Chapter 1198

Xuantianyan came to fengfendai not once or twice, but fengfendai didn't know. Most of the time, xuantianyan came in the middle of the night and left before daybreak. Therefore, he knew that fengfandai had insomnia recently. She couldn't sleep in the middle of the night. She either walked in the yard or sat in the room with her knees in her arms. She sat all night. He is very distressed Feng pink Dai, several times want to go forward to hold people, but feel that girl has nothing to do with him, his appearance is also just shameless.

He came here again tonight to hear Qi Fang say that a few days ago he was a concubine. Someone scolded Feng fandai here for two days and two nights. He thought, according to Feng Fen Dai's temperament, what does it look like! But when he came to look, he saw that Feng Fen Dai was still sitting quietly in the room as usual, with a calm face and no sign of anger.

He thought again, maybe it's been a few days, and his anger is gone? But it's not right. With Feng Fen Dai's temper, it's not so easy to get rid of her anger. Normally, it's a month's scolding. He came earlier and wanted to see the girl's state before he fell asleep. He also wanted to hear how Feng Fen Dai would react when she learned that he had another side concubine.

However, still can't see anything, Feng Fen Dai just like never experienced those things, no reaction, live quietly.

But xuantianyan still didn't see the right thing. He didn't come years ago, and most of the time he came was late at night. He couldn't see the life in the yard. Today came earlier, plus the new year, people sleep late, when he came, just saw Dongying feeding Xiaobao. It's half a bowl of steamed meat. It's obviously hot after a meal. Xiao Bao had a good mouthful, and from time to time he advised her to have a little too. But she didn't eat, so she sat there quietly and watched.

Later, Xiaobao went back to bed after eating. He heard Dongying tell fandai, "Miss, I only ate half a bowl of noodles in the evening. How about making something for you! I can't finish the steamed meat. There's rice left in the kitchen. I'll heat it up for you. Would you like to have some more steamed meat? "

She shook her head and said, "well, I'm not hungry. I'll keep the meat if I can't finish it. It won't go bad in winter. In case the child wants to eat it tomorrow! You can't let that child be a vegetarian like us. You'll make the rest of the meat in a different way tomorrow and put some dried vegetables in it. Xiao Bao likes to eat it. "

Dongying had no choice, "it's a pity that we can't afford a cook. How can I cook! This bowl of steamed meat is just salt. Maybe the young master doesn't like it. Or Why don't we have a cook? You don't have to be a good cook, just a woman who can cook. How can she cook better than a maid? "

But she waved her hand, "no, even an ordinary woman has to give half a liang of silver a month. We can buy a lot of things with that half a liang of silver. If we just eat, one month is almost enough!"

After hearing this, Dongying doesn't say anything more. She takes care of Fendai's affairs and goes back to accompany Xiaobao. Xuantianyan listened to the conversation between the master and the servant, but he was very unhappy. If I had known that the girl was living so hard now, he should have left more silver for her when she was separated.

Xuantian Yan is distressed, but now, two people make such, he is to want to give, Feng pink Dai also won't want. He had no choice but to hide in the corner of the yard, quietly looking at pink as usual, and quietly left before dawn.

It's been a year with her! Xuantian Yan thought that he had been with her on the first night of the lunar new year, and he would not let the girl live alone. Now she's the only one in the Phoenix family. The girl has a bad temper. She always refuses to make up with Feng Yuheng and Feng. She doesn't want to say anything soft. If he can have those two sisters around, he can feel at ease. Just like now, how can he relax.

At daybreak, xuantianyan left. Fengfendai stood up from her chair. Her feet were numb. She could only take a few steps after a while. When she walked out of the house, there was no one watching her secretly in the yard. Even the breath was blown away by the cold winter wind. Fengfendai didn't see xuantianyan coming, but she just had a feeling that last night, in a corner of the yard, there was a person standing there quietly watching. It was a night. She wanted to come out and have a look. Her feet were on the ground, but she took them back. She knew that it was xuantianyan. In this capital, only xuantianyan could remember to see her secretly. But what about that? Now they have their own lives. She lives quietly in this small courtyard and keeps aloof from the world. He also brings all the women into the mansion and continues his absurd days. Everyone has their own choice, but there should be no intersection between them.

Fandai sat down in the yard. The stone stool that had been cold all night made her very excited, and her whole body was very cold. But she didn't get up, let the cold has been spreading, until the fingertips are cold, until Dongying all came, she said to Dongying who advised her to sit back in the room: "it doesn't matter, cool point good, cool point clear headed, can let me distinguish who is right and who is wrong, distinguish what kind of life is what I should have."

She is very satisfied with her present state. Although she is a little poor, although the silver at the bottom of the box is about to be empty, she will soon have to find a way to make a living so that her life can last. But Feng fandai thought that even if she was so poor all the time, her life in Feng's house was much better than before. She did not understand why she used to like fighting so much, why she used to care about the position of a legitimate daughter in the Phoenix family. Now looking back, even if she became the legitimate daughter of the Phoenix family, what could she do? Now the Feng family is gone. She's the daughter of the family. She'll never be another Feng Yu Heng. In the end, she didn't have Feng Yuheng's ability, nor did she have Feng Xiangrong's good temperament, and she didn't have the foresight. She stood in the wrong team from the very beginning, and now she has no relatives or friends.But what can we do? She smiles, and Xiaobao! No matter who the child's father is, her mother is Han's and her brother.

"It's nice to have a family around." She was smiling at Dongying, but the smile was only for a moment, and it soon faded again. She said to Dongying, "after this year, I'll give you back the deed of sale. You go! You don't have to wait on me any more, and then find a good-natured master to follow me. At least you don't have to be like this. You can't eat a mouthful of meat for ten days. "

Dongying a Leng, Feng Fen Dai is willing to sell the deed back to her? What a dream she once had! This Phoenix four young lady's temper is irritable, yin and Qing is uncertain, and she also has to fight and scold her. She once wanted to get back to sell her body and get back to freedom. She once thought that no matter what kind of master she would be with, she would be better than Feng Fendai.

But now, when Feng fandai really said that she wanted to return the deed of sale to her, Dong Ying was at a loss. Also forget happy, instead is Leng in situ, nose sour. All of a sudden, she felt as if she didn't want to leave. She didn't really want to abandon fengfendai to seek a new life. Fengfendai got used to it. Her life was completely integrated with Fengjia and fengfendai. If she left again, it was like being driven out of the house by her parents.

She shook her head and said to Feng fandai, "if you want to save money, you don't have to drive me away. If you don't want money, you just want to accompany you and the young master. Now the days are bitter, but it's nothing. What's the hardship of being a servant? You can live such a life as a young lady. What's wrong with a maid. Besides, in the past, when life was good, the young lady did not treat her maidservant badly. She tasted good food, good drink and good clothes, and she had no regrets in her life. Miss, you don't have to worry about the future. I've thought about it. After the new year's, I'll go outside to get some sewing work. If I can't earn more, I can't earn less. We'll have enough to eat. "

With that, without waiting for Feng to reply, she turned and went into the room. When she came out again, she took a cloak and draped it over her. Pink Dai a Leng, "this cape is fox hair, very worth some silver, I remember let you take out pawn, how still?"

Dongying sighed, "I'm not willing to be a slave. Miss, there are not many things she brought out of Feng's house. You've always liked this cloak. We can live on now. There's no need to sell it for money. "

For a moment, she reached for the cloak. The snow-white fox hair was a birthday present given to her by Feng Jinyuan when the Phoenix family was prosperous. At that time, she was still young. She would be nine years old. She was not as promising as she is now. Her cloak now looks very stingy. But she has been tight, reluctant to use, hair color until now is still shining, especially beautiful.

This is the only time Feng Jinyuan sent her such a good thing, or Han's coax and trouble to help her ask. In that father's eyes, there was only the Phoenix sunken fish, whose beauty was beyond measure. In his eyes, the other daughters were just stones to pave the way for the sunken fish. Now, those who had been brilliant are dead, but she survived. In this way, fengyuheng is good for her. At least she was left alive among the people who had been against her.

Feng Fen Dai smiles bitterly. She knew that her mood had changed so much that she shouldn't have done anything against her heart for a broken daughter. However, there is no medicine for regret in the world. What we know now is that we have made mistakes at the beginning. Time can't be reversed and everything can't go back.

"My hope is gone," she whispered. "Second sister, I can't let you have no hope any more. Come back quickly! I always feel that the capital is not as calm as it seems! "

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