked Cheng beihuai, which made Qiao Shiwei unhappy.

Qiao Shiwei's temperament has always been that you don't offend me and I don't offend you. She is a quiet and elegant person. Many times, she won't care with her. But in the second semester of senior high school, the girl questioned Qiao Shiwei face to face about her relationship with Cheng beihuai. She looked very aggressive.

If Qiao Shiwei admitted it at that time, it means that it was puppy love, and the school would definitely intervene. If he denied it, Cheng beihuai would certainly care about it when he was present.

When people feel that Qiao Shiwei is in a dilemma, Cheng beihuai calmly gets up and smiles: "you think too much. I'm not a lover with Shi Shi, but... I'm after her, and she hasn't agreed."

At that time, Qiao Shiwei's heart seemed to be bumped by something, and his heart beat faster and faster. It was also because of that. After a lot of heart to heart, they got together naturally. Although the teacher found that they invited their parents, the parents of both sides didn't care. On the contrary, they agreed that they were together, The two of them also told the teachers who were not optimistic about them with their actions. Their grades didn't decline at all, and they all passed the examination of famous schools.

Qiao Shiwei was admitted to the Conservatory of music at that time and went abroad to study. After more than four years of long-distance relationship, they were not able to separate. One year after Qiao Shiwei returned home, when they had little success, Cheng beihuai suddenly proposed to break up, but refused to give reasons.

Qiao Shiwei refused at that time and said he wanted a reasonable reason, but Cheng beihuai's "no love" made Qiao Shiwei give up all his heart to continue questioning, and agreed to break up.

Only Qiao Shiwei can understand the lethality of "no love anymore". After six years, she seems to be able to feel it now.

But only Cheng beihuai knew what kind of mood he was in when he said "no love". From the moment he liked her, his feelings for her were pure and forbearance. But as time went by, they seemed to be back to the beginning. He still loved her in a way of forbearance. He just wanted her to be happy, It's just that it won't be the same as it was in grade two

He was so old that he never cried from the beginning of his memory, but the day he didn't want to cry was also the day that his generation would never forget.

Qiao Shiwei was holding hands by Xinghe and walked to the car. Seeing her, she said with a smile, "Dad said, I'm young and can't sit in the front, so aunt Shishi, you can sit in the front!"

Cheng beihuai goes over and first opens the door of the back seat to let Xinghe climb up by himself. A child seat is specially installed in the back seat, which is the exclusive position of Xinghe. Cheng beihuai also thinks about her safety.

After Xinghe sat down, Cheng beihuai gently closed the car door. Looking at Qiao Shiwei still standing there, he laughed and stretched out his hand to open the front passenger compartment door: "go up!"

Qiao Shiwei just feels embarrassed and hesitates a little. She still bends over and sits in the car. Cheng beihuai looks at her. Qiao Shiwei raises her eyes and looks at him: "how?"

"Seat belts."

Qiao Shi micro speechless pulled the safety belt to fasten, visual front, no longer speak.

Cheng beihuai smiles, closes the car door, walks around the rear of the car, sits in the cab, turns on the air conditioner in the car, starts the car, and drives into the traffic. Xinghe, sitting in the rear seat, looks very happy. His two legs are swinging on the chair, and his mouth is humming a familiar nursery rhyme.

The whole car is very quiet, only the sweet and tender melody of the little girl.

"Xinghe, don't shake your legs." Cheng beihuai looked at her two restless legs in the rearview mirror and said softly.

When Xinghe hears the speech, his voice and legs stop. Although Cheng beihuai's tone is very light and gentle, Xinghe knows that he is criticizing her. If she is in normal times, she will be very obedient to Cheng beihuai.

But at this time, I don't know why, because of the presence of Qiao Shiwei, Xu felt that Qiao Shiwei would protect himself. When he had a backing to rely on, he seldom became willful. For the first time, he talked back to Cheng beihuai and said with a face full of grievances: "but I'm happy to shake like this."

"Xinghe." Cheng beihuai didn't expect that she would retort her words like this. The little girl listened obediently to what he said, so when she accentuated her voice and called out her name, her eyebrows couldn't help looking at her, and the gentle smile on her face disappeared.

Xinghe knows that Cheng beihuai is angry. Wei chubaba's face droops and he can't help looking at Qiao Shiwei in the co driver's cab. But Qiao Shiwei doesn't look back, so he drops his head again.

Heart also become stuffy, only feel that such a small willful can not happen in their own body.

Cheng beihuai has always been a modest gentleman with good manners. He always pays attention to the rules in everything he does, especially the etiquette, which is also true in the education of Xinghe.

Xinghe knows that Cheng beihuai loves herself, because he is the best father in the world and the person who loves herself most. However, she has not been accompanied by her mother since she was a child. When she sees that children of the same age can jump into her mother's arms and act capriciously, she will be envious and sad.

She has no sense of security in her heart. She is afraid that the last person in the world who loves him will not want her, so she is always sensible and clever. She won't cause any trouble to Cheng beihuai, and she won't make unreasonable demands or talk back to make him angry.

Qiao Shiwei also felt something was wrong. He looked back at the little girl who was not angry at all. He laughed and asked: "Xinghe, what kind of children's song did you just sing? I feel a little familiar, but I can't remember the name. "

As soon as Xinghe heard it, he raised his big eyes, which were bright and watery, and his drooping face immediately burst into a sweet smile: "it's called lovely Smurfs. I learned it on TV last time. Aunt poetry, isn't it very nice?"

"Well, that sounds good."

"Then I'll sing it to Aunt Shishi again."

"Good."

Every child has a kind of eager to show the attitude of seeking praise, not to mention Xinghe, who is sensitive and extremely lack of security and love!

She hopes to be recognized. Although Cheng beihuai will spend time with her every day studying, telling stories, playing games, praising her and encouraging her, in a little girl's heart, the existence of her mother will make her feel safe, and she will feel no difference from her peers. She is not only a father without a mother.

But the fact is that she does not have a mother. No matter how much Cheng beihuai takes care of her, she still can't avoid her longing for maternal love.

Listening to the melodious melody sung by Xinghe, Qiao Shiwei's eyebrows and eyes smile. After she finished singing, she praised her again. Cheng beihuai, who was sitting in the co pilot's cab, looked at their relationship, but he didn't make a sound, but his handsome face, which had faded from her smile, was tinged with a gentle smile, and his dark pupil under the lens also had a soft meaning.

When we got to Luohe community, the little girl on the back seat was already sleepy, her eyelids gradually sank, and she closed her eyes when she looked at the reassuring eyes that Qiao Shiwei gave her.

Without the support of Xinghe, the car is very quiet. Cheng beihuai and Qiao Shiwei are not the kind of people who like to talk. They both like to be quiet. When they are in love, the place where they often date most is the library. They can sit for a day and feel very sweet.

Occasionally I would go out to watch movies and go shopping, like ordinary lovers holding hands.

Cheng beihuai is a person who doesn't like to express himself. He is also good at hiding things. Even if there is something unpleasant in his heart, he smiles gently and doesn't easily put his mind on his face to let people see.

Fu Jinheng actually saw this, so he felt that Cheng beihuai was also a man of great ingenuity. He just didn't like to show and fiddle with these things.

"Turn down the air conditioner in the car! Xinghe is asleep, and his breathing is not symmetrical when he is awake. " Qiao Shiwei suddenly makes a sound, and Cheng beihuai can't help but look at it. Seeing this, Qiao Shiwei stops the meeting and adds, "doesn't Xinghe have asthma?"

Cheng didn't answer, but turned down the air conditioner in the car at her request.

The car fell silent again, and they didn't speak any more. As they were approaching the section of Luohe community, Cheng beihuai didn't know whether he intentionally or unintentionally slowed down the speed of the car, and suddenly asked softly, "I haven't asked you. How have you been these years?"

His abrupt and gentle voice rang out in the car. Qiao Shi was stunned and turned to look at him with a faint smile: "it's very good." But did not ask him.

Cheng beihuai laughs, but his words are still mild: "about the last time Xinghe was ill, I didn't thank you very much."

"No, as I said, a little help." Qiao Shi slightly turned her head to look out of the window, letting the colorful neon lights pass through her eyes one by one, without any nostalgia.

Smell speech, Cheng beihuai once again looked at her, did not speak.

Soon, when the car arrived at the gate of Luohe community, Cheng beihuai was most familiar with it. Although he came again after six years, he had mixed feelings in his heart, but looking at the familiar environment of the community, he still felt nostalgic.

"Thank you very much." Qiao Shiwei unfastens the safety belt, calmly makes a sound, pushes open the door and prepares to go down.

"Poetry..."

Qiao Shi micro meal, did not look back, just quietly waiting for him.

"I'm sorry..."

This "I'm sorry" is that he owes her, the original oath, said a good life, and finally eat words, negative her.

Qiao Shiwei's body was slightly shocked, and she couldn't see her look clearly at this time. After a long time, Qiao Shiwei said slowly: "do you regret it?"

Cheng beihuai looks at her emaciated and lonely back. Her heart seems to be cut open by something sharp. She feels a little pain, but the "never" on her lips can't say it all the time.

He did not want to see her sad look, more do not want to see her clearly bitter but reluctantly smile.

This "never" means that he has never regretted his confession to her, not that he has never regretted breaking up with her.

But at this time, he didn't have any position to explain. Once the word "never" was said, it would never come back, and it would make them more and more distant.

After all, I still can't bear it.

He forbeared the idea from the bottom of his heart, still kept his original intention, and laughed: "recently, the temperature difference between morning and night in T city is big, and it's cold at night. When you go out to wear more clothes, you are afraid of cold again. Don't catch cold, go up and have a rest early! I'll send the star to you tomorrow. "

Listen to words, Qiao Shiwei all relaxed down, this is not the answer she wanted, six years, after all, still disappointed, in the heart of that expectation is also finally empty.

"Well, drive carefully. Xinghe is easy to catch cold when she is asleep. It's better to cover her with a blanket or clothes." Qiao Shiwei didn't look back, but the words from his red lips were very light and light, with an obvious sense of alienation.

Looking at her back as she walks into the community, Cheng beihuai holds the steering wheel a little tight. After more than ten seconds, he slowly relaxes. He looks up at the sleeping smart face in the rearview mirror. After a long time, he takes off his coat, unfastens his seat belt, leans back and covers her with clothes.

***

The next day, when Cheng beihuai sent Xinghe to Shiqin workshop, he didn't see Qiao Shiwei. He heard other teachers in Shiqin workshop say that Qiao Shiwei had a cold. He subconsciously took out his mobile phone and tried to dial Qiao Shiwei's number, but he finally stopped and quietly took back his mobile phone.

When I went to pick up Xinghe in the afternoon, I still didn't see Qiao Shiwei. I learned from Xinghe that Qiao Shiwei didn't come to Shiqin workshop today.

Cheng beihuai collected his mind, didn't ask much, didn't think much, hidden to the bottom of his heart worry and uneasiness, and then Xinghe went home.

The following is from January to Friday. Because Xinghe is in kindergarten, they don't have to go to Shiqin workshop from January to Friday. They don't take the initiative to find each other, and they can't see each other.

On Friday, it was the day of the Tianmo Music Festival. Cheng beihuai said hello to the kindergarten. He was late until 9:30, but he didn't know when the activity would end. He just figured out the time to leave.

He was dressed in a black straight suit, polished high-grade black shoes, and clasped a valuable high-grade instrument watch on his wrist. He put a long black woollen coat on the suit coat and went out.

The afterglow in winter is as red as blood, rendering half of the sky, and the temperature is gradually decreasing. Bursts of cold wind come, and through the clothes there is a piercing coolness

On the way to the activity site, Cheng beihuai receives a phone call from Ning Zheng. Although Ning Zheng is only in his early twenties and young, he loves music and has not been with Cheng beihuai for a long time, but he always listens to him and often says that he wants to learn from Cheng beihuai. Although Cheng beihuai doesn't agree verbally, he brings Ning Zheng with him every time he composes music or writes lyrics or points out music.

If Cheng beihuai doesn't take him to a large-scale event such as Tianmo Music Festival, he will have no chance to get in touch with this kind of event. Moreover, most of the people who participate in this kind of Music Festival are celebrities in the music industry, which can also give him a lot of insight.

Ning Zheng is not stupid either. He knows that Cheng beihuai intends to take him, so he wants to call him master. However, Cheng beihuai says that this name is not suitable for him and he does not allow him to call him master. Ning Zheng thinks this is a pity.

For the first time, Ning Zheng was a little nervous and asked him to go alone. Now that he was at the gate of the event, he didn't dare to go in, so he had to call Cheng beihuai and let him go in with himself.

Hearing the worry in his words, Cheng beihuai smiles and says, "ten minutes."

"Good." Ning Zheng also understood the meaning of "ten minutes" in his words, so he happily answered and hung up.

Indeed, after about ten minutes, Cheng beihuai's car stopped at the gate of the event. When Ning Zheng saw his black Bentley, he immediately went over. When Cheng beihuai got out of the car, he said with a big smile: "brother Cheng."

The staff on the spot recognized Cheng beihuai as soon as they saw him. They quickly came over, nodded and said with a smile, "Mr. Cheng, you are here."

Cheng beihuai nodded to the staff with a gentle smile and handed him the key in his hand: "thank you."

"Mr. Cheng, please come inside." The staff took the car keys and made a "please" gesture.

Cheng beihuai has his own music company. That studio is his. He always likes quietness, but he doesn't like people. The company's area is only three floors. It's not very big, and there are only more than ten people in it. Although the company is small, it has a great reputation. When outsiders see him, they will call him "President Cheng".

Cheng beihuai and Ning Zheng walked up the steps. Before they took a few steps, a red Porsche suddenly stopped. Cheng beihuai's remaining light just glanced at him, then stopped at his feet. His body was slightly sideways, and his eyes were all in the past.

From the red Porsche, there is a beautiful shadow, long hair that is half pulled up at will, a retro Khaki coat, a delicate and slightly cool pretty face with light makeup, willow eyebrows and Phoenix eyes. It seems gentle, but the bottom of the eyes is indifferent. It is Qiao Shiwei that he has never seen in five or six days.

When other staff members saw this, they rushed over immediately, smiling and complimenting Qiao Shiwei. Qiao Shiwei gracefully closed the car door with a light smile at the corner of his mouth. Even if he said hello to the staff, after handing the car keys to the staff, he walked around the front of the car and ran into Cheng beihuai's warm eyes as soon as he raised his eyes.