Chapter 84

The light in the studio is not very bright. There are several places with light on their back. His appearance is vivid, but his eyes are bright. Halo yellow light woven into a thin net, gently shrouded down.

Xie Ruhe opened the ring box and put his feet on the ground. Then slowly, he knelt down on one knee in front of her. He said it again to his reading eyes.

"Will you marry me?"

Shunian's eyes moved down his movements. Her voice was dry and a little speechless. It's like a side effect, with sore eyes and nose.

It may be a sudden idea. The proposal seems simple and hasty.

Besides a ring, there are two people.

Nothing else.

Xie Ruhe looked up at her, with her neck in a straight line and her Adam's apple sliding up and down. He had always been calm and cool, and now he could not help showing his emotions. His lips were tight and his jaw was stiff.

The brain of shunian seems to be broken. She sits on the chair, her toes gently touching the ground, nervously trying to find something to support herself, and calmly going to give him an answer.

I don't know why it's like this.

She just wanted to come in and find a reason to let him have a rest, but somehow she got a promise that she was only willing to let him give, which was equivalent to being together forever.

We don't know what the future will be.

I don't know if the next road is difficult.

He has her whole life into his arms, as an indispensable existence in his life. No more consideration, no more hesitation.

As long as it's her.

Shunian pursed his lips and stretched out his hand to respond as usual. Her lips moved, but she couldn't control her trembling, with a nasal voice: "yes, yes."

Hearing this answer, Xie Ruhe seemed to be relieved and her eyebrows and eyes dropped down. He took the ring off, put it devoutly on her ring finger, and pushed it in slowly.

Time seems to slow down at the moment.

Occasionally, the unsteadiness seemed to settle down with his action.

His eyes were red. Thinking about what he had just taught himself, he said "yes" in French in a low voice: "oui."

Xie Ruhe was stunned, still half kneeling on the ground and smiling. Then he lowered his head, gave her a kiss on the finger and whispered, "seal it."

Next second, shunian called him: "Xie Ruhe."

Xie Ruhe raised her head and said, "hmm?"

"Before, when I first met you. That's when I talked to you and you ignored me. " Shunian sniffed, "I didn't like you at that time."

Listen to her this words, Xie Ruhe's eyelid a lift, also thought of his attitude at that time. He opened his mouth, but this is what he really did, and he didn't know how to explain it.

"I think so." Shunian said in a low voice, "as long as I apologize to you, there will be no intersection after that. It must feel good, so I don't have to go to you all the time and look at your face. "

Xie Ruhe rubbed her hand with his finger pulp: "I won't do that in the future."

"That's what I thought just now." Shunian also came down from the chair and rubbed his arms like a cat. "It's amazing."

At that time, I probably didn't think of it.

Ten years later, she will always be together with the people she once hoped not to meet again.

The gloomy and silent boy.

Also from dim, into her long life in the sun.

Before the end of the holiday, Xie Ruhe took shunian to meet Ji Xinghuai.

Seeing the parents, shunian can't be as calm and steady as Xie Ruhe. Although she had telephone contact with Ji Xinghuai a few years ago, her identity is different now.

The mood is different.

Xie Ruhe has prepared gifts for shunian.

But shunian always felt bad, so she took her to the mall one day in advance, and finally just bought a box of tea and some health care products.

She also looked up a lot of notices about meeting parents on the Internet.

I feel ready and can't sleep in bed at night.

The book read over and over for a long time, finally still can't help but ran to Xie Ruhe's room, also didn't wake him up, just stumbling to count next to him.

"One cow, two cows, three cows..."

Before counting to the tenth cow, Xie Ruhe opened his eyes and said in a dumb voice, "can't sleep?"

Shunian nodded: "I'm counting sheep."

Xie Ruhe thought that he had just woken up, but he was not very conscious. He hesitated and asked, "aren't you talking about cows?"

"Yes." Shunian said solemnly, "I used to have insomnia. I used to count sheep, but it was useless. Later, I changed to cattle. It seems that it's easier for me to fall asleep. "Xie Ruhe

Seeing that he no longer had the tendency to open his mouth, shunian took back his mind, recalled where he had just counted, and then continued to count: "eight cows, nine cows, ten..."

Next second, Xie Ruhe reaches for her waist and pulls her to her arms.

The book is lying. Because of his action, her posture changed a little, carrying him against his arms. His chin was against the top of her hair, and there was a light sleepiness in his voice: "you count yours."

Smell speech, book read back.

Xie Ruhe had already closed his eyes and said, "it's OK at ordinary times."

“……”

"You come to sleep, I have to hold you."

I don't know whether Xie Ruhe's embrace has brought strength, or whether shunian's strategy of counting cattle has played a role. Not long after, the spirit of half a night of her, suddenly sleepy.

As soon as I close my eyes, I go to sleep.

It's dawn when you wake up.

I didn't stay in bed, so I immediately got up to wash.

After being fed breakfast by Xie Ruhe, she went back to her room and changed into a plain warm color skirt just over the knee according to the advice given on the Internet. And then in front of the dresser dawdled for a long time, reluctantly put on a make-up.

Xie Ruhe did not urge her, waiting in the living room.

After a while, shunian came out of the room.

Xie Ruhe sits on the sofa with a computer in front of him, still working.

Shunian walked over and said, "have you left yet?"

Hearing her voice, Xie Ruhe immediately closed the computer, answered with a low voice, and then raised his eyes. He suddenly noticed the appearance of shunian, and his eyes were fixed.

He stared at shunian and asked, "what's the matter?"

Xie Ruhe said in a low voice, "come here."

She hesitated in place for a pause, and then obediently walked past.

As soon as he reached the position half a meter away from him, Xie Ruhe grabbed her by the wrist and took her to his arms. His eyes were dark, with an unknown emotion: "very beautiful."

The book hasn't come back yet.

His kiss had already fallen down, with an unclear word.

"Let me kiss you."

Ji Xinghuai lives not far from Xie Ruhe's home. It's about half an hour's drive.

Along the way, Xie Ruhe drove the car, and shunian sat in the co driver's seat. Like a student who was cramming before the exam, he continued to turn over his mobile phone to see his parents' notes.

Xie Ruhe occasionally looked in her direction and couldn't help bending his lips.

After a long time.

Shunian raised his eyes and looked out of the car window.

The scenery outside moved back rapidly, and the field of vision became a mass. The sky is clear, no thick clouds can be seen, the sun is falling down, shining on the sea, and there are unknown birds flying by.

There's music playing in the car. It's Xie Ruhe's song.

Shunian's mood suddenly calmed down and put his mobile phone back in his pocket.

Yu Guang noticed her movement, and Xie Ruhe asked, "no?"

"It's over." Reading is like self hypnosis. The voice is very light and the speaking speed is very slow. One word at a time, "I will perform well. You don't have to worry."

Xie Ruhe couldn't help laughing: "Why are you so nervous?"

Shunian said honestly, "I'm afraid your grandfather won't like me."

"No," Xie Ruhe said

Shunian muttered, "how do you know?"

"Before you came home to record songs." Xie Ruhe said, "originally I told Fang Wencheng to find another music producer. But he listened to my grandfather and brought you home

The book read blankly: "why?"

"He hopes." Xie Ruhe said calmly, "you can meet me more."

"Ah?"

"So I won't dislike you."

He looked at him in a dull way.

Before long, the car also drove to Ji Xinghuai's place.

It's a rich and luxurious residential area in Ruchuan city.

It's like a scene from a TV play. When shunian got off the bus, he was still a little at a loss. He immediately went over to hold Xie Ruhe's hand and relied on it very much.

Xie Ruhe took out the gift bag from the back of the car and said in a soft voice, "don't be nervous."

Shunian still couldn't help asking: "if I don't perform well, how..."

Before her words, the villa in front of her suddenly opened the door and a middle-aged man came out. Seeing both of them, he waved and said with a smile, "coming?"

Xie Ruhe nodded to him and called out, "second uncle."

The book reads nervously the palm perspires, also subconsciously follow to shout: "second uncle."

The man looked at the book and said with a smile, "read it?"

Shunian nodded: "yes."

"Come on in."

The decoration of the house is Chinese style. The space is very large, but it is not luxurious. It looks very grand, with the smell of books. At this time, there was no one in the living room, except an aunt, who was sitting on the sofa.Xie Ruhe's second uncle shouts to Ji Xinghuai: "Dad, people are coming."

The old man is nearly 70 years old. His hair is gray, but his eyes are bright. He looks very healthy. He saw to come over, the appearance is amiable, kindly toward the book read to wave: "girl."

Shunian licks his lips, releases Xie Ruhe's hand and walks over.

"Hello, Grandpa Ji."

"We've met before, remember?" Ji Xinghuai's face is full of traces brought by years, and his voice is steady and steady after precipitation, "in Shiyan town."

"I remember." Shunian immediately nodded, "later you also helped me a lot, and I haven't been able to thank you face to face."

Xie Ruhe stood aside, did not speak, did not take the initiative to call people.

Ji Xinghuai also regards him as nonexistent.

"Thank you. Sit down. " Noticing the gift bag in Xie Ruhe's hand, Ji Xinghuai said, "next time you come, just come directly. You don't need to bring anything."

Shunian said, "good."

There are four people sitting on the mahogany chair in the spacious living room.

Ji Xinghuai sits on the throne, and Xie Ruhe's second uncle sits on his other side. Shunian and Xie Ruhe sit side by side.

Most of them are Ji Xinghuai talking, asking about the situation of shunian, but they are not tricky. They are just some ordinary home talk. Ask her about her job, how are her parents and what they are doing recently.

Occasionally Xie Ruhe's second uncle would say a few words.

Xie Ruhe remained silent throughout the whole process.

I don't know how long later, the topic suddenly comes to Xie Ruhe's mother Ji Xiangning.

"When you were still in Shiyan Town, you should have met ahe's mother?" Ji Xinghuai took a sip of tea. When he said this, he grew old in an instant. "I remember you had a good relationship with ah he before."

Shunian said: "yes, my aunt is very nice."

"Recently, I heard that Xie Ji has passed away." Ji Xinghuai's eyebrows a few more silk anger, "if it wasn't for him! How could my daughter... "

The second uncle picked up the teapot and added some tea to Ji Xinghuai, reminding him: "Dad, don't talk about this."

Shunian didn't know what to say. He took a look at Xie Ruhe.

He looked down and didn't know what he was thinking.

Realizing that it's not good to say this in front of the book, Ji Xinghuai calms down and sighs: "girl, it's thanks to you that we can catch that beast."

Xie Ruhe finally opened his mouth, frowning and shouting: "grandfather."

"You let me finish." Ji Xinghuai said, "girl, my grandson was angry with me because I didn't tell him about you. At that time, I was afraid to stimulate him, but after a long time, I couldn't say it. "

Shunian had known this for a long time. He shook his head: "it's OK."

"It's really something I didn't do right." Ji Xinghuai took shunian's hand and patted her on the back of her hand. "I'm old and I think too much about it."

“……”

"I care too much." Ji Xinghuai old eyes red, "always do something wrong. At that time, if I hadn't stopped ah Ning in every way, she would have gone to that small place... "

Hearing this, Xie Ruhe's second uncle didn't open his head, and his mood obviously became worse.

"When she's in front of me, I can watch and help, and I won't let her live like that." Ji Xinghuai said, "that certainly will not happen."

"Grandfather." Xie Ruhe suddenly said, "it's not your fault."

“……”

"If you think so, everyone is wrong. My mother has never blamed you. She just thinks she blames herself. She hasn't seen you for so many years. I will only regret that I didn't listen to you at the beginning. "

“……”

"When she had the hardest time, her first thought was to go back to you. I often ask if you want to pick me up and take me to a better life. "

"You are her dependence. She will always appreciate you, respect you and love you. "

"That's what she once said to me."

Have dinner at Ji's.

After that, they chatted with Ji Xinghuai for a while. Xie Ruhe does not regenerate Ji Xinghuai's spirit, and his attitude towards him has changed back to what it used to be. Near eight o'clock, they left Ji's house.

My stomach is still a little full.

Xie Ruhe is afraid that she will get carsick, so she just park her car here and plans to go a little way first, and then block the car home. His mood is not bad, and he doesn't seem to be affected by Ji Xinghuai's words.

Shunian took a furtive look at him and asked carefully, "do you still think of your father now?"

"Very few." Xie Ruhe said, "my grandfather didn't come back."

"Oh."

"My dad wasn't like that before." Xie Ruhe recalled, "but I can't remember what he was like before. I can only think of his drunken appearance."

In a person's life, there are always several people who can't be forgiven.When I think of it, I still hate him, but I don't want to waste my energy on him.

Shunian whispered to Xie Ruhe: "anyway, it's not good."

Xie Ruhe laughed and said, "but now, I often think of my mother."

"Well?" Shunian blinked and suddenly said, "let's go to see your mother tomorrow."

"Good."

“……”

"And the day after tomorrow?"

"The day after tomorrow..." Shunian said, "to see my father?"

"Good."

Xie Ruhe asked again, "the day after tomorrow."

Shunian asked: "the day after tomorrow? Is there any place you want to go? "

"Well." Xie Ruhe said, "Civil Affairs Bureau."

“……”

“……”

They walk under the bright street lamp, the shadow is pulled very long. At the intersection, two people, one high and one low, hold each other's hands, so close that others can no longer shake one point.

After a long time, shunian opened his mouth.

"Good."

The next spring.

After the microblog last summer, ahe microblog, which has become a zombie again, finally sent another microblog after the release of the new album -

ahe: lost to you. AI te shunian

this album is a complete album of his own released by ah he, who has been hiding behind the scenes and concentrating on his creation for three years.

From composition, arrangement, lyrics, singing, recording, mixing and post production, all are arranged by him. It's an album that fans have been looking forward to for a long time.

His voice doesn't change much from a few years ago.

To the fans, it has become warm and bright.

The title of the album is lost to like.

It's an album from the album title, to the single title, to every lyric, every tune, which is pouring out love to someone. Tell her all your thoughts.

From the initial love to the eternal love.

Tell her everything without reservation.

When he was young, he fell in love with a girl.

That girl is upright and doesn't know anything about the world. She always offends people because of some words. A good heart can't see others doing bad things. He was the only one who came into his world in those dark and obscure days.

He likes her so much.

Later, they separated.

Xie Ruhe thinks that his love can only be buried in his heart for a lifetime. He once thought that in the days to come, although he would never fall in love with anyone again, maybe he could let time dilute such feelings.

But out of expectation, there was a moment of reunion.

It's a reunion after so many years.

It was not until the moment when he saw her again that Xie Ruhe suddenly realized.

After so many years, he met so many people of all kinds, and never met anyone better than her.

I like it when I was young. It's hot and strong. Once it burns, it can never be extinguished.

I thought that I would spend the rest of my life alone. I would not enter other people's life, nor let anyone step into his world.

But in the end.

But lost to like.

Lost to you.

At the end of last year, shunian played a role in the recent big fire, and gradually became famous.

Two days after Xie Ruhe posted the microblog, for the sake of game promotion, shunian went to the gymnasium in the next city and participated in a live show of dubbing actors.

All the participants are the dubbing actors of that game character.

Xie Ruhe accompanied her to the VIP seat in the front row.

Shunian never tried to dub under the eyes of so many people. His palms were sweating nervously. Later, he gradually entered a state and successfully completed the live show.

After stepping down, her fans ran to her with pen and paper.

It's two little girls.

One of them had bright eyes and said excitedly, "goddess! Will you sign for me! I love you so much

Shunian chuckled: "good."

After signing and handing the book to both of them. Another girl before saying goodbye to her, suddenly burst out a sentence: "you are so powerful, I will become a person like you in the future."

Hearing this, shunian was stunned.

There are some unknown emotions in my heart fermenting, then rising, almost overflowing.

In the past, she felt self abasement and self loathing. She didn't even have the courage to go out and face other people's eyes. She felt that "death" was liberation and the only choice to start over.

But now, some people are saying it.

I want to be like her.

Shunian suddenly raised his eyes and looked in the direction of Xie Ruhe.He still stayed in the original place, but he had already stood up, his eyes on her, and his temperament was soft and introverted. In her eyes, it was a light that could not be ignored.

Next second.

Shunian suddenly ran in his direction and threw himself into his arms.

Because of the impact, Xie Ruhe subconsciously stepped back two steps, and then hugged her.

They are holding the sun in their lives.

"When you are in the bottom of the valley, entangled by the vine with thorns, you shout with all your strength, but there is no one to save you. There are so many thorns around you, you can't get away from it, you can't escape it, you spend a long time in despair. "

"Occasionally, when you look up and see the world full of darkness, have you ever thought about -"

"one day, you can see the sun again."