Chapter 355

It was a quiet night with the afterglow of the setting sun, the sunset glow and the breeze.

But on the highest terrace of the Pope's palace, the atmosphere was unusually dull.

It's like a cloudy day. Although it doesn't rain, it's heavy in my heart, which makes people unhappy.

The maids went in and out, afraid to make a sound, and even the atmosphere did not dare to breathe.

"I haven't paid, so I don't need to be sad..."

Bibidong lowered his eyes and didn't want Qin Jian to see her weak eyes. He just whispered, "Qin Jian, you are always like this. You can see a lot of things clearly. A word can tear people's hearts..."

"What's wrong with me? If you haven't really paid, how can you be willing to attack me because there is no sunk cost?"

Qin Jian shook the goblet in his hand, but he didn't mean any elegance. Instead, he looked up and poured it down.

"Didn't you say it's bad to drink on an empty stomach?" bibidong suddenly said.

"When you are in a bad mood, where can you care about your health?" Qin Jian put down his glass and said faintly.

"You're right. I really don't know how to be good to a person. I haven't had such experience, and I'm lack of ability in this regard..."

Bibidong poured it in the same gulp, then filled them with it, and continued: "I have too many desires and want too much. I often feel that I deserve a lot of things, whether it's the awe of everyone, or your kindness and love for me..."

Her eyes slowly sank: "because I didn't have the opportunity to control my life since I was a child, I just want to control all this now... Because I get too little in the process of growing up, and now I have such a big desire..."

"There are consequences, there must be reasons. I will be who I am now. I can't decide by myself."

Bidong looked up at him, as if hoping to see a different reaction from him.

But Qin Jian was not moved by her confession.

He just shook his glass again, then looked up and filled it.

"I didn't know you the first day. I knew what kind of person you are. I blame me... I always thought how special I am. I thought you would be different from me. I thought over time, you would slowly learn these, understand what emotion is and how emotion should be managed..."

Qin Jian poured the wine again, smiled faintly and said without temperature: "but I'm wrong. You're still that you. You won't stop your steps because of anyone. No matter what our past, whether we've experienced 100000 years of love or not, no matter how I approach you and treat you, in your heart, you're still the most important, and your desire is the most important..."

"No, not so!"

Bi bidong suddenly looked up and stared at Qin Jian with a pair of eyes on his perfect face: "I just don't understand. I haven't completely understood these, but I already understand now, just when I almost killed you!"

"Unfortunately... It was too late..."

I don't know when you come and I go. The red wine has been drunk.

But they didn't realize it. They picked up Qin Jian's purified wine, seamlessly connected and continued to drink on an empty stomach.

The waitresses looked at the quiet meals on the table and silently mourned for them

"Is it really late..." bibidong murmured.

"At least this time..."

After drinking too much, Qin Jian felt his brain swell. He held his forehead with one hand, but his voice was still faint: "at least this time... It's really late..."

"Without special circumstances, I can't trust a woman who wants to kill me..."

He rubbed his temples and stood up a little shaky.

"It's too much to drink two kinds of wine together. That's it today... It's late..."

Seeing that he was leaving, bibidong grabbed his hand fiercely: "Qin Jian, is it really late?"

Tears kept falling on her face, which was the first time she couldn't hide her sadness.

Feelings move people's hearts, but they also hurt people the most.

"This time... It's really late..."

Qin Jian didn't look at her, but slowly opened her hand.

"But..."

She fiercely stood up and suddenly stood in front of him. She looked at Qin Jian with tearful eyes: "you said clearly that you would teach me this. I won't. You promised me that no matter how bad I am, you will always teach..."

"Those words... Those words... Don't count?"

Qin Jian suddenly gasped. He just felt the huge stone pressing on his heart, which made him unable to open.

"Don't count! Don't count at all!"

He was suddenly angry and shook his hand and lifted the wine bottle on the table.

"Bang!"

The wine bottle hit the ground and debris fell on the ground.

The maids were silent.

"Why count! Why should I accommodate you! Why can't you think for me!"

Qin Jian suddenly stretched out his hand and grabbed bidong's neck in the frightened eyes of the maids. His eyes were full of crazy color.

Alcohol has made him lose control

"You! You let go of me!"

Bibidong wanted to escape, but he was unwilling to use soul power, so he had to let Qin Jian pinch his neck so hard.

A feeling of losing control of life surged up from her heart. Even if she knew she could break free at any time, she still felt very flustered.

"Let go? Why should I let go?"

Qin Jian sneered: "you also give me a good experience of this feeling. This feeling that life is not in your own hands!"

"Do you know that without her, I would really be dead?"

At the last sentence, he roared almost hysterically, roaring his eyes red, as if he wanted to break bidong's neck now.

But he relaxed the next moment.

"Cough..."

Bibidong covered his neck and stepped back, coughing a few times.

"Now, do you understand how I feel?"

Qin Jian suddenly recovered calm, but if you look at his eyes, you will find that the look inside is still crazy.

A lot of emotions are pressed at the bottom of my heart. After losing control, they will burst out.

Negative emotions, everyone will have.

"I see..."

Bibidong loosened his neck and whispered, "I'm sorry..."

"No."

Qin Jian took a deep breath. Deep in his consciousness, he also realized that his state was wrong. He resisted the violent impulse and left the terrace directly, ready to leave here.

But bidong suddenly followed up and grabbed his hand: "wait a minute."

"What are you doing?" Qin Jian turned back impatiently.

"How on earth can you forgive me? Do you really want me to die?" bidong said eagerly.

Qin Jian sneered, "do I want you to die? Will you really die?"

"I... I won't..." bibidong lowered his head.

"What do you mean by that?"

Qin Jian shook off her hand impatiently.

"But I can compensate you in other ways..."