Chapter 1025

go or not?

Chu Yunsheng hesitated. He didn't think he really hesitated!

He thought it was just an absurd idea. He would return to the ground without hesitation, but it did not happen.

He doesn't know what happened to him

Why go back?

Why?

Why?

Why?

……

In the final analysis, they are all people of the seventh century. What does it have to do with themselves?

What does it matter!?

They are just people who depend on themselves to survive. Do you really have feelings for each other?

Do you still have feelings?

Chu Yunsheng was shocked by the earthquake. On the one hand, he couldn't help but continue to think like this:

his tears had already dried up, and no one could be buried in the grave of his heart!

So why stay here?

Are these people really worth fighting together to death? They are not their own relatives, not Xiaohai, not tiger cubs, not Not at all.

They even betray at any time and shoot themselves in the back at any time, like Asher, like some people in the sixth century.

However, just because of the possibility of betrayal in the future, should we deny the present? This is a strange circle of logic.

He said he would not abandon you!

He's out of the siege with seventeen blood riders!

……

When the warship is besieged by a pale monster, he gives up his life in order to let him live.

In the jungle land, those blood riders who crossed the line of fire gave their lives to him.

In the battlefield outside the desert, in order to protect him from rushing out, countless blood riders died and fell down and never stood up again.

In order to keep the slender star ship that he hoped for, Gru died, xiaoyage died, countless people died in battle, and commander he became a canner who could not live like death, and butney, who died for him once, was once more unaware of his life and death.

In order to guard the entrance of the shipyard for him, Shauna is missing and is likely to have been killed. Countless new blood riders are directly killed in battle!

……

Now, do you want to abandon them and run away alone?

Did they betray themselves before they betrayed themselves?

He was ashamed that he had this idea, but he was still looking for the reason!

Maybe, I can leave quietly. Anyway, they are all in the deep underground. It is impossible to know that they have abandoned them, and death will come soon, and they will not know that they are abandoned.

Isn't that great? Anyway, I can't save them. It's better to let them die in anticipation.

Why do you know that you have to die, instead of putting yourself in it?

They will die sooner or later.

The so-called "will not abandon you" may only be used to bewitch you when you are in control of the situation, or to drum up when you are in a desperate situation. When you have another choice and calm down, you will still say this and do it?

But is the heart always dark?

……

Chu Yunsheng felt that he must be ill or mad, because he really thought like this, and he couldn't help thinking like this!

Besides, that person can't live, and he doesn't have to face the moment when he killed "him".

This is his biggest heart disease, but also the least willing to face things, this is not very good? Can't I escape?

When "he" is dead, he will be finished. Isn't it very simple?

Why not?

Asher and they can all hide and wait for their death. Why can't they hide and wait for them to die?

……

Laozi is not a God. Who can save himself?

No, it's not a matter of whether they can save them or not. They don't need to save themselves. This is betrayal, abandonment and escape!

But I can still take revenge for them in the future, and there is a glimmer of hope.

But what's the point of living like that? What do you want to live for? Isn't it just a walking corpse, a wriggling "corpse" in the universe!?

What is the purpose of living?

Why?

Why?

Why!

……

Chu Yunsheng was surprised to find that he still did not stop, still instinctively flew to outer space with inertia. Is this his inner choice?

……

Yi Si some scared silly, looking at the sky more and more far, gradually disappeared black spots, head chaos paste.

Its tadpole fighters were forced out by the torrent of fire. Now the underground world is full of Aihong, and the underground people are dying at an alarming speed. Countless tadpole fighters flee from below in a hurry. It can't get down!The end of the world is coming. Although they have dug deep enough, and they have inherited from generation to generation to construct an ideal underground escape world, they still can't escape the coming of the end of the world.

The Ouka people have been dying for a long time, and there are few Tianyu people left. The kadans are going to die. The Hai people are just waiting to die It's the end of all races, and they can't hide.

Although they are seriously partial, they are still the race advocating scientific understanding of the world, and do not rely on the Almighty God to save them. Yi Yi Si now places all his hope on Chu Yunsheng, who even the UNO emissaries are afraid of.

Because at this moment, it is only this person who can turn the tide.

However, it found that this time Chu Yunsheng flew to the sky for a long time, long enough to go back and forth, but there was still no sign of returning.

Looking at the black spot, which was about to disappear from sight, it finally realized something and felt desperate.

"He won't come back..."

Yisi murmured his head down. For a moment, it seemed that the whole person had broken down. It was a long time before he regained consciousness. His eyes were dim before he died, and he began to do his last thing.

To the messenger, yies took a breath, then dialed a channel, and then said slowly:

"Dad, mom, I don't know if you can receive my message at the moment, but I hope you can't, because that means you may be on the way out and still alive

Over the years, I have always let you down. Of course, there are also moments that make you proud. For example, I was admitted to the Institute of deep ground inspection, but after all, it was not many. Most of the time, I always like to fight against you. I am very sad now. I really shouldn't do that, even if it's only for one day. It's a pity

I know that you will always love me. No matter how many mistakes I make, you are the only one in the world who will forgive me unconditionally. But I am such a fool that I use it as a weapon to stab you again and again.

When I left home that day, I had a big quarrel with my father. I despised you for being out of date and ignorant. I even looked down on you with pride. It was your stupidity that destroyed my ideal and my life In fact, I had already regretted and wanted to apologize to you, but my poor and ridiculous self-esteem made me never do it. Now, it is too late and there is no time.

I heard my mother say that you never want to see me again, but you have secretly asked her several times: when am I going home?

Sorry, Dad, you will always be my tallest father!

Sorry, mom, I will always be your favorite son!

This is the last time I want to write to you

Yi Yi Si wiped away the tear stains from the corner of his eyes, calmly looked at the doomsday flame world outside the tadpole fighter, and turned off the communication device.

Under the tadpole aircraft, near the starship, those alien people who took refuge seemed to know something. They were no longer excited or flustered. Adults coaxed their children to sleep, hoping that they would die peacefully in their dreams. Women nestled close to men, waiting for the end of the world.

"Go down and join them."

Yisi said to the pilot who also left his last words that it was too lonely to die alone.

"Yisi -" the pilot suddenly said in a shaking voice.

Yi Si's heart a cool, turned around and sighed: "what's the matter? Is the fighter out of control? "

"No -" the pilot seemed so nervous that he couldn't speak. He cried out, but he couldn't make any sound.

Yisi thought that the pilot must have collapsed. The fighter plane might be about to crash, so he was too lazy to pass by and quietly waited for death with his eyes closed.

Who knows, the pilot saw that Yisi didn't move. He rushed over, grabbed his protective suit and dragged it to the front cabin.

"What are you doing?" Yisi was a little angry: "don't you let people die well after death?"

"Look, look --" the pilot was probably so emotional that his vocal organs couldn't work properly, like a functional disorder after some kind of stimulation.

Italy is very unhappy, it wants to die quietly, the pilot does not know what crazy!

Along the direction of its fingers, Yi Si looked at it impatiently. However, it was this one eye that made its dead heart suddenly jump.

At this time, the pilot next to it has been completely speechless, just dancing chaos to show what.

"It's him, it's him..."

Yisi tears all over his face, rushed forward to hold the pilot tightly, shaking violently.

"He's back, he's back! Zunshang is back... "

At the same time, there are one, two, three alien people at the foot of the Starship One after another, they stood up and looked at the increasingly dark shadow in the sky. Many of them felt for the first time that the shadow was no longer the shadow of terror and nightmare, but - hope!……

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