Chapter 283

On the way back to Luoyang City, Huang San stopped talking several times. Traceless knows the depression in his heart. In Huang San's heart, his father used to be so tall, but what he has experienced recently is subverting the image of his father in his heart, which is neither acceptable nor acceptable to any child.

Wuji understands Huang San's depression, but he doesn't know how to comfort him. They let the horses walk slowly under their seats, and the sound of hoofs broke the silence all the way. Green mountains, streams, winding mountain roads, dilapidated wild chrysanthemums; The setting sun, the horse, two tired people, walked through the mountains that had been stained with autumn.

Huang San suddenly smiled silently. Was he helpless or self mocking? He looked up at the washed blue sky in the distance, and his face was solemn under the sunset.

"Xiaojiang, sometimes I really envy you. I don't remember anything, whether happy or unhappy, real or illusory. Well, it's actually very good. "

Traceless did not speak, but listened very calmly, but his heart was not calm at all. Is that good? Who am I, who are my parents, where are they, and are they also great heroes? I don't know anything. Is that good?

After losing his memory, he thought of this problem for the first time, his parents and his life experience.

"My father has been very strict with me since childhood. He taught me martial arts and life. The most thing he ever said to me was that a man should stand up to the sky and be worthy of it. In my heart, he is an indomitable man and a worthy hero. I always flaunt him and learn from him everywhere. Although he has a nickname "good gentleman" in the Jianghu, no one disagrees with him and respects him in Luoyang. Xiaojiang, do you believe it? "

Huang San said softly, very calm and indifferent. Although he finally asked Wuji, he didn't wait for his answer and said, "I know you won't believe it, even feel ridiculous. Seriously, now my heart has shaken, and even I am unwilling to force myself not to believe those rumors, but I know that those words are likely to be true. I was shocked by the death of long Feiyun. If there was no deep hatred, why should he design me everywhere at the end of being ruined and buried on the cliff? "

Speaking of this, Huang San smiled bitterly again, then looked up at the gradually sinking sunset and said in a deep voice, "you say, shouldn't I doubt my own father like this?"

Traceless was also confused, because there was no concept of father in his impression, and he didn't think about whether his father was good or bad, a real hero or a hypocrite. So he couldn't fully understand Huang San's mood. He just felt that the air suddenly became so dull that it was suffocating.

So he didn't know how to answer, or whether he should answer.

”Xiaojiang, do you also look down on my father and me in your heart“ Traceless gently shook his head and said, "you are you, uncle is uncle. I don't look down on anyone in my heart. Who can be right if he is not a sage? Even if uncle made a mistake, long Feiyun shouldn't transfer his hatred to you. The gratitude and resentment of the previous generation should be solved by the previous generation“ Huang San shook his head and said, "there's another word for the father to repay the son. As a son of man, I have the responsibility to bear everything my father should bear. Besides, now my father has lost his mind. If I don't bear it, who will bear it“ Traceless and dumb, because Huang San's words are reasonable. It is natural for children to repay their parents for their mistakes.

They were silent again, bathed in the sunset, and slowly walked into Luoyang. At this time, the busy market has begun to close, and the night market has not yet begun. The originally busy street seems a little lazy. As soon as he entered the city, Huang San always felt that everyone's eyes were staring at him strangely, as if every word they said was talking about themselves.

Huang San said, "let's go to Taibai building and stay drunk“

This time, traceless was excited when he didn't hear drinking, but more dull. He knew that Huang San wanted to drown his worries with wine.

Taibai building is built on the Bank of Luohe River. It has only two floors. The downstairs is almost full. The waiter leads them to the elegant room on the second floor. The elegant room is near the window. The window is open. At a glance, it is the sparkling Luohe River. By the river, several weeping willows have begun to fall leaves.

Waiter delivers wine and vegetables. Huang San claps the wine seal and holds the wine jar to pour it down. Wuji pressed it down and said, "third brother, although the wine is good, you can't drink it like this. Even if you are drunk, you will have to face your troubles when you wake up tomorrow“ Huang San was stunned. He slowly put down the wine jar and poured a bowl of wine. He gradually calmed down and said, "you're right. Even if you're drunk, you still have to face your troubles when you wake up“ He was an open-minded man, but he always thought about his father, so he was inevitably depressed. The Enlightenment of traceless sentence, although it was an understatement, calmed him down instantly.

”Third brother, are there many Jianghu sects in Luoyang“

”Of course, there were many disputes 20 years ago for the sake of their respective sites and interests. Over the years, all major sects and families have been damaged. Everyone feels that it is no good to fight like this. So he thought of choosing a person with high moral integrity, excellent martial arts and ability to convince the public to preside over the overall situation, so as to restore peace in Luoyang and stop fighting to death for some petty profits. Everyone recommended my father as the leader of Luoyang League. My father was modest, never bullied others, and never biased in dealing with problems, so all major sects and families respected him. Over the past 20 years, Luoyang has been basically calm, everyone coexists peacefully, and there are few disputes“ When Huang San said these words, his expression was full of longing and admiration. If it hadn't been for Huang San's words, traceless would never have thought that Huang Yuancheng, who lost his mind in the backyard and didn't even know his son, was so powerful in those years.

Suddenly, Huang San sighed and said with worry, "I'm always worried about my father or the Jianghu in Luoyang. I always feel that Luoyang will change. "" Weather change“

Traceless looked out of the window in surprise and saw a round of jade rabbits rising eastward among the mountains. The bright moonlight fell on the Luo river and was rippled into broken jade by the running water.

No trace looked at the bright moon, and suddenly a figure, a vague woman's figure, flashed in his heart. For a moment, he floated in his mind. He whispered, "the bright moon." The moon“

Huang San heard Wuji speak of these two words more than once. He looked blankly at the rising moon with traceless eyes and said, "Xiaojiang, do you think of a person called the moon“ Traceless woke up like a dream, took back his eyes and said with a smile, "just now there was a person in my heart, but I don't know her name. Very familiar and strange. "" Is it a girl“

”Yes, a girl, but I can't see her face clearly. I don't know if I really know her“ Huang San's eyes flashed a light, looked at the bright moon again, and slowly said, "if I guessed right, there is a person in your heart, a girl, she should be called the bright moon“ No trace was stunned and said, "how do you know“

”She is the person you care about most before you lose your memory, so although you lose your memory, you always have her shadow in your mind. Just now you subconsciously shouted out the bright moon, which means that this name has been branded into your heart. You simply need to think about it, and you can easily shout out her name. I've heard you shout before. I always thought you meant the bright moon in the sky. Today I finally understand that it's an indelible person in your heart. " But who the hell is she? There is only Xiaochan in my memory, and there is no one else. " Xiaojiang, when you were rescued in luojiawan, Xiaochan once found several things from you. When you left luojiawan, she returned them to you. Do you remember“ Traceless nodded gently and said, "of course, I always carry it with me without leaving for a moment“ As he spoke, he took out a white silk handkerchief and two mutton fat jade bottles the thickness of his thumbs. He looked at the two jade bottles and said, "these are two empty bottles. How can I take them with me?"“ Huang San picked up a jade bottle, watched it for a moment, then slowly put it down and said, "if I'm right, these two jade bottles are used to fill medicine. And this medicine must be very precious. You are grateful for the gift, so you can understand that you left the jade bottle and didn't want to throw it away“ Traceless grabbed the silk handkerchief and unfolded it slowly. Two small red flowers are embroidered on the silk handkerchief and bloom side by side. There are also two lines of small characters embroidered with light yellow silk thread on the silk handkerchief: slave is Jieyu flower, and you can interpret flower language.

Huang San looked at the silk handkerchief floating slightly and said, "this silk handkerchief must be given by the girl named Mingyue. Xiaojiang, you must restore your memory. Don't let a girl wait for you. "

"Empty wait, empty wait? But who is she and where is she? How can I find her? "

Traceless muttered to himself, carefully put away the silk handkerchief and jade bottle, suddenly stretched his frown and said, "yes, for the bright moon, I should quickly restore my memory. As a man, how can I make a woman sad for me? No matter how difficult it is, I will find her, and I believe she must be waiting for me. "

Traceless, with an innocent smile on his sunny face, looked at the bright moon outside the window and said happily.

Huang San's heart was tight for no reason. Long Jingyao suddenly appeared in front of his eyes. What he saw was her sad face, two lines of pale tears like a moonlight face, so distressing.