If all this happened naturally, how happy it would be. Whenever she thought about it, she would be happy and want to cry.

But this, for her, is just a luxury.

Even though she knew it was impossible, she seriously wanted to experience the right to be a mother.

For the sake of this child, she cherishes her body for fear that her slight illness will affect the child's development.

When she came back from that dinner party, she had a cold, and she was not willing to take medicine. And has been very troubled insomnia, she no longer rely on drugs to solve, even with eyes closed until dawn.

She carefully camouflaged, for fear of being seen by guysi what flaws.

Once upon a time, he was the person who knew her best in the world. He could see that she was lying when she blinked more.

Although he doesn't even bother to look at him now, she deliberately keeps a little distance from him in order that her children can spend more time with him.

He could not perceive that she was alienating him, and could not expose everything to him as before.

This disguise makes her feel very tired and hard.

But no matter how many grievances and tears, as long as the thought of the baby in her stomach, she felt that everything was worth it, even crying could evoke a happy smile.

He's like her personal treasure, only she knows. No matter how hard it is, if you just take it out and have a look, you will feel extremely satisfied. No matter how difficult it is, you can stick to it.

Too much attention to the baby in her stomach makes her have no more energy to pay attention to guysi's attitude. Naturally, she is less upset. Compared with the past, she is easier to let go of many things, and her heart is as calm as water.

Coupled with the drowsiness reaction during pregnancy is more and more intense, slowly, her insomnia is much better.

The maternal nature of women makes he Xiaobai care more about his children than he loves himself.

Even if you have no appetite, you have to force yourself to eat more food than before, three meals a day. Nutrition, sleep and exercise can't be left behind. She even bought a blanket to practice yoga. When she was alone at home, she did some simple movements.

With her little efforts, her health gradually tends to be normal, and her complexion is also a little ruddy and glossy.

In X's life, she can't avoid it.

She changed the original open arms and legs suspender nightdress into a very conservative long sleeve suit, wrapped tightly every day, looking like an old woman.

Try not to appear in front of him after ten o'clock in the evening, and go back to the room to sleep early every day.

Sometimes the mobile phone left in the living room, she was anxious to go out to get it, but due to guysi in the living room, she was not easy to go out. Although this method is occasionally inconvenient, it is also safe.

At least he never touched her again after that day.

She knew that this was not a long-term strategy after all, but she did not expect that it would come so soon.

That night, he didn't come back very late. She thought he probably wouldn't come back.

Since his marriage, he has spent most of the week away from home at night, and she has long been used to it.

After taking a bath, she found that she didn't bring her pajamas in and just went out. Unexpectedly, as soon as she opened the door, she found Gu Yixi sitting on the sofa and appeared in front of him. He Xiaobai was so embarrassed that he didn't know where to cover.

She didn't hear him coming back at all. She knew that even if she was wearing dirty clothes, she would wrap her whole body and come out again. Now. It's not a retreat, it's not a advance.