In the first few days, she lived in a muddle.

On the first day after putting the small white porcelain jar on the cabinet, she went to work as usual. People in the unit asked her if she caught a cold yesterday, and she nodded and said yes. By the time she got off work, Deng Yilan still didn't feel at all. The idea of "Han Jun is dead" actually floated in her mind several times, but it didn't seem to touch her much.

When she got home, she took out the key to open the door and bent over to change her shoes, she shouted inside, "husband, I'll go back -"

Deng Yilan remembered. She was silent for a while, put on her slippers, walked into the dim living room, turned on the light, and looked around. There is nothing less. A pile of missing notices that have not been sent out are piled beside the TV. The dried orange peel that was not lost in time a few days ago is still on the tea table... But the house looks empty.

Now it's about the same as when he was on the evening shift. She came home and found no one at home. Deng Yilan slowly sat down on the sofa and looked up at the clock on the wall. At five or six o'clock in the morning, she can usually hear Han Jun pulling out his key to open the door. She used to hate Han Zhongyuan's night shift most, not because she was afraid of falling asleep alone, but because she didn't think he was early or late when he came back, making her sleep.

When she opened her eyes from the sofa the next morning, she washed her face and went to work without changing her clothes. There is an elder sister in the colleague who has a good relationship with her. At lunch, she also asked "when are you going to have a baby", and she also replied "I don't know yet".

The third day was more uncomfortable, because parents finally knew that the police went for questioning. The second old man went directly to the door. The room sighed and fumed. He told his father several times to smoke and go to the balcony, but she could still find soot on the ground. She still went to work. Her mother looked at it and said, "it's frightening. Why are you not afraid at all?".

On the fourth day, Deng Yilan made an account in the unit. After doing it for a while, she found that her colleagues in the office were staring at her. She wiped her face and realized that she was crying. This matter can't be concealed. The unit granted her five-day leave. Even if she asked the leader not to give her leave, she didn't want to go home, and everyone still felt that she needed to go back.

Before leaving, the eldest sister who asked her when she was going to have a baby came up with a sad face.

"I really don't know..." when she was waiting for the elevator with Deng Yilan, she sighed and said, "when is the cremation? My child will have the final exam soon, and I may not be able to go to the farewell ceremony, so I'll wrap up some thoughts for you..."

"No," Deng Yilan said, "the day after I found him, they informed me that the cremation was over. There was no farewell ceremony."

The elder sister was stunned. "The next day? But you don't mean, he -- he is -"

It's always difficult to say these words directly in front of the bereaved family. Deng Yilan felt something in her body start to stir up, stirring up the night fiercely, as if to tear her away from the inside - calm down, she heard herself answer, "yes."

"So fast, don't you want an autopsy?" As soon as the eldest sister said something, she suddenly realized that she shouldn't have said this, and added, "Oh, the autopsy must have been finished."

Autopsy. She never thought about this problem - rather, when she involuntarily remembered Han Jun's last appearance, her first reaction was to immediately suppress it. These days, she didn't even ask how it was going. She even helped investigate the situation, that is, in the early morning of the 11th. Don't you mean to let her identify the woman in the hat?

Deng Yilan was a little uncomfortable, so she called the [] Bureau. The policewoman who answered the phone had a good attitude and told her that the monitoring was being adjusted and that she was going through the procedure before; The autopsy report hasn't come out yet. Let her wait for notice.

After returning home, her parents were still there and said they would stay with her for a few days. Deng Yilan was a little grateful to her parents. When she opened the door and saw someone in the room, it was more comforting than anything.

"Either you go home and live, and I'll take care of you," my mother told her. "If this house is rented out, there will be another subsidy."

"Don't rent," she bent her head and peeled peanuts, but didn't eat them. She piled them one by one. "This is Hanjun's house."

"Then he's dead, and now it's yours! Alas, I don't care about you..." her mother seems to think it's not good to say this now. She sat down and looked at her for a few eyes, sighed heavily and said: "the child is still sad, that is, everything is in her heart. What's sad, don't be sad, everyone will have this day."

"Stop talking."

Instead, her mother got angry and said to her father, "look at her. She was picky until she was in her thirties, and she chose a short-lived one! It will be harder to find a second marriage in the future. Although people are more open-minded now, they are not afraid of divorce, but you say your husband is dead..."

Deng Yilan Teng stood up, strode back to the bedroom, threw the door hard and locked it.

"What are you talking about!" She heard her father mumbling in the living room. It's a rare time that her mother didn't answer back and didn't say a word.

After a while, her father came and asked her to open the door. Deng Yilan crawled out of the quilt and looked through the wardrobe mirror. She found that she was simply not like a person; When she opened the door, her father looked at her in a daze. Her father is not good at saying comforting and enlightening words, and he finally said it. He explained it for her mother for two more words, and finally asked her to be well, don't think about it.

"What's wrong with me," Deng Yilan said with a tear in her eyes, "he died in an ambiguous way. Before I figure it out, what's wrong with me?"

Her father opened his mouth, wanted to say something, and closed his mouth again. After going out for a few steps, he turned back and solemnly warned her, "Deng Yilan, just stay at home and cooperate with the investigation results. Don't go out and fool around by yourself."

What does "nonsense" mean? Her father seemed to be persuading her not to do something, but he didn't dare to say it directly. Maybe he was afraid to make her think instead.

Deng Yilan thought about what Han Jun finally said to her again and again, and she opened the "city traffic information encyclopedia" in her mobile phone. She typed in "TONGDI wharf" and the search results came out - she searched it once on June 6, and later posted a missing person notice, but she couldn't remember the bus number.

When closing the information collection, she saw a software called master m in her mobile phone at some time. She certainly hasn't installed this software. If she installs mobile phone software, she has to go to the software store first, pay, and connect the computer on site... How can she be in this mood recently?

Master M will flash back after opening it, and you can't delete it. After thinking for a while, she called the [] bureau again.

"... because my mobile phone only left that night,"

The policewoman interrupted her before she finished explaining.

"We installed it," the other party said. "If criminals contact you, we can detect the other party's message. Don't touch it."

Technology is really developed, which can also be detected. Deng Yilan hung up the phone, looked at Master M's icon for a while, and secretly hoped that the woman in the hat would call her now, just in time to bump into Master M's hand and be caught and shot - she couldn't do the case alone, and there must be partners who were shot together!

She suddenly turned and thought, this is where she and Han are different. If someone quietly puts a software into Hanjun's mobile phone, even if it is good for him, he will certainly not be happy. This person is like this. It's very strange

When she walked into the living room, she found her parents were watching TV advertisements.

"It's really strange. It's newspapers and TV. How much does it cost to advertise in so many places?" Her mother was muttering, "and I can't understand the advertisement."

"Maybe it's another activity for young people," her father looked up at her and greeted her. "Come and have a look. Do you know what's going on? It's just a distraction."

Although not in the mood, Deng Yilan took a look. This is an advertisement inserted in the middle of the TV series. There is only a paragraph floating on the screen, motionless. In the lower right corner, there is a small line of words "secret whistle action, will be broadcast in 1 minute and 53 seconds". The time is constantly counting down, but the advertisement remains the same. The old washing powder, sanitary napkins and cars are gone.

She read the passage.

"I came on June 2, and my body is still stable at present. I want to return to the 12th World. According to our speculation, the degradation we encountered here may recover after returning. I have a way to find a visa without causing damage, but I still need help. If you are the same as me, you also want to go back, no matter how long you have been here, please contact me and tell your paper crane to find Lin Sanjiu, or Respond to me in other ways. "

"What is this," Deng Yilan's mind was indeed slightly separated, "I can't understand it."

With that, she glanced at the words "Twelve realms" and felt a little familiar.

"Oh, here we go," said her father. "Come on, sit down and watch for a while."

In the continuous sound of guns, Deng Yilan's eyes were staring at the faces flashed on the screen, fighting fiercely, but his mind was full of the words he had just seen. Why do you feel familiar? She must have heard the word somewhere before... Twelve realms

"I'll go to bed first."

She didn't want to see it anymore. She stood up and passed the tearful and determined face of the heroine on the screen. The heroine just learned that the hero's old lover was brutally killed by the enemy. She is encouraging him to turn hatred into strength and destroy the enemy together. Deng Yilan felt that both of them acted as if they were mentally ill.

Closing the bedroom door, she lay on the bed, put her hand on Han Jun's pillow, and gently rubbed the cloth with her fingers. Not long ago, his hair, skin and breath were pressed on this layer of cloth.

"In fact, I sometimes think that such a day is also good."

On rest days, they will stay in bed for a while in the morning. Once Han Jun just woke up from his sleep, and his voice was a little hoarse. He didn't know what he dreamed of. Looking at the ceiling, he whispered to her, "where did I think I could have a wife and a house to live in..."

"Speak as if you were a tramp." Deng Yilan answered while looking at her mobile phone at that time. She didn't take it to heart at all.

"In the twelve circles, I really flow..." Han Jun suddenly stopped saying.

Deng Yilan sprang up, his heart beating with surprise.