Chapter 30 - 30. Pathetic

"I know I've never questioned you at all, but at least don't treat me like this. I'll be back home, But I want to talk to you about a lot of things after you get home. Make sure you back to go home, or I'll make a lot of noise tomorrow." Violet started threatening Edwards, she chose to leave this room with all her heart's vengeance.

Violet didn't want to show others that she and Edwards didn't look as romantic as what people saw out there, that's why Violet chose to end all their conversation.

The door was closed and Violet had left the room, Edwards took a deep breath and sat down on the sofa.

(Choon-hee POV)

I then walked over to Edwards and handed him the glass of water that was on the table. Edwards looked into my eyes for a moment, then drank the water I gave him. he drank it all down, I actually don't understand what he's feeling right now. I also don't want to ask too many questions, for now silence is the most appropriate thing.

"Would you like me to bring you coffee or something? Sweets are good, I think." I tried to offer him something, but he shook his head slowly. and hugged me tightly. I'm a little confused why he hugs me instead, does he always hug other people when he's sad.

"You want to take a break?" I asked again, who knows Edwards is a person who easily thinks a lot when it comes to household matters, I also don't know about what Edwards really feels.

"No need, just hugging yourself makes me a lot more comfortable." Edwards said quietly, I who heard that finally let Edwards hug me. I've been gently stroking the back of his hair, giving it all the attention and warmth I can.

Edwards took a few breaths, I felt how Edwards' heartbeat was indeed quite fast. This man seems to have his own fear of his wife.

"Did I mistreat my wife earlier?" Edwards suddenly asked, I who was being questioned like that could only remain silent. Is it wrong? I don't think there's anything wrong with people knowing how rude Violet is.

Violet was his wife, why did she speak so rudely to Edwards? If I were in Violet's position, maybe I would have asked carefully and heard all the explanations from Edwards first.

"Maybe it's not wrong, but rather you are just tired and your wife should understanding you for a while. Moreover, you are busy with work, she should know that you must be thinking a lot and also having problems. you in my apartment for two days, without telling your wife at all. No matter how you both are husband and wife, you should respect each other. I don't mean to be patronizing, but I just want to convey what I think right now." I said to Edwards.

Edwards let go of my arms, then he looked into my eyes and without further ado kissed my lips softly. now I'm more confused with Edwards attitude, the kiss he gave was like a Frustrated kiss that made me want to cry too. 

Only a few seconds the kiss was released, he wiped the remaining Saliva stuck to the corner of my lips then he looked at me again.

"You know? When I'm near you, somehow I feel that my world is really okay. Even though when I take my eyes off you, I have to see the fact that my world is really bad. I'm just happy to get all your attention, you're like an angel that was sent by God to me. I don't have a reason why I always want to be near me, it's been said since yesterday. But if you ask why I didn't tell my wife. It's because I'm tired, I'm tired of Violet who has been ignoring me all this time, as her husband." Edwards had opened up a little story. 

I try to listen carefully to what he has to say, even though I know whatever he says might sound pathetic and I don't know if it will last. I may look strong, but basically I'm very fragile and it's easy to cry when I hear other people's sad stories. I have a very sad story, though.

"Violet and I haven't had a healthy relationship for a long time, to be more precise, I was actually after her to be my wife and was always near me. I'm a person who falls in love easily and is very crazy after loving one woman. I will never see towards other women and always feel that the woman I love is the most perfect. For 3 years we were married and during that time Violet always treated me badly, I was like trash that soiled her clothes. But I remained silent and still happy to be around near her, because I love her. I love her very very much, Even though he chooses to love someone else." Once again Edwards spoke.

At that moment I immediately held Edwards' hand gently but a little tighter, I wanted to tell him that all sorrows and problems in life must be in someone. but in the end everything will pass and happiness will surely accompany. although I'm also not sure, Because to this day I have not met the meaning of happiness at all.

"Love is a very complicated thing, you don't need to explain why you are so in love and so crazy about love. Because basically love really can't be explained. I understand Edwards, now you can tell me whatever your problem is. We can be Partner Yang always helps each other, even though... I might not be able to help much, but I'm trying." I said honestly, I gave him a sweet smile.

He smiled and kissed my hands gently. he's really cute, I don't know if Violet was really stupid to hurt a sincere man like Edwards..

Violet's perfection is still underestimated him, Edwards who is perfect and also loves Violet very much. If I was by Violet's side right now, I don't think I would ever let a man like Edwards go to waste.

Edwards is like the incarnation of a god who is so extraordinary, I also just found out that Edwards is indeed a very crazy man when he falls in love, judging from the outer cover all this time. Surely people think that Edwards is a playboy and likes to have sex with many opponents. But in fact, Edwards survived on one woman who always insulted and hurt him.

Pathetic....!