He had a foreboding that it would be difficult to see her again from now on.

He sat on the ground, his head buried in his knees, depressed for a long time.

It was hard for him to let go of such deep feelings.

Dragging the trunk out of the car, out of the station, from time to time someone came to ask.

"Beautiful woman, are you looking for accommodation?"

"Beauty, do you charter a car?"

She said nothing and refused, shaking her head.

Her sense of direction is very poor, almost along the direction of the flow of people aimlessly walking, do not know where to go.

In this strange city, it's very difficult to have a foothold, and the money on her body is not enough to pay for her living in a clean hotel every day.

Before dark, he Xiaobai finally found a place to settle down -- a small rental house in a village in the city.

The house was dirty and old. On the wall outside the yard, there was a big "demolition" in red.

Several rows of clothes were hung horizontally and vertically in the yard, some of which were crowded and disorderly.

The landlord showed her her room, which was too small to hold anything except a single bed and a table.

It was damp, dark, muggy, and had an indescribable smell.

The kitchen here is shared by many families, the toilet is, and so is the toilet.

There are eight or nine families in the small courtyard, most of them are rural people who come to the city to work, doing the hardest work and holding a poor salary.

There are all kinds of dirty things here, and the only thing is that the rent is cheap.

At the moment when he put down his luggage, he Xiaobai felt sad and wanted to cry.

I never thought that she would live in such a place one day.

The smell of dampness made her feel sad. When she opened the window, a warm wind came in, which made her feel better.

Although it's summer, there's no air conditioning, no fans.

No matter how hard it is, people live like this.

Since he came in, he Xiaobai has hardly been out.

Every day, I stay at home and get up three times a day.

She connected the network cable next door and paid half of the network fee every month. Since then, most of them are sitting on the couch watching TV or playing games.

Her only entertainment is this notebook.

She only had one meal every day. In the middle of the afternoon, when the weather was a little cooler, she wore slippers to buy a pancake on the street outside the alley.

Her daily life, only sleep, television, games, like to put themselves in a shell, do not want to contact with the outside world, do not want to disturb her life.

She could hardly tell the day of the week.

She spends very little money every day. It seems that she can only live

When the poor can't even pay the rent, she looks for some simple part-time jobs nearby.

She has sent leaflets, worked as a waiter in a small restaurant, and worked as a telemarketer in real estate. Every time she earns enough money for next month's living expenses, she resigns and goes back home. She lives a life of turning day and night upside down and is unwilling to go out at home.

She has lost all her fighting spirit in her life.

The worst and most difficult situation in life is just like this. How can others think of ways to hurt her and drive her to the bottom again and again.

"Daddy, I miss my aunt's braised spareribs." Gu Jia, carrying the ribs in the bowl, murmurs unconsciously.