Chapter 664

"Fourth brother!" White crane dye this time really scared, one step forward will have collapsed on the ground of the fourth prince to hold, also can't manage the image is not image, pulled the fourth Prince's collar, will pull the long shirt open, a gold needle according to the position of the heart.

As the hand from the needle, just a long breath, the heart is also infinite regret, also infinite depression.

This person's depression is too deep, and the entanglement with Su Luowan is too deep. Although he repeatedly said that he no longer cares about Su Luowan, when Su Luowan really wants to be treated as a medicine man, when she baihecan really does not let go of this matter, and even does not hesitate to abandon the friendship with his brother and sister, this person does not survive after all.

White crane dye don't understand, a good person, by the disaster into now so, incredibly trapped in sadness, can't come out, figure what? She thinks that she can't do it. Even if Jun murin treats her like this one day, she will turn sadness into strength and fight back.

In her world, there is no decadence alone, there is no destruction of her own, so she can not understand the fourth prince, also can not understand the death of Su Wan. But she knew that when she was faced with a fourth prince who vomited blood and fell here because of his depression, she felt very sad. But she also helped him again and again, and talked with him again and again about Su Luowan, but the effect was very little, which made Bai hecan frustrated and angry.

"Are you worth it for the sake of a Su Li Wan?" She bowed her head and asked the man in her arm, "when will you be harmed by her, Prince of a country? You are so immersed in the world of you and her all day long, always can't come out, do you deserve your prince's identity? Look at what your brothers and sisters are doing. What are you doing? When they are thinking about their country and the world, there is only one Su Li Wan in your heart. Don't you feel guilty? Fourth brother, I've told you again and again, and I don't know what I can tell you now. But this time I won't give in. Su Luowan, you can stay. Even if you hate me, I can't stay with her any more. "

The man in his arm trembled again, and she saw the sadness rolling in his eyes, the vitality struggling, coming and going. Fortunately, she saw a glimmer of hope in the end.

"Fourth brother, people never live only for themselves. From the day they are born, they have to bear the cause and effect of the world and have a joint relationship with many people. Every step we take will affect a lot of people, not only you are not free, but also me. "

She waved and scattered the little servant girl on the side. Then she pulled out the gold needle and helped him up.

But I didn't go back to the room of Su Luowan, instead, I changed to the one next door.

"Fourth brother, are you sitting on the chair, or shall I help you to the bed?" She didn't worry about his state. Her body was OK. Although she vomited blood, she closed her heart with a small array, which didn't hurt him further.

Jun Mu Xi wry smile, "how can I be so weak? Ah ran, I'll just sit in a chair. "

"Then sit in a chair." She helped him sit down, poured warm water, didn't put tea, didn't persuade him to drink, just let him hold it in his hand, then said: "fourth brother, you always feel sad, you are sad, you lost Su Liwan, you are very unfortunate. But in fact, there are many more unfortunate people in this world than you, but not all of them are like you. They suppress all their sadness on themselves, constantly torture themselves and embarrass themselves. Really, you have the energy to embarrass yourself. You might as well deal with your enemies, who once broke all your good dreams. The enemy is still safe, but you have knocked yourself down. Isn't that logical? "

She frowned and reasoned with him, "really, in my opinion, what you've been through is really not a big deal. The emotions in the world are not only men's and women's feelings, family, friendship and love, but also love. You can't lose your family and friendship just because you lose a love. In fact, you are a very lucky person. What you have lost is only love. Look at me, the most basic family affection is gone. My father wants to kill me all day long. He killed my brother 14 years ago

She pause, "my brother back, you should know?"

Jun Mu Xi Leng Leng, for a while to adapt to come over, she changed the topic, and then nodded, "I heard that the red master recognized the child, in fact, is your brother, you and he are twins."

"Yes, but he's stupid. He's been stupid since he was drowned by my father. Madame Hong rescued him from the vicious dog 14 years ago and raised him secretly until now. She finally recognized me, but I didn't dare to take him back to Bai's house. "

"Fourth brother, my life is not easy either. I used to pass by worse than pigs and dogs. I had nothing to eat for five or six days in a row. I was so hungry that I wanted to eat people. I used to watch my mother die in front of me, while my father still sneers at my dead hairy wife. Fourth brother, think about me. If I am like you, how can I live? "She said with a wry smile, "it's not the first time I've said the same thing to you. I don't like to say it anymore. I'm not the one who always talks about how miserable I am. I just want to tell you that everyone in the world is not easy to live, but if everyone is as sad as you are, how can we live? We can't all be dead, can we? Live or have to live, and the days have to go down a little bit, so what we want to do is to try our best to live a better life, but what you want to do is to try our best to live one more day in sorrow. Fourth brother, it's selfish. "

Bai Helian mercilessly attacks the fourth Prince's sad mood. At this moment, she is thinking that even if he cultivates the sad mood, she will smash it with her own strength. She would never allow a good person to be swallowed up by sadness, and would never allow a good person to never live the same life under the attack of Su Liwan.

She told Jun Muxi: "I have never denied you, the fourth brother. In fact, in my heart, your position has always been very important. I don't know why. I just feel that I will be very relieved to meet you. Even if I was besieged in Famen Temple, you will give me a very safe feeling and a very down-to-earth belief. So for me, although Jiuge is junmurin's elder brother, your weight is always above him. Fourth brother, I'm talking from the bottom of my heart. "

The little girl's words came out one by one. Jun Muxi had to admit that the others were in his heart. Su Luowan had not been so important for a long time. The reason why he can't walk out in sadness is that he has been used to this way of life for so many years and has forgotten what other emotions he can have besides sadness.

He forgot how to cry and how to laugh. Sometimes he couldn't feel his temperature and heartbeat.

The whole person is floating in the chaos of sadness. It's not good to go forward, even worse to go back.

What's more, the simple sadness Su Liwan brought him was no longer the same as before. The days when she lived in liwang mansion brought him a devastating blow.

"Ah ran." He finally opened his mouth, "you forgive fourth brother. It's not that he can't get out of the sad predicament. Fourth brother doesn't know how to continue to live. Ah ran, you don't know what happened in Prince Li's mansion. You don't know what a ridiculous period it was. I'm like a slave driven by the devil. I've done everything I'm not ashamed of, and finally I've become the dirtiest. No one can understand the devastation of those years. It's not sadness, it's despair. "

His body was shaking slightly. As soon as he thought of the days when Su Luowan lived in liwang mansion, he felt that he was the dirtiest person in the world and had done the dirtiest things in the world. What qualification does he have to live in this world? What courage does he have to face his life in ruins?

He told Bai hecan: "the reason why I came to see her is not because I can't let her go. I just hate, I just want to try to see if I have the courage to kill her myself. I just want to ask her what she thinks I am? If once there was love, why do you want to be so devastated today? "

"Did you ask?" She remembered that when she first entered the room, she saw Su Liwan talking.

"Jun Mu Xi nods," asked. She said that her feelings for me no longer existed from the moment she left the land of Dongqin. She lives for revenge, for the Su family and for herself. She wants to destroy me, so that her heart can be happy, she said that this is my robbery, just as she has been destroyed. Her life is over. There's no reason why I'm still alive. " Jun Mu Xi smiles bitterly, "ah ran, do you think I live well?"

When Bai Helian thought of seeing the fourth Prince for the first time, he felt sad and couldn't stop it.

"I don't know if you have a good life. I still say that. In fact, we all have a similar life." She sighed, "at least you are still alive, but the white crane dye has already died once."

When she said this, she saw that he didn't understand, so she began to laugh. "It's OK. It's not that she was so sad and desperate that she was not interested in anything. But I don't know how to tell you. It's too mysterious for you to believe. I can only tell you that under the persecution of the close relatives of the Bai family, Bai henran had already died. On the night I met Jun Mulin, two servants stabbed her in the back with poisonous needles and pushed her down the cliff. Fourth brother, Bai heran, the legitimate daughter of the government of Wen state, has died, and I just live in her place, inherit her cause and effect, and finish her unfinished business. "

She put her hand forward and reached his fingertip, "fourth brother, I have a big revenge. If I ask you to help me, would you like to put down your sad situation for a while and come out from inside and help me?"