Chapter 89 - 89. Inside Of Edwards' Mind

"Answer me Edwards!!" Violet pulled Edwards by the collar, making the man who had been contemplating wake up immediately and let go of Violet's hand in annoyance.

"That's enough! You've had enough of treating me like trash! You promised me too, have you forgotten? That you'll be a better violet and an obedient wife. But just because of the lunch box thing you started yelling at me and saying things. -No need to say anything. This isn't the kind of relationship I want Violet." Edwards said, he was starting to get up from his seat and immediately wanted to leave.

But Violet was faster, she grabbed Edwards hand and slapped Edwards on the cheek as hard as he could.

Plaque!!

"To hell with what you're saying!!!! arrrgggghhhhh!!!! I'm your wife! only I can Always be near you! Only me! Me! Why are you defending Choon-hee all the time!." violet Already like crazy, he screamed Hysterically and beat Edwards body very hard.

Edwards, who received all the blows, couldn't help but stand still, his heart ached. that he had once again put his trust in Violet. But in fact this woman is still acting rashly.

"Never mind, I just want to go. Seeing you like this makes me want to work from home. Don't make me get out of control Violet, Get out of my sight!" Edwards held Violet's hand which had been beating Edwards ever since.

Violet had tears in her eyes, looked into Edwards' eyes and gave a sad look behind those eyes, hoping that Edwards would apologize and admit he was wrong. But Violet didn't know, didn't know that the tears she was shedding right now had made Edwards sick.

In the end, the heart of a man who once believed, was then disappointed. will make his heart freeze and lose interest in repeating the same pain.

Edwards pushed Violet's hand away, still staring at each other. Edwards took a deep breath and patted Violet on the shoulder. "Have you been pretending to love me all this time? You said earlier, that you never loved me. You know, that I am a stupid man. I am so stupid because I can forgive you so many times, even though I know that you I'll do it again. But what can I do? My heart is playing here, not my mind. Now, I want to go home. I really have nothing more to say and I'm not in the mood for all your anger.

Oh yes, it should have been yesterday when I was sick you came. Don't say that you forgot, even though you know best that I always get sick and relapse on the same date. Even as long as I've known you, you never wanted to take care of me when I was sick.

You always reason that you have other things to do abroad, but I know you're lying. I know very well you are having fun and let me go through all the pain alone. But I still forgive you right? I still give a sweet smile when you come home, when I'm healthy. Just like today, I still come and try to be okay in front of you. But what are you doing? You're even discussing lunchboxes. not asking if i'm okay

Funny huh? Yes, I'm starting to realize that your heart was never kind to me. you are angry and shouting at me right now, i know its not because you are jealous i chose another woman. But you are afraid, afraid that the treasure I have I will give to Choon-hee. You're scared right? that you won't be able to feel the money bath every day? tell me if i'm wrong. can you defend yourself?" Edwards smiled slightly, he stared intently at Violet's eyes, which were already twitching in confusion.

"But I, I'm always busy. You know that, I have a lot of work to do every day. Yesterday was the same, I.. I..." Violet looked acting up, Edwards knew the woman in front of her was always lying.

"Choon-hee took care of me and hugged me when I was sick, she said that everything will be fine. I get well soon Because of her, she even willing herself to be hurt by me. She also always stroked my hair gently, said Politely, always smiling, making sure I get everything I need she doesn't ask, she doesn't ask, she doesn't complain or make excuses She looks like an angel that warms my heart Instantly.

can i leave it and choose you? it's not a Question, rather. how can I leave Choon-hee who can give all the love and care for me, then choose you who dumped me and only demands so much. I'm still sane, you know? because I choose someone I really need. Not someone who always needs me.

You forgot violet, what do I want most in this world? I just want a care and affection, then I want the warmth of a hug and always teach me everything will be okay. Really! everything Choon-hee does Makes me more excited to live." Edwards purposely said all his happiness when he was with Choon-hee, seeing how Violet was reacting right now? she already looked really angry. But Edwards kept smiling, he smiled. because in the end, he could repay all of Violet's cruel words so far, with one sweet word.

sweet words that broke Violet's heart to the bottom of her heart.

"Are you bragging about all of Choon-hee's goodness? A woman who even has intentions of her own is around you? Everyone is the same Edwards? Everyone in this World will be good if she feels benefited! No one will truly give, if there is no expectation in return. You know that, you know best." Violet said she was still trying to control Edwards' thoughts.

"I know, I know that no human being will truly give without expecting anything in return. But Choon-hee is still the best, we both benefit here. He gets what he wants, and I also get what I want." want. Isn't this more worth it? Compared to when I was with you?." crush! Edwards' words made Violet immediately froze and couldn't say anything else.

Edwards tapped Violet on the shoulder again, choosing to pick up the lunch box that had fallen to the floor and bring it back. put it in a paper bag then carry it to take home.

"Where are you going!?." Violet asked.

"Going home, meeting a woman I feel comfortable with." Edward said loudly, Edwards was still smiling. then he walked away from his room, he hummed a little and felt his heart was quite relieved.

relieved that he could say all he wanted to say to Violet, after holding it all in for so long.. finally Edwards was able to say and hurt Violet very deeply.