Chapter 854

This one asks, direct five princes give to ask speechless.

The question is a bit awkward. Is he going to answer it or not? If so, how? Nod? Or shake your head?

There are always many contradictions in life, just like the life in his childhood memory. On the one hand, he was beaten, on the other hand, he felt sorry for the person who hit him. Every day he wanted to escape, but every day he couldn't escape. Suffering from skin and flesh over and over again, and choosing to forgive and endure over and over again.

Finally, when he could not bear to escape, he regretted that he had not been able to accompany the poor woman for many times.

He didn't know why his mother's wife was like that, but he knew that the reason for all this was probably that she gave birth to him. At the end of the day, he is the culprit.

When he was young, the contradiction was brought to adulthood, and he lingered between his mother's tears and indifference again and again. But those he has been used to, too many scars on his body, are thick scab, the so-called indifference, can no longer stab him.

He thought that contradiction was the limit, but he didn't expect to face this problem today.

Does he like white crane dye? Of course he does! But how could he say that?

Everyone said that their prince was born by the real dragon emperor. Even if they can't inherit the throne in the future, they will be rich and noble all their lives. What they want, no one will dare to resist them.

This is what I heard when I was a child. It seems to be the same when I grow up. Sometimes I don't even need him to say what I want. As long as he has a look in his eyes, soon someone will send what he likes to me.

But until he met baihecan, everything was different.

What do you want? Ridiculous, he wants his sister-in-law, can others give it?

"Did you see my mother for the last time when she went?" He didn't answer Bai Yanyu's question, so he diverged.

Bai Yanyu sighed, knowing that this question could not be answered, he felt sorry and glad. Actually just asked out already regretted, five princes don't nod is OK, but once nod, how should she do? She can't betray her second sister in her life. What about the fifth prince? Can she give up on the top of her heart?

Bai Yanyu took back her hand and pulled a smile. She was embarrassed and laughed with self mockery.

"Well, I won't ask. Thank you for saving me. As for the affairs of the empress, I'm just a little concubine in the mansion of Wen state. I'm not qualified to see the imperial concubine for the last time. I didn't see it. I just looked at the royal honor guard from a distance when I was in mourning. Then I knelt down on the street and kowtowed three times in the direction of the honor guard. You see, I can't do anything with this skill, and I need you to rescue me at last. You must look down on me, don't you

She looked at the fifth prince in a trance. For a moment, her mind was the scene of Li Xianfei's funeral and the memory of sinking in Yunmeng lake. Gradually, she remembered something, but it was vague and uncertain.

She began to look around. After a while, she was confused. When she looked at the fifth Prince again, she suddenly frowned, "am I alive or dead? What are you doing here? When did you come back? Where is this? Why is my second sister here? "

Jun Mufeng chuckled, "together, you just reacted. You just talked in your sleep?"

She nodded and shook her head again. "No, it's not a dream talk. What I'm saying to you is all in my heart. But why are you here? Didn't you go to Hangan? When did you come back? " She tried to sit up, but she had no strength.

Junmufeng subconsciously looked back and saw that the room was closed, and baihecan didn't mean to come back. Then he dared to step forward to help Bai Yanyu sit up, and tucked a cushion behind her.

"I came back yesterday. I was robbed and killed. I was in a big drama. I wanted to go to the government to find your second sister for detoxification. As a result, I just saw you burning paper by the lake. Your father found you and saw him push you into the lake. I had to jump down and rescue you. " He narrates what happened last night and helps Bai Yanyu restore the truth to the greatest extent.

Gradually, all the memories of Bai Yanyu come back. She remembers that she was pushed into the ice lake by Bai Xingyan. When she was dying, she saw the fifth Prince swimming towards her. She remembers that she wanted to touch her lips and that he held her away from Yunmeng lake.

The memory behind is gone, but there is another thing that comes with it. She thinks of Lichun.

"Did you save me alone? What about the beginning of spring? " She reached for junmufeng's sleeve, but junmufeng didn't hide“ Your highness, have you ever seen Lichun in the water? It's the maid who follows me. Have you seen her

He shook his head. "No, I only saved you. Miss three, at that time, even if I saw her in the lake, I could not save her and you. I have a huge poison in my body. I have to bear great pain to save people in the ice lake. It's lucky that I can save you. You can't expect too much. "Bai Yanyu nodded, "I understand." But the tears kept pouring out.

She covered her face with her hands and cried silently. Tears flowed through her fingers, across her elbows and drowned in the wound between her elbows.

It was a wound worn out when she patted the water on the edge of the ice hole. It was very painful, but she didn't care, and even was willing to feel the pain. Because only pain, can let her remember the injury, and why hurt.

"Don't cry." He couldn't look down. He put out his hand and patted her on the shoulder. But unexpectedly, the little girl fell down and put her arms around his neck“ Miss three He frowned and cried, but she took it even tighter.

Junmufeng gave up his resistance and let her hold him. The feeling that he was crying but couldn't make a sound made him feel very uncomfortable. Even he couldn't help reaching out his hand and pressing on her back, patting and comforting her.

He can't tell what it's like. Do you like it? He can be sure that he doesn't have that kind of feeling for Bai Yanyu. You say you don't like it, but this white swallow language can bring him a kind of inexplicable kindness.

That feeling... He kept weighing in his heart, and gradually felt that it was like a brother and sister who had been separated for many years. At a certain moment, they finally met again. At the same time, they were happy, but they also had heart gouging pain.

What's more strange is that when he gets along with baihecan, the same feeling occasionally appears. But it's just a moment, and it will soon be replaced by another emotion.

He doesn't understand why this is so, but if Bai Yanyu is willing to call him brother five, he will be very happy to have such a sister, and he is willing to do his best to take care of her and protect her in the future.

But the only thing he can't give is the feeling that Bai Yanyu needs, which he can never give.

"No more crying." He patted her on the back, as if to coax a child, "I know you feel bad, but since it happened, you have to face it. Crying can't solve any problem. Well, don't cry as soon as you see me. I haven't seen you funny. Bai Yanyu, be strong. If you don't be strong, you will be eaten up by the government of Wenguo. "

The cry stopped. The little girl sniffed and nodded, "you're right. If I'm not strong, people who want me to die will bully me even harder. No one can protect me all the time. I've lost my first spring. If I don't protect myself, I'll have no way to live. " She let go of the fifth Prince and put her hand up to her face. Tears faded, leaving only a pale face and red eyes.

"Your Highness." She looked up at him, "you know what happened to Xianfei, are you sad?"

He nodded, "sorry."

"I heard that Xianfei used to be very unkind to you. She often beat you up." She asked him, "fifth highness, do you hate her?"

He nodded again, "hate."

"Since I hate you, why should I be sad?"

"Because she gave birth to me." He told Bai Yanyu, "kinship is sometimes a very strange thing. It seems that it has turned into hatred, but when it comes to parting, it will still be very sad. But what about sadness? Life, old age, illness, human nature, we all have that day, sooner or later. I'll see her again one day, and I'll never see her again in my next life. "

With a faint smile on his face, he seemed to be talking about other people's affairs. However, Bai Yanyu could see the lingering bitterness in the smile and the deep sadness in his slightly curved fox eyes.

"Thank you very much." He once again expressed his thanks to her and reminded her, "but don't do such a stupid thing again. Now I have returned to Beijing, and I will remember to call you when I meet again."

Bai Yanyu said with a bitter smile, "no, it's in your name that I pay homage to Xianfei. Now that you've come back, what else can I pay homage to as a stranger? I'm not going to give her a good impression of our family. "

At this point, the two were speechless, and the atmosphere began to become awkward.

After a long time, Jun Mufeng sighed and took the initiative to tell Bai Yanyu: "this is king Ling's residence. I can't find your second sister after I rescued you. I don't know where to put you. I can only send you back to my own residence first. What are your plans? Will they return to the government or to Tianci town? Or... "He thought about it in his heart, and said," or live more days in King Ling's residence and take good care of it. As for where to go in the future, wait until it's completely taken care of. "

Bai Yanyu was a little excited. "Your Highness, do you really want me to stay in lingwangfu?"

He nodded, "you were killed in the water, in the final analysis is also for me, I have unshirkable responsibility. What's more, your father is just... " With a wave of his hand, he stood up and said, "I'll live in my house first. I can't relax anywhere outside. You just take care of your illness, and I will help you find out the news. "He turned to go, she called him, his steps stopped, but did not look back, only told her: "Yan Yu, if you are willing to call me brother five, I will be happy to take an extra sister. As for the others, I'm sorry... "