Chapter 42

Name:Defeated By Love Author:Zhu Yi
Shunian never heard Xie Ruhe say such a thing.

They met when they were young, separated after knowing each other, and met again after growing up. In these years of separation, I don't know what happened to each other and how many people I met.

Then, in the baptism of these things, become what kind of person.

It's something we don't know about each other.

Shunian subconsciously ignores the time of separation, which is equivalent to neglecting the things that happened after separation.

All the bad things.

At that time, they were each other's only friends.

Xie Ruhe occupies a heavy weight in the heart of shunian.

This degree of importance can make shunian ignore the talent he has not seen in recent years, his sensitivity and vigilance towards strangers, and his sudden delusion of being killed.

And then, as before, get along with Xie Ruhe without mixed thoughts.

It's like going back to the past.

But she forgot.

Time is running and years are passing.

They didn't meet for such a long time. Growing up in a world that they don't know and don't know, they recognize people, make new friends, and Like other people.

He didn't want anything as he used to.

Will have a desire for other people, and that feeling is not limited to the word "friendship".

It's not limited to her "only" friend.

Maybe after today, she won't come to him much. Read and think.

No matter what the meaning of this sentence he said to her is, it's just a talk between friends or a misunderstanding of the girl he likes.

It's not good for her to be alone with him all the time.

Shunian was silent for a while. He lowered his eyes and played with thin fingers. She reluctantly bent up her lips, trying to let herself wave those sad emotions: "it's good to fall in love."

When she said this, the room immediately became quiet.

Shunian didn't speak, and Xie Ruhe didn't respond to her.

Although she felt that there was no problem in her answer, shunian would also feel nervous and panic because of the silence. She looked up and noticed Xie Ruhe's expression.

At this time, he was staring at her, handsome eyebrows and eyes stretch, the corners of his mouth also bend up.

I'm laughing.

I was stunned when I read the book.

What is he laughing at.

There's nothing funny about it.

Do you think that girl is so happy.

Even if she's really so happy, can't she be happy alone after she's gone?

You have to be happy in front of her.

It's annoying.

She pursed her lips and lowered her head, feeling stuffy.

"Reading." Xie Ruhe's eye tail slightly Yang, dark eyes with shallow spring, "do you remember what you said to me at that time?"

I don't know what he's talking about, but I'm not in the mood to ask.

"I don't remember."

It's a very light voice, like a child's breath.

Xie Ruhe seems to be completely unconscious and in a very good mood. He took back his sight, breath long and casual, hiding a shallow smile: "so ah."

After a while, Fang Wencheng also came. He said hello to Xie Ruhe. He was still a little surprised to see shunian. He soon went out and didn't disturb them here.

After the morning training, the two returned to the 16th floor.

Xie Ruhe took his clothes and took a bath in the bathroom.

Because of the dialogue just now, shunian is not in the mood to continue to stay. She sat on the sofa, thinking about the excuse to leave. But she didn't lie much and was afraid of being seen through.

I'm a little fidgety with reading.

In a few minutes, Xie Ruhe came out of the bathroom. He probably just flushed his body and didn't dry it with a towel. The tip of the hair drips down from the cheek to the neck, where it gathers at the clavicle.

Xie Ruhe came and sat beside shunian.

The breath of peppermint came to my face, clear and light, like his unique taste.

Reading subconsciously moved to the other side.

Xie Ruhe looked at her and said nothing.

Shunian said tentatively, "what are you going to do later?"

Xie Ruhe said, "I didn't think about it."

"Oh." Shunian scratched his head and whispered, "I have something to do."

"What's the matter?"

"Just, just." For a moment, she couldn't think of any reason. She raised her eyes and ran into his clear eyes. She lost the courage to lie, "nothing..."

Xie Ruhe asked, "do you want to go back?"

The book read a pause, hesitated to say: "No."

Her hesitation for a few seconds revealed her true thoughts.

"It doesn't matter." Xie Ruhe stood up. There was no emotion on his face, but it didn't make people feel that he was unhappy. "You wait for me for a while, I'll see you off."This time I didn't speak again.

Xie Ruhe went back to his room and changed his clothes. He only wore a loose dark red sweater and looked lazy.

The new year has only been over a month, and it's still very cold outside. The heating is on in the room, so I can't feel it. Shunian was afraid that he would catch a cold. He reminded him: "you should wear more. It's cold outside."

He shook his head: "I like the color."

Shunian wanted to say something, but he didn't continue to persuade.

Xie Ruhe is still in poor health and can't drive. Even if he could, he didn't dare to take the book to the road. So Fang Wencheng still drove them to the designated place.

All the way to the downstairs of shunianjia.

When shunian was about to get off the bus, Xie Ruhe suddenly said, "shunian."

"Well?"

"Do you want to move?"

This sudden words let the book read a little confused: "move?"

"Well." Xie Ruhe said, "don't you mean there are many thieves here?"

"I've been caught."

Xie Ruhe frowned: "only one."

Hearing him say this, shunian felt a bit serious, hesitated and said, "I'll ask officer he later."

Xie Ruhe looked at her calmly, and only after a long time did he answer in a low voice.

"Well."

Back home, shunian had nothing to do.

Simply online to find a video clip to dub, like doing homework. Her thoughts are very floating, and she always remembers what Xie Ruhe said today.

The result of this assignment is really bad.

Shunian doesn't know how to describe his current mood.

It's a bit blocked. I can't breathe. I think it must be something I can't get. But he will be too much, vaguely looking forward to the person in his mouth is himself.

Maybe Xie Ruhe liked himself before, according to his reaction at that time. But at that time, Xie Ruhe was young, still in adolescence, and had never seen much of the world in that small town.

You might have a crush on her.

If it is now, the possibility is really too low.

I don't think I'm bad at reading.

But now Xie Ruhe's fame, contacts, and looks as good as in the entertainment industry. Any point can help him find a brilliant partner.

Not her.

Someone with a mental illness.

Shunian breathed, got up and planned to go to the bathroom to wash his face. She went in, raised her eyes, and suddenly noticed herself in the mirror, wearing a dark red sweater.

Dark red.

Just now Xie Ruhe said he likes the color.

The whole thing really made me sad.

She even began to doubt whether she had ever been in love, as if she didn't know anything. After all, when she was with Xu Zeyuan, she had never been so upset.

It's the kind of feeling that, in the last moment, the hope was extinguished;

because of his words, a small detail, it was rekindled again.

Although I'm a little disgusted with this feeling.

Shunian never went to Xie Ruhe again. She wanted to ask who he liked directly, hesitated for a long time or gave up. Afraid to get other answers, so that she can no longer have more hope of the answer.

She seems to have encountered a major difficulty, and for several days she locked herself in her room.

Thinking about it day and night.

It is to ignore other factors and dare to ask;

or to take it as a thing of the past and stop thinking about it.

Such repeated thoughts were interrupted by the notification of wechat.

Read the book back to God, looked at the cell phone.

It's Ke Yiqing.

Ke Yiqing: "shunian, are you free?"

Shunian said, "yes, what can I do for you?"

Ke Yiqing: "can you do me a favor? It doesn't matter if you don't want to. "

Ke Yiqing: "I went to your side before."

after her words came out, she didn't say anything later for a long time. Shunian asked suspiciously, "hmm?"

Ke Yiqing: '"

Ke Yiqing stopped Taiji: "do you have the contact information of he you?"

Shunian blinked: "yes."

Ke Yiqing: "can you give me..."

Ke Yiqing: "I don't want to spread QAQ everywhere '

I don't think it's very good to study, so I asked," can I ask officer he first? "

Ke Yiqing: "don't do it."

Ke Yiqing: "forget it, I suddenly feel that it's useless to take it. That's it."

Shunian: "what do you want to do with the contact information of police officer he?"

Ke Yiqing: "nothing, nothing."

Ke Yiqing: "do you want to know?"The word "no" in shunian has not been sent out yet.

Ke Yiqing: "well, I'll tell you if you want."

“……”

Ke Yiqing: "he you told me before, but I don't like him very much. I forgot to refuse him. I'm going to make a phone call to refuse him."

Other people's affairs have nothing to do with reading.

She didn't comment on it. She just said "OK.".

Ke Yiqing opened the conversation and said, "by the way, that was ah he that day."

Ke Yiqing: "I'm going to have a variety show recently. I heard that the program team has invited ah he. I don't know if I'll come."

Ke Yiqing: "if so, how come you never show your face?"

Ke Yiqing said: "it's really outrageous to look so good."

Shunian didn't know what to return. He made an expression.

Ke Yiqing: "I really like his songs, and his timbre is very good."

Ke Yiqing: "it's a pity that they don't sing now."

Seeing this, shunian's expression suddenly reminds me of the MP3 that Xie Ruhe gave her on her birthday. She got up, pulled aside the bedside table and took out the box.

It's more than a month since I went back to my hometown.

Because the machine has been turned off, MP3 still has power.

Reading is on.

Keep pressing down, she has a general impression of the song title.

When I saw the song "I read", I stopped reading for a few seconds. I didn't want to let myself always have this kind of inexplicable mind and continue to pull down.

Pull to the bottom.

The last song is called ahe.

I can't remember that Xie Ruhe wrote a song in his own name. She put on her headphones and listened. The other hand picked up the mobile phone and looked it up on the Internet.

There is only melody in the earphone, but no Xie Ruhe's voice.

It's pure music.

After checking the book for a long time, I found that it was not that I didn't remember it, but that Xie Ruhe didn't publish the song.

The melody goes from heavy to light, and it sounds like it's played on an instrument. Shunian doesn't know much about it, but she thinks it sounds like the voice of ukulele.

The heart of reading is pounding and speeding up.

A song for her?

Or did he accidentally put in a new song

Read books holding MP3 in bed hit a roll, endure the impulse of whining.

The song is coming to an end, and my ears are quiet.

Shunian looked at MP3, and suddenly found that the music still had ten seconds to finish. The next moment, the earphone suddenly sounded familiar male voice, low and moist, with a very serious mood.

"This song is for you."

Because of this, the book read even a few days of depression are dispersed.

She couldn't help bending her lips.

I thought this was the last sentence.

When shunian takes off the earphone on one side, he just wants to take off the earphone on the other side and put it away.

Four more words came from the earphone.

"Including the title of the song."