It's her son after all! In the end, she was pregnant in October and fell off the meat, how can she not heartache?

But this heart is painful at the same time also hate, she can't understand, her son has done so many wrong things, she can love him, but this son how don't know to hurt his own flesh and blood? Don't hurt. Don't hurt!

In the study, Bai Xingyan's cry became louder. He cried and complained at the same time. He said: "I'm the Duke of Wen. You all depend on me to have today, and the government today depends on my hard support in the court. Without me, who would know who you are? If you don't have me, who will order you the marriage of the tenth prince? If you don't have me, you are the children of ordinary families. You don't have the right to contact princes and nobles. You should thank me, not imprison me. Do you have any conscience? "

He cried in the grievance, the old lady stood outside listening to these words, suddenly feel very funny.

Did she have a fool? When I gave birth to this child, the doctor also came to see it. He said that the child was very good, everything was normal, and there was nothing wrong with it? But since when has this child become a fool? This is clearly a brain problem.

You give everything to the children. What about you? Who gave you everything?

That's the succession of Bai family's title. The position of Duke Wen was not created by Bai Xingyan himself. It was given to you by your father. Your father doesn't want to make achievements, but he wants the Bai family to be safe. He wants his children and his wife to have a good life. He wants to live in the same family for four generations. He wants to see his family laughing every day.

She remembered what the old man said when he passed on the title. He said: "the reason why the title was passed on to the boss is not because of how good the boss is, nor because I love him. I gave it to him because I wanted to keep my other two sons. This title is a hot one. Anyone who gets it must have the ability to protect it. Old three don't mention, he is a concubine, there is a legitimate son, the title can't reach him. The second is honest and honest. As soon as he attacks the Baron, he will be kind to his brother. If he has a piece of food, he will break it into two pieces and give it to his brothers. But what's the use of honesty? I tell you, once the title is given to the second man, it is equivalent to pushing the time of death in front of him. The boss will not let him go. He will try his best to kill him and get the title back! "

At that time, she didn't believe it and argued with the old man. She said, "it's impossible. Both of them are my children. They are brothers. How can brothers kill each other. I think the title is suitable for the second man. The boss is too wild. Once he has a title in his hand, he doesn't know which way to take the Bai family. If we want to keep the peaceful life of future generations, it's better to pass it on to the second eldest son. I'm not optimistic about the eldest son. "

The old lady has always been not optimistic about this eldest son, and she can't explain why. Maybe, as the old man said, the second son is generous, and generous people always give others more favor. In addition, the second son is very considerate. If he has nothing to do, he will come to her, talk with her, and take a walk in the garden. As long as he is in the house, he must have dinner with her mother. Then, if you don't have anything to do, you can make a fuss, and you can bring back some gadgets from the street from time to time to make her happy.

The eldest one, on the contrary, has not been close to her since she was a teenager. She has been reading books all day. When she grows up, she will go to study outside. When she comes back, her temperament becomes weaker. Sometimes she doesn't come to her for two months.

She remembers that the second said that the elder brother didn't kiss them, and didn't say hello when they met. Once he bought food for Lao San and his sister Bai Mingzhu. When the boss saw him, he gave half of it to the boss. As a result, the boss slapped the food off the ground and said that they knew how to eat all day long. In the future, they were destined to be rice worms and eat the family down.

Second and Bai Mingzhu are very aggrieved, argue with him, third said nothing, quietly left.

At that time, when my brother started fighting, the eldest brother beat his second son so black and blue that his arm was almost broken. He had to keep it for half a year.

The second said that the elder brother beat him to death. The elder brother was too cruel.

So she likes the second. She hopes that the old master can pass on the title to the second. She thinks that once the second has the title, the boss will not dare to beat him or bully him any more. Moreover, after the second child has a title, she can live with him and take care of his children in the future. The second child will certainly like to be close to her like his father.

But the old man didn't agree. He said that the title was given to the eldest brother to protect other children, otherwise he was afraid that the eldest brother would attack him.

She didn't believe it at that time. She thought no matter what the boss did, he couldn't kill people, right? Not to mention his own brother.

However, after so many years, she really appreciated the old man's insistence on giving the title to the eldest brother. Otherwise, with the eldest brother's temperament, the title would have become a bloody steamed bread. He would have killed his brother and snatched the title back.What else can't he do for a man who can harm his own flesh and blood? A son and a daughter can kill people, and again and again, not to mention a brother?

The old lady sighed heavily, which was heard by Bai Xingyan. He stopped crying and yelled at the door: "who? Who's out there? Open the door! Open the door! I'm hungry. I want to eat meat. Open the door for me

The old lady stepped back and shook her head slowly, but she didn't say a word.

She has nothing to say with this son. Up to now, the only thing she can do for this son is to ask baihecan for him. Baihecan can shut him up to old age or death, instead of killing him by himself.

She couldn't control the rest. Even if she was distressed, she had to think about her grandchildren.

This son is crazy. He is really crazy. Otherwise, tiger poison will not eat his son. Why does he reach out to his flesh and blood again and again? It's not crazy. What else can it be? But when did he get mad?

The old lady didn't know. She hoped that the son was crazy since he killed the child. Because he was crazy, he did something like that. This is an acceptable fact.

However, she also understood that she was trying to find a reason for her son. Crazy what's crazy? How can such people be crazy.

The old lady took two steps back, then turned and left.

Bai Xingyan in the room listened to the steps outside and walked away gradually. He seemed to hear something and called tentatively: "Niang?"

The old lady's heart was tight, and her tears fell down. She still didn't look back, just stopped calling.

For many years, the eldest son has always been called her mother. Only the second son can be called Niang. Compared with her mother, she preferred the name "Niang" because it seemed close, because it was like a family.

He had been waiting for so many years, but he didn't expect that the voice of the eldest son was called out under such circumstances.

"Mother!" The people inside are shouting again, "mother, it's you, isn't it? As like as two peas, I can hear your footsteps. Mother, are you all well? I knew that as long as a ran came back, he would surely cure you. Niang, Niang, you let me go, please. Now nobody can help me except you. They say I'm crazy and they lock me up here. They want to lock me up to death! Niang, I don't want to die here. I haven't been filial to you. I haven't served you well. I have to go out to honor you. I have to lead a good life with you! Mother! Your son just died, ma'am. I didn't even see her for the last time. I didn't give her any incense, so they locked me up. These little animals, who should be killed, should be killed five times! Mother, please help me. I don't want to die here. I'm your son! Your own son! Mother, help

The old lady turned her back to her study and burst into tears.

If she heard that 14 years ago, if it was before he drowned the child, she would not hesitate to save the son. Because it was the meat that fell from her body, she was distressed.

But not now. She had seen through the blood of the eldest son. She knew that although she was sad now, even though her mother's cry made her heart tremble. But once the door was opened, the people inside would immediately change their faces, even pinching her neck and asking why they had come to let him go until now. He would rush to his group of children and yell that they were unfilial and that they should die. And then he planned all night, how to kill all his children one by one.

The more the old lady thought about it, the more she felt cold all over her body. How could she give birth to something inferior to a beast? If only Wenguo government didn't have him, she would rather the Bai family was just the Bai family, without the title of Wenguo, just a common rich family, that would be the best life, and there would be no disturbance today.

She thought, if the eldest son died, would everything change? Is everything as she wishes, peaceful life, peace and joy?

Yes, the root lies in the eldest son. Only when he dies can everything be well.

The old lady finally looked back. She was thinking about how to kill the son. She even began to look for the weapon in the yard.

Jianying stayed in the dark, watching the old lady pick up one thing after another, and repeatedly gesticulate to the study. Finally, she found a scythe to chop firewood, picked it up and went straight to the study.

He knew what was going on in his heart, but with a sigh, he appeared to the old lady.

"The master told me to keep it. Please calm down and slow down..."